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AMAYA

O h my fucking hell... get me out of here!

'Mate!'

"Yeah, I know," I grumble out loud, shoving and nudging my mates away from my sticky skin. "Mate. Off."

Mocking my omega in the middle of the night for her caveman talk is for sure not my greatest moment, but I'm crabby beyond belief. I'm tempted to run out of my nest and straight outside into the snow right now. I'm naked; that's how fucking hot it is in here.

"What are you doing, Omega?" a raspy voice near the top of my head asks, still sounding half asleep.

"Getting air!" Annoyance is heavy in my tone, but I immediately feel the effects of my guilt for being so bitchy. "I'm sorry," I gasp, flinging around to see my pack alpha peering at me with concern. Tears spill from my eyes with no warning, and a sob unleashes itself from my tightening chest.

Grunts and shuffling surrounds me until I'm finally free of all the limbs and blankets that were forcing the sanity to sweat out of me. Cool air brushes over my clammy skin, helping me release a sigh of relief.

"Thank you," I whimper, collapsing back into the sheets and drifting off again to the sounds of my mates murmuring to each other.

I don't think I sleep, but I'm not quite awake. There's a buzzing under my skin that makes me itch to reach out for one of my men. I'm floating on a toasty cloud of gold that I swear is coming from my skin.

"Fuck, she smells good."

"Oli," another voice snaps. "Back up."

A scoff. " Me?! You three are shaking with the effort it's taking not to devour her."

What's happening?

'Mate. We mate.'

No, I'm tired. And I really freaking am. It feels like my head is swimming, and I'm not actually in any kind of plane of existence.

'Fine. I mate.'

NO! No. Me too, please. I don't know what's happening right now, but I don't want to be thrust into the back of my mind while my omega takes complete control.

'Heat...' she explains, twirling around in my mind with a feral little grin that makes me anxious and excited all at once. 'Mates. We mate.'

Oh... OH! My eyes pop open, and I thrust myself into a sitting position. Somehow, I manage to make one of them yelp, then I'm surrounded by my mates.

"Maya?" Emmett touches the inside of my knee with his middle fingers.

Oliver shifts in behind him with wild-looking pupils. "Baby girl..."

"Shit, Petal. Delicious scent or not, don't fuckin' do that creepy shit." Samuel makes me laugh, urging off some of my anxiety. So it was my broody alpha that I startled so easily.

"Omega." Vincent kneels before me with fire and heat in his eyes, making my toes curl. "Your heat..."

I nod, feeling a slight twitch in the movement like I don't have control over some of my motions. Then my head cocks. It definitely wasn't me who did that. I swallow, then swallow again, hoping to find some semblance of control so I can get my words out.

"It's okay," Oliver whispers, love shining in his green stare. "Take your time."

Unbidden, I take in their varying states of undress and lick my lips.

"Omega," Vincent says again, and this time I snarl, annoyed that he's not speaking to me . It's giving my instinctual side more power when I'm not ready for it. "Amaya," he corrects gently, sweeping his thumb over the pulse point on my wrist.

Wait... why am I naked? Peering down at myself, I see a droplet of sweat traveling down between my breasts. My nipples are peaked and demanding attention. There's a puddle of slick between my crisscrossed thighs that's easily visible beneath my twinkly lights. How long have I been lying here?

'Mates.'

I roll my eyes, but I'm brought back to the moment when a cool bottle of water presses to my lips. Gulping it down, I choke a little, but Sam's tongue swipes out and licks away the drop of water that dripped from my mouth.

"Sam," Vincent grits out, but I'm no longer listening.

All I can focus on is Sam's pin-pricked pupils and predatory smile curling his lips. My omega snarls in my mind, or maybe out loud, because his eyes widen before I throw myself into his chest.

With a grunt, my alpha's back hits my pile of pillows, making me grin out my victory. "Mine," I purr and swoop down to lick a line up his throat as payback.

"Shit, Petal," he groans and thrusts up against my pussy, his bare cock having busted through the hole in his boxers. "Fuck. Amaya. You need to get off."

Snarling, I bare my teeth at him and latch my canines around his throat in warning. 'No. Not warning. We mate.' I'm too far gone to protest her logic at this moment. All I know is my alpha's cock is hard and ready for me, and I need his teeth in my throat now.

"Amaya! Stop," Vincent barks, but I don't move and just glare at him when he pops around by Sam's head. "I know we've talked about your heat. But think for me, please. Is this what you want? Do you want to bond your alphas?"

My saliva keeps me attached to Sammy as I rise a little and reply, "Yes. Mine."

"One more time for me, Amaya," Vince pleads, looking worried for me. For that reason, I tug my omega back and place a gentle kiss on my pack alpha's lips.

"Alpha, I'm ready. I need my mates." I pat my bare chest. "I need them in my soul. I love them."

"I love you too," Samuel whispers in awe.

It's a battle to hold back the urge to slam down on Sam's cock while he's purring and restraining himself beneath me, but I stay still and let Vincent study my honesty. He looks at the alpha under me, who nods and accepts me with a pleading look at both of us.

Without any more hesitation, my omega rushes forward and shoves my teeth into my alpha's throat just as my pussy swallows his cock whole. I can't explain the sound that escapes me, nor can words do justice for the way Samuel's aggressive blast of green splits my soul wide open and mends it back together when his teeth sink into the top of my breast.

I ride him like the angry storm he is and just barely allow him to keep me from slamming his knot all the way in when we both come with an earth-shattering scream of pleasure.

"More, more, more!" I chant over and over again, needing to be filled. I fight and claw at my freshly bonded alpha as he plucks me off of him and spins me around. My cries stutter when I come face to face with Emmett, who cradles me to his chest.

"Our beta's going to fuck you now," Em rumbles. Not a second later, Oliver's shoving his fat cock into my cum soaked pussy.

"OLI!!" I bellow as I'm forced to give his alpha all of my weight.

"And as he shoots his load in your tight cunt, I'm going to bite the ever-loving shit out of you, sweetheart."

The contrast of his endearment and the dirty words have me squealing. "Oh my god!"

Incoherent cursing from behind me makes me grin and flutter my walls around Oli's cock. Like a fucking beast, my beta pounds into me like he can't get enough.

"Oli, yes," I whimper, licking and sucking on Emmett's collarbone. The brutal attention to my vagina shocks me since I never would have thought Oliver had this in him.

"You drive him wild, Omega." Lemon surrounds me, and calloused fingers press into my swollen clit. Vincent. 'Alpha!' "Let go, my love. Bring them home."

Bring them home.... bring them home .

With one final Kegel, I milk Oli of all his cum and puncture my final alpha with my teeth around his collarbone. Roars and white noise fill my ears, all the while every little piece of me shifts and snuggles close when Em bites me behind my ear.

Home. Each broken piece of us, all the golden-brown swirls, bursts of green, and blue sparkles settle in my soul to create a home. A pack bond filled with warmth, love, support, and hope.

And most importantly, nobody will ever be alone.

With Vincent shifting me and sinking into my needy pussy, I feel complete. Each mate has a hand on my heated skin, and I couldn't feel more at ease. They complete me just as they complete each other.

I loved us as we were then, but who we are now is everything.

The five of us have created a beautiful gold, green, brown, and blue aura of hope that will forever highlight my vision of the future.