Page 21 of Totally Played (Love In Play #5)

I pull back the covers and climb in. His sheets are satin, like his corset, and it is cool and slick against my skin.

“Do you like watching?” he asks, unzipping his corset at the front slowly.

“I like watching you undress,” I reply, and he slips it over his shoulders and yanks his button-up shirt up and over his head.

His body is exquisite. He’s tall and toned, beautiful, tanned skin with almost no hair on his chest except a few light strands in between his pecs.

His shoulders are wide, and his waist is so small.

I have no idea if it has always been that way or if it is from him wearing corsets all the time, but I don’t care.

It looks so fucking hot. He turns his back to me and strips off his pants, and when I see his round ass, my first thought is how much I want to bite it.

“Get in here,” I say, stroking myself.

“So, foreplay or prep is a little different depending on who is doing what,” he says, lightly sweeping his fingers down my arm and sending vibrations through to my core.

“Okay, and you said you like both, right? That’s what vers is?”

“Yes. So what would you like to build up to first, being inside me, or feeling me inside you?”

I suck in a breath, “I’m not sure. Umm, what is…easier?”

“For me, both are pretty easy, but being that this is your first time, how about we try you fucking me first, then you can see how we prep me to be able to take your glorious cock.”

“Fuck. Keep talking like that and we might not get to the actual sex part before I come.”

“That’s okay, I’ve got all night. We can wait for you to reload if we have to. Sometimes that’s just as much fun, teasing, tempting your body back from depletion.”

“Okay, so how do we do this?”

He turns in the bed and grabs something from his bedside drawer.

“We start with this,” he replies, holding up a tube of lube. “Now you get to choose toy or fingers or both?”

The swirl in my gut is a whirlwind of excitement.

“Umm, both,” I reply nervously, like I’m worried I might answer wrong or something.”

“Both it is. Now don’t feel like you need to be ready as quickly as I am. My body is used to the sensations of being opened up. It can be hard at first to relax. We’ll take our time when it’s your turn to try it.”

“Can I copy what you’re doing now, like even if I’m not going to be taking you tonight?”

His lips spread into an excited smile.

“Hell yeah, that would be so hot to watch you, while you watch me. Okay, let’s sit up, you stay here up this end, lean against the bedhead, and I’ll move down the end a bit.”

He gets into position, and so do I, scooting back so that my back is against the wooden bedhead and my knees are up, mirroring his position. He then drops his knees to the side and gives his cock a slow stroke.

“Now you,” he says, and I do the same. My cock hard and leaking just at the sight of him and the thought of what is to come.

“Now you’re going to take the lube and coat your fingers and yourself well,” he says, and I watch how he does it, then after he passes over the bottle, I do the same. Even just spreading the slick lube down my taint and over my hole sends ripples of pleasure through me.

“Now comes the fun part,” he says, using one hand to stroke himself slowly as he circles his hole with the tips of his fingers.

“You want to start slow, tease it, and you’ll start to feel your body opening up for you, like it knows what you want and it wants it, too,” he says, his voice all deep, throaty, and perfect.

This should feel weird, right? Pleasuring yourself in front of another guy isn’t like a regular thing to do, so you would think it would feel weird, but it’s not.

Sure, I’m a bundle of nerves about what comes next, but this, watching Ash tease his hole, stroke himself as I mirror every move, feels like the most normal thing in the world.

“Now, when you’re ready, make sure you’re well coated in lube, then you can slowly—oh hell, yeah, that’s hot,” he groans when I push my pointer finger inside myself.

I’ve had a little ass play before. It was always a good feeling, from what I can remember, but it was not like this. I grip the base of my cock hard and pull my finger out just as Ash inserts his into himself. I wait, watching the muscles in his forearm twitch as he moves his finger inside himself.

“You okay?” he asks, and I move my gaze to meet his.

“Perfect. I was just waiting for you to pull out so I could go in at the same time as you,” I say, and he pulls his finger free the second I say it.

“Ready?”

“Yeah, go in and out a few times, then I want to see if I can fit two.”

“Oh, you’ll fit them, just make sure you’re lubed up well the whole time, okay.”

I grab the lube again and recoat, then toss it between us so that he can reach it, too, if he needs it.

I copy his moves, teasing again, and then sliding my finger in.

My ass clenches hard over it, heat gripping it tight.

I swirl it around a little, then slip it out in time with Ash’s movements.

We move together in and out, my whole body buzzing with energy, and when he inserts another finger, I’m desperate to try it, too, but as much as I want to know if I can fit them, the need for them to be his fingers inside me is stronger and I pull mine free and move forward on the bed.

“I think we should help each other,” I say, and he nods.

“Move onto your side more,” he says, moving up the bed to sit in front of me.

He helps to move my legs into a better position, lifting one leg over his as his other leg moves over mine.

There’s a foot or so between us, and he grabs the lube and squeezes it over both our cocks, spreading it up and down my shaft, then slipping his hand over my tight balls to my taint.

I follow his actions exactly, my head down, watching his every move, except when his thick, long finger pushes inside me, I can’t help but close my eyes as the sensation sends a rush of pleasure through me.

“Holy shit,” I moan.

“Now that’s what I like to hear,” he says, and I regain some cognitive function and slide two fingers in. His body opens easily for me, wrapping them in perfect heat, and even though I was just inside my own, feeling the warmth and muscles of his body wrapped around them is so different.

“Now you wanted to try this, right?” he asks, and I feel the sting as soon as he adds the second finger.

My ass is tightening on him, but he doesn’t push harder.

He holds there, waiting for my body to relax.

I can do this. I want to do this. I breathe through the pressure, keeping my focus on how his body just seems to open for me as I work him open, and then it’s like my body suddenly realizes that it can do that, too, and I feel myself relax and sink down.

“Ahhh, there you go, that’s perfect, baby,” he says, sweeping them inside and sending a surge of pleasure rolling through me right to my balls.

“Fuck, say that again,” I moan.

“You’ve got me so ready, baby, you’re doing perfectly.”

“Do you think we can maybe… You mentioned a toy, can we…”

“Sure, do you want to use it on me?”

“No. I, umm. I want you to use it on me. I’ve never used a…”

“Dildo?”

“Umm. Yeah, one of those. Not on myself anyway.”

“Oh, you’ve been missing out, baby. Let me grab it. You can lie down a little on your side. One knee up. This is going to be so good, and I want to be able to kiss you while I bring you right to the edge.”

“Oh fuck yeah, that sounds amazing,” I groan and do as he says.

I don’t know what I was expecting. Actually, I do. I was thinking it was going to be some big double-headed sparkly thing like a few of my exes had, but it’s nothing like that. It’s tapered with a wide base, dark blue, and smooth matt silicone.

“Are you ready?” he asks, coating it in lube.

I nod, and he lies beside me and switches it on. The rapid beat of my heart in my ears drowns out the soft hum of its vibrations. Then he lowers it between my legs and rests it gently against my entrance.

“Oh shit,” I gasp as the vibrations roll through my whole body. I grip his forearm tight.

“You okay?”

“Hell, yeah, okay, umm, go slow,” I say, and he leans in and kisses me, soft and sweet, his lips parting as he swirls the vibrating toy around my hole.

Then when his tongue pushes past into my mouth, the toy moves in slowly, too, and I move my hand to grip the back of his neck, deepening the kiss as rolling waves of pleasure ripple through me with every inch the toy moves in and out of my ass.

If having his cock inside me is even half this good, I can’t imagine ever wanting anything else ever again.