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“I’m absolutely positive. I’m nothing like my sister.

I know who my baby daddy is, and it ain’t you, nigga!

When I first found out, I only questioned it because I didn’t know how far along I was, and the last time we had sex you didn’t wear protection.

Once I found out I was only a month, I knew it was Cecil’s baby and not yours.

I would have reached out sooner to let you know, but I was busy with the move to New York and all. ”

“Welp, shawty, I appreciate you for keeping it real, and I wish you and your newfound family much love and happiness. For what it’s worth, you a down ass chick when you want to be.

You always made sure to look out for me, and that just shows how real you are.

Yo’ nigga got him a good one. Take care, Deja. ”

Hanging up with Deja felt bittersweet. It had been a little minute since we last talked and even longer since we last saw one another.

It sucked to hear that she and Brandi no longer were in communication with one another, but I wasn’t surprised to hear that.

Deja was cold-blooded when it came to Brandi.

She was the one that pursued me and being that she looked like an older more mature version of Brandi I had to tap it.

I expected for Deja to tell Brandi about us, but she never did.

Since she didn’t say anything, I kept my mouth shut.

That was going to have to be our dirty little secret.

Everybody had skeletons in their closets that they never revealed so it was what it was.

I was relieved to hear that Deja had finally found love and had started a family.

There for a minute, I thought she was going to give me hell.

She was giving me vibes that she was getting attached to me.

I knew Tatiana was the one I wanted to be with so for Deja to have met someone and for them to click like they did was alright with me.

The only thing that worried me was the possibility of her carrying my child.

When she first told me, I felt sick to my stomach, especially since I would have had to explain that shit to Tatiana after lying to her about me and Deja fucking.

I wasn’t sure why God was on my side and helped me dodge that bullet, but I had no complaints about her baby not being mine.

I had actually dodged two bullets, because Brandi’s baby had wound up not being mine as well.

I was able to move on from both of them without any baggage and for that I was very grateful.

When I found out that Tatiana was indeed pregnant with my child and there was no chance of it being anyone else’s, my heart filled with joy.

The way things turned out for us all made me believe that it was meant to be.

Brandi had moved on with her baby daddy, Deja had her a new man and was about to start a family and I had Tatiana.

I couldn’t promise that I would be able to always remain faithful to her.

I was a man before I was anything, so occasionally, I was sure to fuck up.

But for the most part, Tatiana and I were in love and trying to live our best lives.

After her mom died, something within Tatiana shifted, and her disposition and overall attitude changed for the better.

She and I had gone through so much together and in such a small amount of time causing us to become very strong.

She and I were able to build a solid foundation and I wouldn’t trade a minute of it for anything in the world.

Her dad and I had become pretty close. He was like a father to me, and I vowed to him that I would always be there for his daughter, and I meant that and planned to keep my word.

I had no intentions on ever leaving Tatiana, and I knew the feeling was mutual.

@Tatiana

#OneMonthLater

“Push, baby! Just one more big push, baby, is all you gotta do!” Reggie cheered as I tried to catch my breath.

I was in the midst of giving birth to our baby which we had yet to know if we were having a boy or girl. Just as Reggie said, one strong push later, and the sounds of our daughter’s beautiful voice blared through the room as she cried out.

“It’s a girl, baby! Oh my God, you gave me a baby girl!” Reggie cried. “Thank you, baby. I love you so much.”

“I love you, too,” I cried.

The nurses brought our daughter over to us then laid her on my chest for skin-to-skin time.

It was our first bonding moment since she was born, and I instantly feel in love with her.

I know this is some bias shit to say, but I had never in my life seen a baby more perfect than me and Reggie’s daughter, Kaia.

After Reggie bonded with the baby, she was given back to me so that I could try to breast feed her.

While the nurses worked on helping me get her to latch on, Reggie went to the waiting area to tell my dad and Julie that the baby was here.

He was going to wait with them until I was taken from labor and delivery to the maternity ward where I would be staying the next few days with the baby.

I knew my dad was anxious to see his grandchild.

It had been a long road to get to where we were and bringing Kaia into this world made it all worth it.

Minus the fact that my mom wasn’t here to be a part of her life.

What was crazy was for her to be a newborn, she favored my mom a whole lot.

It was almost a little on the scary side how much alike they looked.

After I fed Kaia, the nurses whisked her off to the nursey to get her cleaned up.

While they did that, I was transported to the maternity ward.

Once I got to the room, Reggie, my dad, and Julie were there waiting on me.

Julie was my dad’s girlfriend. She was a younger than my dad by eight years, but I wasn’t even mad at him.

Julie was one of his therapists that he worked with once he moved back home.

He needed around the clock care and she doubled as one of his nurses also.

Julie gave my dad the spark that he needed back in his life after my mom died and for that she was alright with me.

It was brutal to watch my dad mourn my mom’s death while being angry at her at the same time for her lies.

It was almost too much to bear so when Julie came along and gave him hope, if he liked her then I loved her.

She worked with my dad and got him to the point where he was now walking with no assistance.

He didn’t even need to use any assistive devices it was almost like he never had a stroke.

The only thing that he still struggled with was his blood pressure and migraines.

Other than that, he was back working part-time and living his best life.

Not even five minutes later the nurse walked in pushing Kaia’s bassinet and my dad broke down crying.

The last time I saw my father cry was when my mom died.

“Oh, my goodness! Baby girl, she is so precious.” My dad said as he picked Kaia up and kissed her forehead. “She reminds me of you when you were first born.”

As I watched my dad admire my baby girl, he held her close to his heart like he used to do me, and it was well my soul.

Watching Julie adore Kaia with affection along with my dad was a bittersweet sight.

In that moment, I couldn’t help but to think about my mom.

It was moments like these when thoughts of her would randomly pop up in my mind.

Then I would be overcome with feelings and thoughts of missing her, feelings of grief that I always did my best to try to avoid.

In those moments, I convinced myself that she was near and that we just weren’t talking over a silly argument or fight. That was my way of coping.

My dad and Julie stayed for a couple of hours then left with promises of coming back the next day to visit.

It was a blessing having them here, but it felt good once they left because I was exhausted.

I breast fed Kaia and wound up dozing off from how tired I was.

Waking up in a panic thinking I dropped or hurt her, I remembered that I was holding her when I fell to sleep.

I saw that she wasn’t in the bed with me, so I looked over to the right of me, where the recliner Reggie was sitting in was at, and I saw him lying back with Kaia asleep on his chest. He was watching the Twilight Zone and rubbing her back.

“Hey you, you gon’ have her spoiled before we get discharged.”

“Hey, sleepy head. I haven’t put her down since you both fell asleep while you were feeding her. The nurse said it was important that she burps after she eats so her stomach won’t hurt. I burped her then changed her pamper. She just dozed off ten minutes ago.”

“So, you been sittin’ there holding her all that time?” I softly chuckled. “Just remember you not gon’ be able to hold her like that all the time. With as busy as you are at the hotel, you shouldn’t be spoiling her.”

“This little girl done stole my heart. I don’t want to let her out my sight. If I have to take her to work with me I will.”

“Yeah, a’ight! We gon’ see.” I laughed, causing him to laugh also.

“As long as I have breath in my body, I will always be here for you and Kaia.” Reggie stood up then handed Kaia to me.

“If she’s still sleep, you can lay her in her bed.”

“She has something to give to you.”

After Reggie placed Kaia in my arms, I looked down and saw a small navy velvet box.

“What’s that?” I asked looking down at the box.

Reggie picked it up, then opened it. Sitting on the bed next to me he looked me in the face as I stared at the diamond ring that was inside. There was a small LCD type of light that was shining directly on the center of the ring that caused it to bling something serious.

“Tatiana, I truly mean it. I’m in love with you, and I want to do right by you and Kaia. Will you be my wife?”

“Yes!” I cried, waking Kaia up from all the emotion I was releasing.

Immediately in mid-proposal, both of our attention went to Kaia as I whipped out my left breast and she immediately stopped crying and latched on. Looking up at Reggie, he smiled back at us then passionately kissed me on the lips.

This had become my new normal and it was an amazing new normal. Life was great and I prayed it stayed this way for as long as possible. Lord knows I had gone through hell and back this past year, but had it not been for my OnlyFans account I would have never met the love of my life.

#THE END