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Chapter 26

Eoghan

I couldn't believe she gave the okay for sex and sealing the mating bond.

Granted, outside of sex, I still had no clue what sealing the mating bond fully entailed. The pack was full of different tales. You would think with there being at least seven mated pairs I knew well, there would be more understanding to the whole mating process.

I used to think it was because we were kids and they were protecting us, but the older I got, the more I realized the pack didn't really know. It just happened to some wolves while other wolves could sleep with thousands of people and never find the one or even rarer, you could find the one and not get mated.

Taking Emmy to my bed was something that I dreamt of for so long. I couldn't fuck this up. I had to make it good for her. Besides, I'd dreamt of this moment since we kissed.

Tonight wasn't going to be a rush job. No, I was going to take my time and learn every little thing that made her scream in pleasure.

Carrying her to my bedroom, I got rid of pieces of clothes in between kisses. First, it was my shirt. Then it was hers. Next came off the bra.

The moment I saw her marvelous breasts, I hoisted her up higher so I could ravish her luscious tits.

I laid her down on my bed and sucked on her breasts while I tugged her pants and underpants off in one pull. For once, I was glad that she always took her shoes off when she came into my place.

As much as I wanted to show more appreciation to her body, I needed to strip off as well, since it wasn't fair for me to be in jeans and boxers when she was naked.

I got myself into position where I could see her pussy as I pushed off my remaining clothes. "So wet."

Not wanting to rely on her natural fluids, I looked up over her body. "Can you toss me the bottle of lube from there?"

She reached over to the nightstand and tossed me the bottle that I kept in there.

I easily caught the bottle but was disappointed to realize that it was so damn light. I shook it and tried to shake some into my hand. There was nothing in the bottle. I tried squeezing it and hitting it like a jar of ketchup to get any dregs still left. Nothing came out. "Fuck. I'm out."

She pushed herself up onto her elbows. "It's okay. We don't need it."

There was a huge part of me that wanted to suck on her breast and touch her pussy. But there was plenty of time for that. I just needed to grab the right supplies. Besides the fact that I was out of lube, I got a little too hasty when I stripped out of my pants and I didn't grab the condoms either.

I held up a finger. "Don't go anywhere."

I ran to the bathroom. I opened the cabinet to grab the bottle of pure aloe and some condoms. My fair skin could be so annoying with how I could get sunburnt on a snowy day. By always having aloe on hand meant I always had some backup lube. I also reached into the box of condoms and plucked a bunch of connected condom packets. "Two birds, one stone."

As I rushed back to the bedroom, Emmy remained exactly where I laid her down with her head near the middle of the bed. I set my supplies on the little bench that was in front of my bed.

I didn't apply it right away. Instead, I placed my lips on her pussy. I had to taste her juices before I couldn't do it. The moment my lips touched her clit, I knew I was in trouble. The way her body just reacted to my tongue and beard along her thighs.

When I heard her first moan, I was addicted. I immediately wanted to hear more of that. Pleasuring her was good. "So damn hot when you do that."

I paused and savored her taste. She propped herself up on her elbows and looked at me. "Stop torturing me."

I grinned like a maniacal fool. I wanted to make her come from my mouth alone, but I also couldn't wait to go to the main course. "As you command."

Her body was perfect and so sensitive.

I reached over to the bottle of aloe and squirted the clear gel into my hands. I warmed it up slightly before I slathered her clit with the slick material. After thoroughly rubbing everything in, she seemed to become more sensitive to my touch, which made me so damn hard. Istroked her until she begged me to fuck her, I wanted to lose myself in her. I felt my control slipping.

I ripped the condom packet open, but I forgot my strength and ended up tearing everything in half, causing me to swear. Tossing the broken condom aside, I opened the second packet using much less strength. I rolled on the tiny piece of rubber.

I nudged her legs even wider and lined myself up. She was so tight and held onto my cock with skill that I wasn't used to. It didn't take long for me to find her g-spot, causing her to scream, "Oh My God, Eoghan!"

I kept my rhythm quick and her screams became more punctuated and louder. Then it became a single word.

Watching her come was art in motion and something I wanted to do multiple times tonight. Between the need to seal our mating bond and just wanting to watch her come again, this wasn't going to be her only orgasm tonight.

I released my load into the condom. She rolled off of me with closed eyes, "That was brilliant. I think you spoiled me from the rest of the guys."

Waking up next to Emmy was a dream. I loved how she just slotted into my body like the perfect little spoon and made me so excruciatingly hard.

As much as I wanted to watch her sleep, I was too anxious to know if we sealed our mating bond. I rolled her onto my body and her eyes fluttered open.

"Morning, babe."

That felt so good to hear her call me that. I trailed a finger down her cheek. "How do you feel?"

"Satiated."

I chuckled. Three orgasms would do that to a girl, but that wasn't what I was asking.

"Not exactly what I was asking. I was more worried about the mating bond."

Her hand brushed back some of my hair and tucked behind my ear as she tilted her head. It was clear she was still trying to figure out what to say.

Shit, it didn't work. What did we do wrong? I wanted to seal our bond; it was great sex. What was missing?

She finally opened her mouth. "I don't feel anything different."

I played with her hair and tried to smile, but I was disappointed. But then I remembered the rumor that Kirby, the pack's second in command, got blood sickness when he first mated with his bride since they didn't realize they mated.

I hoped against hope that maybe we just didn't realize the connection got made.

Then I had an idea. We could find out if we sealed the bond if we tried to talk when I was a werewolf.

"There's one way we can test it. I can shift in front of you and try to talk to you."

Emmy completely tensed up and froze, which made my stomach drop. Was she afraid of me?

Normally, I tried to ignore people's heartbeats and only pay attention to the sounds that I needed to hear. But I honed in on Emmy's heart, and it was racing. Now I was sure she was afraid of my other form.

"Why not?"

I didn't realize how deep her fear was when it came to wolves. I thought we made real progress that night since she eventually started to pet me. Now I was torn, since she was afraid of my other half.

She shook her head. "No wolves."

I frowned but nodded. I wasn’t going to push her. If she didn’t want to see my wolf, I would keep him hidden away.

I was still in love with her and convinced that she was my mate. There was no reason to shift in front of her. I wouldn't mention my wolf until she was ready.

I pulled her close and laid my head on hers. I held her until her heart rate slowed down. In the most comforting voice that I could, I said, "You're okay. My wolf won't come out and play unless it's the full moon. I'm in total control of what he does. Always. You never have to worry about him. Okay?"

But a piece of me died at that moment since she was afraid of a major part of me.

What if that was why we couldn't seal the mating? She was afraid of a major part of me.

Fuck.

Could I be with someone who was afraid of my other half?