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Chapter 19

Carnivorous Bird

BIRDIE

I chew my nail, watching them having a casual conversation, stomach churning because his smile that’s supposed to belong to me is being so freely given to another woman when he made me earn that smile. How could you?!

I tap my foot relentlessly, tears brimming in my eyes as my phone constantly rings off the hook with my brother sending tons of berating messages about how he knew he couldn’t trust me and he would be taking Shawn because I’ve gone insane pulling out a knife on a man of that asshole’s status.

Fuck him. Shawn isn’t getting taken from me. He and I both know I’ll ride for my son, and I’ll do anything, and I mean anything, for him, so I didn’t even dignify his nonsense with a response. No, I just focus on my owner and this woman who’s batting her eyes at him prettily as if she’s dying for them to be plucked out.

When they finally part ways, and I see him go to his car, I step out of mine and sprint up on him, placing the same knife against his back that he placed up to mine.

“Wha the hell?!” that voice ! I was too far away to hear it first, but now that I hear it, I’m sure… I’m so fucking sure.

“How could you do this to me?!” I tremble, pressing the knife point near his spine.

“Lady, are you crazy?” His voice, which sounds exactly like my Owner’s, sends fire shooting through my veins. I thought I would never get to hear this voice again.

“Saw, how could you?! How could you do this to me?!” my voice shakes, tears falling from my eyes.

“Look, I think you have me confused with someone else. I?—”

“Shut up, you son of a bitch! I would never get you confused with someone else! Never!” I shout, shaking, juice dripping down my legs at being so near him after all this time.

“I’m telling you I am n?—”

“Lux, I—” I round, pulling a gun on the woman he was with. They both go still, and she ducks, covering her head.

“Oh, I know! I know you can’t remember me because I wasn’t a good girl! I wasn’t someone who listened to you from the start. Did she? Did you replace me with this bitch?” I ask as I come over to her, grasping her hair, looking at her face and I want to throw up.

But instead, I throw the bitch to the side and cock my gun. “Is this who you threw me away for?! After all these years I waited?!” I ground out the words through my teeth and go to pull the trigger, eliciting another scream from her.

“HEY!” he shouts, “You leave her alone, you crazy bitch! I don’t know how many times I have to tell you I am not the person you are looking for!”

I throw my head back, cackling because I would never in a million years forget my Owner. From the bass in his voice to the way his eyes sparkled when I willingly listened to his command no matter how nasty or wrong it was. I know Saw!

“You’re wrong. I know! If I get rid of her, I cou?—”

“Fi-fine!” his voice trembles, causing me to pause… that’s new . I have never heard Saw sound so… emotional. Does he love this woman that much? What does she have that I don’t? I see she really has to die. “Don’t. I uhm… I lied… I’m him… I’m th-this Saw person you’re talking about. H-how about w-we g-go somewhere and t-talk this out?!” he stammers, and I hesitate for a while, heart thumping.

“...I knew it!” I smile, taking my finger off the trigger. “I knew it was you!” I giggle, then frown. “But why did you do this to me? Why did you leave me alone all this time.? No, why did you leave us! Saw, we have a son! You left me with a gift. I protect him and I love and I give him a good life. I want you to meet him!” I tell him, and he cuts his eyes to the woman, but I step in the way. “Why aren’t you listening to me?”

“I w-was only thinking we should have this conversation s-somewhere else. I… uhm… mean this i-is the first time we… we’ve seen each other in a few months.”

“Months?” I frown. “It’s been years!” I exclaim, heart breaking that he doesn’t remember.

“Lady you are crazy! That man is not someone you can easily threaten! He is the oil tycoon, Lux Burke. Whoever you are trying to compare him to is—” I smack the gun across her face, shutting her up.

“How dare you try to tell me who my Owner is?” I spit with venom, and I hear sniffling, glancing over to see Saw crying. This time I falter completely. I have never seen Saw cry… not once… and over her?

My heart breaks, and this time, I can’t take it. Tears? Those are special. That’s something someone would only do for someone they love… Saw never cried for me. Does that mean he never loved me, but he’ll shed tears for this woman? I grasp her head, putting the gun up to her temple but he opens the door to his car.

“H-hey, I thought we were going somewhere private?” he questions, and I nod.

“Of course we are, Saw. I just need to take care of this bitch fir?—”

“NO!” he shouts, and my body goes still as I moan, hearing that commanding voice again. His eyes go wide in shock and something else. “C-come here n-now!” he states, and I swallow, but without hesitation, I go to him, and he points. “Get in!” he commands, and I do that as well.

I think he’s going to turn to the woman who’s crying on the ground, bleeding from her nose that I busted, but he, to my shock, gets in and places his shaking hands on the steering wheel.

“T-tell me where,” he voices, and I beam.

“Saw, do you mean it?! Are you going to come with me?!” He glances at me out of the corner of his eye, smiling half-heartedly, but that’s okay… I just want him to pay attention to me.

“Y-yes. I’ll go wherever you want me to,” he swallows and I sit back, bouncing as I put my seatbelt on.

“Yay! Then here,” I pause and type in my address. “Let’s go here,” I beam, and I see him look at the still crying woman who has her phone out, speaking animatedly as he drives off, but I don’t care. I just want to be with him after such a long time.

The drive is quiet, but I don’t mind. I’m just happy to have him next to me. As he pulls into our home, I quickly hop out as he looks around curiously.

“Do you like it, Saw? I built this home with you and Shawn in mind,” I smile and he glances at me, raising a brow.

“Uhmm… yeah. I-it’s nice.”

“I thought so, too. Now, come on! I want to show you something!”

“Ah… ughm… what is it? Is it a tour of the place?” he stutters, and I snort.

“Of course not, silly! That will be later. It’s the gift I’ve been wanting to give you for a long time.” I take him downstairs to my basement that’s locked and I pull out my keys, then place my thumbprint on the scanner, prompting the door to pops open. I drag him inside and we go through a small maze tunnel until we get to another door, where I take out another key and open the door and the light turns on automatically.

I hear him gasp and place his hands over his mouth, retching as I hold my arms open wide.

“SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEE!” I beam from ear to ear and he hyperventilates, stepping back. When I take his hand, his eyes go wide.

“Wh-fu-fuck lady, what the fuck is this shit?!” he questions as he eyes the three men hanging on chains by their broken wrists and ankles, and I smile, going over to hug him.

“Well, they are your gifts, silly! These are the three men who wrote the most heinous lies about you in the news! I brought them here to be punished!” I blink prettily at him as he looks them over gagging.

“Fuck… gifts?! H-how fucking long have they been here?!” he gags again and I shrug, counting on my fingers.

“Hmm… I don’t know… I forget. Let me think… ooooonnne, twwwwwoooo, thrreeeee… four… five six, seven eight… about nine months!” I bounce on my heel. “Ugh, oh yeah! I remember now. I had to catch them when Shawn was teething really bad. Ugh, that was such a pain, but I did it! Was I a good girl?!” I cheese showing all teeth, and he shakes his head.

“H-heeelllp ussss,” they cry out, forcing Saw to frown.

“D-don’t worry, help is on the way!” he reassures them causing me to step back.

“Why would you help them when they wrote such nasty things about you?! I did my best to prepare these gifts for you because I knew you would come back to find me! I knew you would come back, but if you were back, then why didn’t you come for me?!” I pout, pacing the floor, tapping my head with the knife.

“Lady, for fuck’s sake, you’re sick and need help! Who the hell do you think I am?! You need to let these poor people go!”

“Need help? Let them go?” I shake my head. “Saw would never say something like that,” I chew my nail, fidgeting nervous for the first time that I might have made a mistake. “Saw…”

“OH GOD! You crazy bitch, don’t tell me you think I’m that fucking sick mother fucker who butchered all those people and kidnapped that wom— Wait… now that I think about it, you look just like her… that lady on the news that was kidnapped by that inmate,” he concludes, and his words sting.

“I… I wasn’t kidnapped.”

“Yeah,” he sneers with disgust. “You are her! That sick woman who defended that pervert psycho! I see now! You’re like the rest of the people who think just because I resemble him, I’m the guy. Well, I have news for you! I am not him! In fact, that wacko has made my life a living fucking hell! I had my home swatted and had my personal life torn to shreds all because we look the same. It wasn’t until that mother fucker was pronounced dead that I was able to get my life back on track and now you’re pulling some shit like this?!” he snorts, and my heart takes a tumble.

“NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!” I pace, chewing my nail until it starts bleeding, and he grasps my hand, looking at me with concern Saw never gave me. “This isn’t right… this isn’t right. This isn’t right!”

“Who made you like this?” He looks over me with sadness… sadness my owner would never give me, and I let out a strangled sound, confused.

“You! You made me like this. Why are you being like this?” I pout, and he shakes his head.

“No… I am not him.”

“Lies. M-maybe you have amnesia… you… yeah… YEAH! Maybe you hit your head and forgot about me!” I light up again. That has to be it! Sometimes people can lose their memories after trauma! This must be what that is… I just need to show him! No, I need to help him remember me!

“Look, I can get you the help you ne—” I take his hand and pull him through the underground basement. We come to a stop at a door, where I unlock it and push the door open, shoving him through. “Hey wh— Holy shit… you really have gone insane, huh!” his mouth drops open as he takes in the replica bedroom of the cabin he spent many nights breaking my back in.

“No! I’m not crazy! I… I just want my Owner back! They tore down the cabin and… this is the only thing I could do! I needed comfort. I needed you.”

“I really think you need to seek he—” I unbutton my dress just as he spins on his heels. “Whoa…” his eyes go wide as the dress falls in a pool on the floor, leaving me in nothing but lingerie that’s Saw’s favorite color.

“You have amnesia…” I unhook my bra, letting it fall to the floor with my dress. “I’ll help you remember.” I hook my hands through my panties, dropping them, and he takes a step back when he sees the tattoo my Owner placed on me.

Saw’s Pussy

“I…” I cut him off, taking a step toward him. I grab his big hand that isn’t as calloused as my Owner’s nor tattooed, but that doesn’t matter. I place that big hand that’s so much like my Owner’s on my breast, forcing him to squeeze it hard like he used to.

“UGNNNNN!” I tremble, gazing into his eyes that are alit with curiosity and confusion… eyes my Owner would never give me.

“I… uhm… I am…” I grasp his other hand and trail it down my body right over my lower belly, where my Owner would nip, tracing his mark on me.

“Remember how hard you fucked me when you tattooed this on me, Daddy?” I run his hands over it before I trail it lower to my sopping-wet pussy. “I screamed for you, begging you to stamp me as yours, and…” I force his big fingers inside of me, and my vision swims with light at having him touch me again.

“UGNNNNNN FUCK!” I place my head on his muscled arms that are smaller than my Owner’s, but I ride those fingers that go from slack to gently pressing against my clit. “AHHHUUUUGGGNNN!” I squirt all over his hand, and I hear his heart skip a beat.

I pull his hand away and bring it to his lips, and I see his nose flare as he pouts, embarrassed.

“S-sorry Daddy… it… uhm… it doesn’t sm-smell like you anymore,” I glance away, saddened that it smells like water again.

“I… l-lady a… I am n-not… h-him.” His heart pounds in his chest, unlike my Owner’s. Saw’s heart was always calm… always an unmoving force… I like this better.

“Saw, Daddy… I missed you.” I gaze up at him with tears in my eyes, placing my arms around his neck, and the man before me frowns, looking me over.

“I am not him,” he pleads with me, and I feel my heart crash as I shake my head. No… that can’t be… if he’s not him… then… I have to really contend with the fact that Saw is dead. A sob wrecks my throat as despair takes over and I take a step back, but he holds me close. “I’m sorry… that man hurt you.” He holds me, and he cries, knees going weak, but I push him away.

“No!” I wipe the tears from my eyes. “You’re lying. I… I know my Owner. I… I would never mistake him for s-someone else!” I stomp my foot before pushing him onto the bed and climbing on top of him.

“HEY, WHAT THE F—” I press the knife to his throat and draw blood, growling.

“Stay still,” I curl my lip, and he grits his teeth, nodding, complying way too easily to be my Owner. But I tie him up nonetheless before hopping up and going over to the mini fridge in the room, pulling out the thing that always relieves me when I think about Saw.

I go to the sink, wash it thoroughly, and happily skip over to the man, climbing back onto his lap.

“Do you remember this?!” I hold it up, and he frowns.

“A… a carrot?!”

“Yes!” I nod excitedly. “So, you do remember!”

“I-it’s a carrot… I don’t think I need to r— What the hell are you doing?!” he exclaims as I turn around and undo his jeans to pull out his surprisingly hard dick.

“Daddy! You were happy to see me, too!” I swallow the pool of saliva in my mouth at seeing his dick that looks bigger and veinier than Daddy’s ever was.

“Hell no! I… I’m just a guy, okay?! Any man would find this…” He trails off, looking away embarrassed and I laugh. I guess he’s right. A naked woman fiending for you like this while on top of you… any man would find this hot, but Daddy is different.

“I love how much you want me,” I whisper, running the back of the knife down his length, forcing him to jump.

“Watch I— HOLY FUCKKKKK!” he grunts when I take his pulsing dick down my throat, eyes rolling to the back of my head at the taste of his cum that’s different from my Owner’s. It’s cleaner, less pungent, and tastier, even though Daddy had the best-tasting cum.

Juice floods from my pussy down his chest and I hear him whimper. I smirk, placing my pussy on his lips, riding his face as I slurp his dick hard as fuck, leaving him no choice but to run his tongue around the folds of my pussy, eliciting a shudder.

“UGNNNN YESSSS!” I sit up, grinding on his tongue as he eats my pussy like a champ. “UGGHHHH, AAAHHHHHH UGHHNNNNNN! YESSSS DADDYYYY! I MISSED THIS FEELING! YESSSSS!” I grind my clit hard on his tongue, going back down on his dick, gobbling it down my throat just like Daddy taught me, forcing him to growl like a bear, just like Daddy would when he was deep inside me.

When I feel his dick pulse, my pussy tightens as per usual, always in synch with him. I feel his nut flood my mouth and soon my pussy gushes all over his face, leaving me twitching and out of it. It’s been so fucking long since I’ve had Daddy.

“FUUUUCKKK!” he grunts, still eating my pussy, stimulating a moan.

With wobbly arms, I drag myself off his face where he gasps for breath and I pull out the carrot, seeing his eyes go wide as I open my mouth and hold out my tongue, dribbling his cum on it.

“Wh… what ar…” I lift up and place the tip near my asshole and watch as his dick quickly gets harder the second I insert the large thing inside my asshole, gently stroking myself just like my Owner did, moaning.

“Ugnnnnn! Daddy! Daddy! Daddy! I miss you!” I pant, swaying, glancing down at his throbbing dick dribbling precum, and I climb on top, placing the tip at my center, gushing cum, stomach vibrating. “FUUUUUUCCCKKKKK!” I whimper. “I… it’s been so l-long…” I pant, drooling at the thought of Daddy dumping his load inside me again.

The man behind me says something, but I can’t hear. I feel like I’m going even more mad than I was in the cabin as I slide down his dick, pussy deliciously burning from how fat his dick is and from how long it’s been for me.

I have never inserted anything in my pussy, afraid Daddy would be mad when he came back. I have only used my ass to cum. I rarely even played with my clit because I wanted to save myself for Daddy and I… I’m glad I did it.

I barely get halfway down on Daddy’s pulsing dick where the middle is the thickest, leaving me breathless as the burn becomes too much. I feel like a virgin breaking my own hymen, with a pain unlike anything I have experienced before.

Delicious, raw, and addicting. It’s suffocatingly good and makes my heart pound and my nipples hard. My pussy tightens, needing more, my body overwrought with the hunger of pain.

“I want it… I want it… I fucking want it… I want it! I need it! Daddy give it to m— AHHHHHHH!” He thrusts up, forcing me to grasp his knees and hold on tight as this nigga uppercuts my pussy from below, grunting, forcing his way inside of me. “YES! YES! YES DADDYYYY!” I whine and whimper, losing my mind at how fucking good it hurts, but when he bottoms out inside of me, hitting that spot that only Daddy has ever hit but more forcefully, demolishing my sanity, I scream, squirting, grasping his dick with my pussy walls like my shit trying to snap his shit off.

“Fuckkkk yeahh… just like that… fuck me like you miss him!” he grunts, forcefully fucking me, leaving the smacking noises to resound about the entire underground cave.

“YESSSS DADDYYYYY YESSSS! PLEASSEEEEE I’M DADDY’S LITTLE CUM DUMP! I’M DADDY’S LITTLE CUM DUMP! I’M DADDY’S LITTLE CUM DUMP! I’M DADDY’S LITTLE CUM DUMP! I’M DADDY’S LITTLE CUM DUMP! I’M DADDY’S LITTLE CUM DUMP! PLEASSSSEEE DADDY GIVE IT TO ME!” I cry deliriously, reaching behind me, stuffing the carrot a bit deeper.

My eyes cross when I feel Daddy hit something he never hit before. I sway and twitch as his dick wells up, gushing cum deep inside of me.

It’s been so long… I pull the carrot from me, heart beating a thousand miles a minute, throwing it somewhere, and turn to face the guy with tears in my eyes as he continues to fill me up.

“Y… you’re him… I know it… I just know it, Daddy… Saw… baby please,” I beg, collapsing on his chest, sobbing uncontrollably, knowing this is my Owner Saw, no matter how odd his actions are or how different he fucks. I know him! I know him down to my core. “You said I was made for you! You said to give myself to you! You said I’d always know who my Owner was! Please! You gave me Shawn. You made me know who I really am. Please… don’t forget me.”

“Shhhh,” he coos, so unlike my Owner, in a gentle voice, dick still pulsing in me, forcing another orgasm to rock through me.

I don’t know how long I lay there crying, begging him to remember me, but before I know it, my eyes grow drowsy, and I fall asleep, knowing I have my work cut out for me if I’m going to make him remember me so he can take responsibility for me and Shawn.