Page 13 of Only Fans

“Look, I’m sorry things went down the way that they did.

Ol’ girl had no right steppin’ to us like that.

I agree with you about hands down the shit was fucked up.

But what you not about to do is talk to me like I’m some type of soft ass nigga.

You act like I told the bitch to roll up and start some shit.

I ain’t have shit to do with that girl steppin’ to us like that, so don’t come at me like I be havin’ bitches poppin’ at you all the time!

All that shit you sayin’ you need to pipe it down! ”

“Oh, you haven’t? So, you sayin’ that’s the first female that’s stepped to me about yo ass?”

“Man look, I’m not tryna be arguin’ with you in here like this. You got these people all in our business, lookin’ at us crazy.”

“Answer my question, Reggie!” Brandi antagonized, irritating me more than I already was.

“I ain’t tryin’ to hear all that shit. At the end of the day, if I’m so reckless all like you tryin’ to make it seem then you need to be askin’ yourself why you still wanna fuck wit a nigga.

Cause what you not gone do is make it look like I’m out here doin’ you dirty.

You sittin’ there trippin’ about some silly ass shit. ”

“Who is she, Reggie?”

“Brandi, man, let that shit go.”

“You awfully defensive. You must really like her ‘cause you makin’ it seem like I’m wrong for being upset.”

“Ain’t nobody bein’ defensive! That girl is a chick I met online.

The most we’ve done is chatted and talked on the phone.

Today was the first time I ever saw the girl in person.

If anybody should be upset, it’s me ‘cause it ain’t even all like how she was tryna make it seem with me and her, on some truthful shit.

Then you comin’ at me like I set the shit up to happen like that.

I had no idea she was even up here at the mall ‘cause had I known, do you honestly think I would have brought your ass here?”

“Bullshit! Wow, you really think I’m that stupid to believe that lie!

You maybe didn’t call and set the shit up, but don’t sit there and make it seem like you don’t know her like that.

As upset as that girl was about not knowing about me and you having a baby on the way, y’all done fucked before.

Trust me, I know. I’m a female, and we not gon’ go hard over a man we not givin’ our cookie to.

You must think I’m a brand-new type of fool to believe today is the first time y’all done seen each other. ” Brandi chuckled sarcastically.

“I swear we haven’t fucked. I ain’t got to lie on my dick! It ain’t like you keepin’ my dick wet with any pussy. But I’ll be honest with you I definitely plan to fuck ol’ girl.”

“Wow! You’re such a fucking asshole!” Brandi snapped as our waiter came to our table.

The waiter took our orders then left us to finish our conversation. There was so much tension at our table you could cut it with a knife, and I didn’t care not one bit. I didn’t want to get upset and go off on her, but she had me riled up.

“I’m not going to lie to you, baby,” I softly said after the waiter walked away.

“I planned to fuck the shit out of that girl, but it never happened. I put that on my momma, I never touched that girl. I’m not tryin’ to upset you; I’m just bein’ honest with you.

I ain’t got a reason to lie to you, and I damn sure don’t feel bad bout shit I do.

What did you expect was going to happen?

You haven’t fucked me since you almost miscarried, and that’s been months ago.

I’m a man before I’m anything else, and I have needs that I can’t just put on pause like you can.

I’m not tryin’ to be selfish but come on. ”

“I think that’s bullshit, but then again, she did look pretty young.

I just don’t know very many females that will confront a man they not havin’ sex with about another chick, but whatever.

You clearly must like that type of shit.

Better you than me! I also think it’s bullshit how you tryna make it seem like it’s my fault. ”

“I ain’t tryna make it seem like shit. It’s facts you not fulfillin’ my needs. You sayin’ it’s not?”

“I’m so done! I don’t even have an appetite anymore. You are really trifling. Now, I’m not fulfilling your needs, but when I’m rubbing and sucking on your dick, I don’t hear you complaining about your needs then?”

“Girl, you can’t possibly think suckin’ and rubbin’ my shit ain’t gon’ get dead!

Like come on, bruh! That shit is great, don’t get me wrong, but I need to fuck.

I need to slide my shit off into some wet-wet and often.

I ask you all the time to let me at least put the tip in and get a few strokes, but you refuse, and I understand why, so I don’t push it.

Yet, you should understand I gotta do what I gotta do.

If you not gon’ put out, somebody else will. The shits not hard.”

“You disgust me! I can’t believe you’re sitting here putting your indiscretions on me! I admit, we haven’t had intercourse, but what’s more important to you… to have sex or the safety of our baby?”

“Why would you bring our baby into this? That was a low blow.”

“No, what’s the low blow is I still do things to please you, and every time you cum, yet you’re saying I don’t satisfy you.”

“You really think a hand job and blow job gon’ be enough for a grown ass man in his sexual peak?” I asked, looking at her like she was slow. “I’m a damn man that loves to fuck tight, wet pussy, and you of all people should know I have a high sex drive. We not doin’ this shit.”

“Interesting. It’s good to know that’s what you’re on. I guess I can’t do nothing but accept your honesty. Just know, sex with us is now off the table indefinitely ‘cause I didn’t sign up to sit back and get cheated on.”

Looking at Brandi like she had lost her mind, I waved our waiter over.

When he made it to our table I asked if he could box up the rest of our food, ordered drinks and dessert to go and asked for my receipt.

After I paid our bill plus left the tip in cash, I had to wait for our food.

I didn’t respond right away to Brandi’s last statement because I needed to let what she just said sink in.

I wanted to make sure I was clear on what she was implying because if that was the case, then she was about to wish she hadn’t given me the okay to act the fool.

A couple of minutes passed before our waiter made it back to our table and thanked me for the generous tip then handed me our bag of food.

“Do you need to use the washroom before we leave?”

With Brandi being pregnant, it seemed the further along she got the more she had to use the bathroom.

Not responding to me but shaking her head no, we proceeded to leave the restaurant then head for my car.

As I drove to take her home, the ride started out in silence, and just when I was hoping that it would stay that way, she started back on her bullshit again.

“So, you don’t have anything else to say?”

“Look, you said a mouthful back at the restaurant, and all I’m tryin’ to do is not react and respond without thinkin’ it out.”

“You really think I’m supposed to be okay with you fucking around with some young ass chick, while I’m currently carrying our baby and at high risk!”

“She’s in her twenties, so chill on that.

It was never my intention to bring you any drama.

I won’t let that happen again as much as I can control.

At the end of the day, none of the chicks I fuck mean shit to me, but if you feel the way you feel about it, then we gon’ have to agree to disagree.

You not fuckin’ me now, so if you cut the sex off, nothin’ really changes between us.

The only woman I love is you, regardless of what goes down between us.

You’re the mother of my shorty, I will never love another female the way I love you.

If you can’t take me fuckin’ bitches to get a nut off when I don’t have no love for any of those hoes, then I don’t know what to say.

It’s only sex with them, nothin’ else. They serve one purpose, and that’s for me to buss a nut.

There’s no emotional attachment whatsoever.

If anything, I was hopin’ you would understand which is why I told you the truth.

I could have lied to you, but I didn’t. Shit, if I was in a situation where I was down bad, I would expect for you to get your needs fulfilled. ”

I could tell that Brandi was in deep thought about what I was saying. What was hard for me to tell was if she was pissed or if she agreed. Her silence about it was making me feel uncomfortable so I continued hoping I would say something that would spark a response from her.

“I love you, Brandi, you should know that because I take good care of you. I moved you out of that lil’ bitty ass apartment you had when we met, got you a new whip, furniture, clothes, and I keep your bank account sitting pretty.

There is nothing in the world I wouldn’t do for you and my shorty.

But it’s cool if you don’t understand I have needs that need to be filled.

I’d rather us know now that we not gon’ work out then after our shorty gets here.

That way we can work out our kinks so we can co-parent ‘cause I’m not budgin’ on how I feel and what I want. ”

“What exactly are you saying you want?” She asked as we came to a red light down the street from her house.

“I’m saying I want you to be my lady and be there with you and my shorty, but it’s gon’ have to be on a co-parenting basis unless you can be chill about what I do on the side.

I feel like, due to the current situation, as long as I don’t get anyone pregnant or bring you any more trouble you shouldn’t really trip. ”