Page 14 of Only Fans

I could feel Brandi staring a hole into the side of my face.

Quickly glancing her way, I needed to see if she was buying what I was saying or ready to go upside my head.

I needed to know if I should brace myself or not from a physical attack although I felt that what I was saying was pretty reasonable.

“Just so I’m clear, you want me to be cool with you having side chicks?” Brandi chuckled. From her voice I could tell she was upset. Maybe more hurt than angry.

“Not necessarily side chicks. It’s more like occasional hook ups.”

“How many girls you fuckin’ on, Reggie?”

“You makin’ it seem like I’m runnin’ around bein’ a hoe,” I responded, giving her the side eye. “It’s not even like that. I don’t have a list or no shit.”

“I don’t know. Like, why did it take for that girl to confront you for you to tell me all of this?

If you’ve been feeling like this why haven’t you told me this sooner?

So, if ol’ girl hadn’t approached us today then what?

‘Cause according to you, your intentions were to fuck her. I guess I want to know at what point was you gon’ tell me? ”

“Good question.” I stalled for time to come up with a response. “I didn’t want to stress you out so to answer you honestly, I don’t know. I’m not gon’ lie though. I do feel at some point I would have come out and told you.”

“Yeah, but when? ‘Cause I believe you wouldn’t have said shit if that girl hadn’t let herself be known, but it’s cool. You definitely just gave me a lot to think about. Is this why you don’t want to move in with me?”

Everything Brandi just said was facts. “To be honest, it’s part of the reason, yes.

I can say that if sex hadn’t been cut off I more than likely wouldn’t have felt the urge to step out because I would be able to get it whenever I want.

The fear you have of miscarriage I get, but at the same time that stitch you got according to the doctor made it safe for us to resume sex.

The fact that you aren’t willing to compromise, solidified for me that movin’ in wouldn’t have been a wise decision. ”

We continued to go back and forth for a minute.

She was adamant on the fact that I shouldn’t be entertaining other women just because of the condition that she was in, but eventually I was able to get her to see where I was coming from.

By the time I made it to her house and had pulled into her driveway, we decided to put our relationship status as complicated and on some ice for the time being. At least until after she had our baby.

We agreed that I would still be there for her during her pregnancy, but since she was not open to us having sex and was sure that she wouldn’t be changing her mind any time soon she had no choice but to agree to me fucking around with other women.

As long as it went no further than sex. I couldn’t get any girls pregnant, and it couldn’t be with anybody she personally knew.

I couldn’t flaunt them around the town for her or people they knew to see, catching feelings for them was off limits.

It had to be sex only, and I promised to not to get emotionally attached to any females.

I knew I was skating on thin ice with hot rollerblades because I was messing around with her sister.

When she mentioned it couldn’t be with someone she knew, Deja’s face popped into my mind.

That was something I was going to have to make sure she never found out.

Deja was starting to get a little attached.

I figured now would be a great time to chill on hooking up with her so much.

What happened today made me have more love and respect for Brandi.

She proved to me that she was a true rider.

It was sexy how she was down for her man no matter the cost. It took a grown ass woman to be confident and secure enough to be cool with her man fucking other chicks.

To be honest, I was surprised that she didn’t try to kill me when I came clean about Tatiana.

She took the shit, pulled up her big girl draws, and played the fuck out of her part.

Brandi was willing to do what it took to make me happy, and that type of love wasn’t easy to come by, but at the same time, I wasn’t surprised.

She pretty much didn’t have a choice but to accept it because one thing about Brandi, I had her right where I wanted her.

She was not only sprung off my good loving, she needed me more than I needed her.

I took very good care of her ass, and she knew there wasn’t another nigga out there that could take care of her as good as I could.

She was stuck with me since she was having my kid.

I may have put her through hell on an emotional basis, but financially she didn’t have to want for anything, and neither would our child and she knew that.

When the whole miscarriage scare happened, at first, I understood why Brandi didn’t feel comfortable having sex.

The risk of losing our child was way too high.

However, after she got the procedure and her doctor gave her the clearance to have sex and she still refused it, I felt it was game on for me.

It was just as selfish of her to deny me sex as it was for me to sleep with other women.

We talked for a little while longer, then she had to use the bathroom.

I told her she could take the leftovers for when she got hungry later.

I was surprised when she asked if I wanted to come inside.

Although we were good, I knew she was still feeling some type of way.

I told her that I had some business to take care of at the hotel and that I would call and check in on her later.

I didn’t want to lie and say that I would come back to stay the night with her because I had plans to hit Tatiana up in hopes of us meeting up for an all-nighter.

Once she made it into the house safely, I pulled off headed toward my hotel.

Just as I was about to hit up Tatiana, my phone started ringing.

Seeing that it was Deja, I answered just in case something was up with Brandi.

I figured if she was still upset once she got inside the house Deja would probably be one of the first people she would call to vent to. My guess was confirmed once I answered.

“You’re one bold ass motherfucker! I gotta hand it to you.” Deja spat before I could answer the phone good enough to say hello.

“What I do?” I asked, not able to tell if she was joking or serious. Deja had a big personality and liked to talk a lot of shit. She was very dramatic and loved to be extra about everything. Sometimes she played around a little too much, so this time it was hard to tell what she was on.

“Don’t play, nigga! I talked to Brandi and she told me about your lil’ young ass floozy. I didn’t know it was like that, playa! I thought this was a three-way love affair. About how many women you fuckin’ on and who is the floozy that stepped to you and my sister earlier?”

“You done?” I asked.

“I’m just askin’ ‘cause I didn’t know you had all of that going on.”

“I beg your pardon. You’re not my woman, stay in your place, Deja.”

“I’m not your woman, but I fuck you more than your woman fucks you! I feel I have every right to know who all you messin’ around with.”

“You jokin’, right?” I chuckled.

“Hell na! I’m hella serious, dummy!”

“Dummy? Watch ya mouth, muthafucka!” I chuckled out of frustration.

“I’ma have to pump the brakes with yo ass.

You doin’ too much! I don’t question you about your dude or any of the other niggas you lay up with.

It ain’t your place to question me bout shit I got goin’ on.

The fact that we fuckin’ and your sister chose you to call and vent to is becoming too much for you to juggle.

You over steppin’ your boundaries on this one. ”

“Oh, this lil’ young bitch you fuckin’ got you wide open!”

“Bye, Deja!”

“Wait, maybe it’s not a bad idea if we chill for a while. That shit that went down got my sister hot, and the last thing I need is for her to find out about us. Plus, you the one that’s gon’ be missin’ out on all of this good pussy. Remember, you hit me up to fuck more than the other way around.”

“You just make sure you remember because if my memory is correct, you’re the one that wanted the dick first. But I couldn’t agree with you more. I knew she was going to call you right when I dropped her off. Y’all conversation was quick as hell. I just left not that long ago.”

“We didn’t talk on the phone, she texted me.

She sent me a text right after your floozy confronted y’all earlier.

We’ve been texting all day. I started to come up there and beat the girl’s ass for my sister’s sake, but she told me it was fine.

She really loves you to be cool with you sleeping with other chicks. I’m still in shock about that.”

“You makin’ it sound like I’m runnin’ around being a hoe.

It’s not even like that, and you know it.

I just wanted her to know that it wasn’t off the table that I could link up with another female because she’s holding out on sex.

It’s a conversation that’s been long overdue between us.

She made sure to mention it wouldn’t be cool if I were to hook up with someone she knows, so we really gon’ need to chill ‘cause I feel like right now she’s going to be on high alert knowing what I’m on.

The last thing she needs is to find out about us. ”

“Agreed. She’s better than me ‘cause ain’t no way in hell I would be okay with that shit. I also agree with Brandi on the whole checking your bitches! That shit ain’t cool at all.”

“It’s not, I agree. I plan to handle that.”

“Good, ‘cause I don’t appreciate my sister being disrespected like that.”

“Says the big sister that’s fucking the little sister’s baby daddy. Bye, Deja!”

“Fuck you, Reggie!” Deja smacked her lips then disconnected the call causing me to bust out in a fit of laughter.

That chick was a handful, but she did have a valid point.

Tatiana shouldn’t have stepped to me and Brandi, and I planned to go over the do’s and don’ts with her as soon as we linked up, hopefully later tonight.

Pulling up to my hotel, I decided to call Tatiana to see if she was available to come through.

My dick thumped at the sound of her voice when she answered the phone.