Page 39 of Hidden Plays (Desert Football #1)

“Could you ask him?” I snuggled deeper into his side. My family was so lucky to have the Matthews standing by us. I had even more than JJ.

“I’ll send him a text in the morning. Unless there was another surgery, he’s probably in bed by now.” He chuckled. “Surgeries like your brother’s wear him out.”

“Thanks.” I glanced across the room at the television. I wasn’t sure I could sleep yet. “Do you want to watch something funny?” I sipped my beer.

“If you think it’ll take your mind off your brother, then hell yes.” He bent forward, plucked the remote from the coffee table and then turned the TV on. “Pick whatever you want.”

Kissing his chest, I rose from his side. “Maybe an old rerun of Friends?” I hadn’t seen it in a long time, and it had been an old favorite.

“Sure.” He settled onto the couch with his arm out, waiting for me to cuddle into his side again.

With him, no matter what happened, it would be okay.

After a few episodes of Friends, we undressed for bed, and I peeked at JJ’s cock as he slid his briefs down his legs. My balls tingled with heat. After all this today, I still wanted JJ. Nothing could stop it. “Hey.” It was late, but we had nothing to do the next day.

His gaze snapped to mine. “What?” He threw the covers down on his side of my bed, tilted his head and a sly smile quirked his lips. “You’re looking at my junk.”

“It’s nice junk.” I threw my underwear into the corner, lowered the covers and climbed into the bed. He could help me forget today ever happened. “Could you, uh, fuck this day out of me?”

“Can I? Yes. Will I? Also yes.” He crept onto the bed and pushed me onto my back, kneeling between my legs, his dick swelling over his thighs. “Do you have lube?” He gave his cock a few lazy tugs.

“I do.” Although I’d only used it on myself in this room. I pointed at the nightstand. “I keep it close in case the need arises.”

He snickered. “Literally.” He opened the drawer, grabbed the bottle and set it on the corner of the bed. Lowering over me and propping on his elbows, his hard cock pressed to mine. “Babe, how are you?”

“I’m okay for now.” I sighed. “I just want to forget, you know?” My brows swept together as I rolled my hips, tension coiling inside me. “I need you, JJ.” Grabbing his ass, I squeezed.

“You’ve said that a lot today.” He brushed his thumb across my forehead. “I like it. It makes me feel loved.”

“You are loved.” Lifting my head, I wrapped a hand around his nape and pulled his lips to mine in a heated kiss. Yeah, this was what I needed.

He rocked his hips, rutting against me, our hot cocks slotting together. “Fuck…” He slanted his mouth over mine, burying his tongue inside me and gliding it across mine.

I writhed under him as pleasure sparked in my dick, shivering into my balls. No one else could give me what he could. A moan ripped from my throat, and I thrust against him, my fingers digging into his ass.

As he broke the kisses, he said, “I love you so much.” He nibbled my lower lip and onto my chin, working his way to the column of my throat, his solid dick pulsing against mine. “How do you want it, baby?” He bit my earlobe and licked the shell of my ear.

A shudder played over my spine as goosebumps broke on my skin. “Like this. I want to kiss you while we fuck. I want you close to me.”

He smiled against me and scraped his teeth on the sensitive skin of my neck. “Perfect.” Slipping a hand between us, he rolled to the side and stroked both our cocks. “God, you feel good tonight.” He gasped, and his cock twitched.

Arching my back, pleasure pulsed my dick and precum dribbled from the tip, my hole clenching. “I want to feel you inside me, babe.”

“Now?” He lowered and slid his tongue over my nipple, then sucked it into his mouth.

Through my teeth, I said, “Fuck.” Sensation rocketed from my chest to my cock, and my balls drew in. “Yes, now.” This was nice, but I needed it hard and fast tonight.

“Okay.” He crept between my thighs and flicked his tongue at my crown. “Such a nice cock.” Fisting the base, he devoured me, his wet, hot mouth stroking me.

With a sharp jerk, a shudder rolled through me with a wave of sensation. “Oh God, JJ, please fuck me now.” He was teasing me, the little shit.

He popped off me, slicking his finger with saliva and sliding it into my crack. “You have a greedy little hole, babe?”

“I do. It’s only greedy for you, though.” I gave him a coy grin and lifted my knees to my armpits, exposing all of me to him.

“Damn, you’re so beautiful.” He sat up and grabbed the lube, squirted it on his fingers and stroked my cock while he circled my hole. “Is this what you want?” His hooded gaze met mine, his lips kiss-swollen and red.

“It is.” Scraping my teeth over my bottom lip, I squirmed while tension wound tightly inside me.

He pushed a finger in and stroked my prostate.

“Fuck, oh fuck.” My insides pinched with a jolt of sensation, and my cock leaked precum into his stroking hand. “More, babe. Need it.”

Lowering over me, he left my dick to hold himself up and crushed my mouth in bruising kisses, plunging a second finger inside me.

With a groan, I sucked his lower lip and freed it. “Fuck me, JJ. I’m ready.” I didn’t care if it hurt a little. I wanted to feel him.

“Yeah?” With a tiny smirk, he slipped his fingers from me and squirted lube on his dick. “I barely prepped you, so tell me if you need me to stop.” He fell over me on a straight arm, lining his cockhead to my hole, his gaze locked on mine as he slowly pushed into me.

Burning ignited inside me, but I bore down, opening to him. “Feels good, babe.” I squeezed my legs against the sides of my chest, the burn morphing to pressure and then pleasure. As his dick rubbed my inner bundle of nerves, I freed a ragged moan.

With a hiss, he said, “You’re so tight. God, you feel good.” His balls rested against my ass, and he held still, his gaze roaming my face, brushing my forehead with his fingers. “If I could, I’d stay like this with you forever.” He pressed a hard kiss on my mouth.

My heart burst with emotion. Sex had never been this amazing with anyone else. I’d never had such a strong connection and felt so safe with anyone before. “Love you, babe.” I couldn’t say it enough. I wanted the entire world to know.

“Love you, too.” He skimmed his teeth along my neck, slowly pulled out and then snapped his hips, thrusting into me again and again.

As sparks of pleasure shot through me, my mouth dropped open with a long moan, my eyes rolling into my head. Holy hell, it was just what I needed.

He gasped as his powerful thrusts rammed me into the bed, our coupled bodies rocking with the force of his thrusts.

As tingling grew in my balls, my stomach tensed. “Babe, close. Fuck.” Wrapping my legs around his hips, I hooked my ankles and grabbed his flexing ass.

His panting breath puffed over my cheek as his thrusts grew erratic. “Close…” He fisted my sensitive cock and pumped while pistoning his hips.

A surge of pleasure swept from my cock to my toes and tingled in my scalp. As my entire body tensed with the force of my climax, I whimpered and cried out, wrapping my arms around his torso, clinging to him, cum spurting between us.

He pushed in deeply, held it, and dropped his mouth open, his brows furrowing with quick gasps. “Fuck, coming so hard, babe.” He thrust a few times more, the heat of his release filling me, and then he fell over me in a heap. “Jesus fuck, babe. I almost blacked out.”

“Yeah? Can’t have you passing out from great sex.” A chuckle rumbled in my chest, and I pushed my bangs from my face.

“Why not?” He cradled me with his forearms, his cheek resting on my chest. “Seriously though. Sex with you is better than I’ve ever had.” He kissed my shoulder.

“I’ve never had better either, than with you.” I gazed at my ceiling. Was it because he was a guy, or was it because it was him? Him. “JJ, you’ve shown me so much.” I hugged him and kissed his hair. “Today was such a shitshow, and you were unwavering through it all.”

He lifted to look deeply into my eyes. “And I’ll continue it.

You deserve it, Holden.” He brushed his lips across my cheek and in my ear, whispered, “You’re it for me, babe.

I don’t care what anyone says or how long we’ve been together.

I know it. I feel it in my soul.” As he raised his head and his gaze crept back to mine, his eyes glistened.

“Seeing you hurt today almost killed me. I’d do anything to take away your pain. ” He bit his lip.

My eyes prickled. “JJ, I feel the same way. How is this possible?” In three months, he’d stolen every speck of my heart and soul.

“When you meet the one, you know it.” With a soft smirk, he kissed the tip of my nose.

“Agreed.” A broad smile stretched my lips. He made me happy, even in the worst of times. If we’d been together through my injury, how much easier would it have been? His waning dick slipped from my ass. I knew what came next. “Shit, better clean up.”

“Yeah, don’t want to ruin your fancy sheets.” He snickered and climbed off me.

“Fancy? I bought these at Target. They were the cheapest ones.” Barking a laugh, I jumped from the bed and stepped into the hallway bathroom, flicking on the light, my naked reflection meeting me in the mirror.

“Then I guess we’re not worried about ruining them?” JJ stepped in behind me, wrapping his arms around me from behind and nuzzling my shoulder.

“No, I need to be frugal.” I placed a hand on his head, turning to kiss his cheek.

“Not when you move in with me.” His gaze met mine in the mirror. “After I get my NFL contract, you’re moving in with me.” His flaccid cock pressed against my crack. “Right? I mean, why not? Especially if we’re in another city.”

I’d agreed to work it out with him if he signed with a team in another state, but shit, I hadn’t thought about that. My heart danced against my ribcage. “Of course I’ll move in with you.” Twisting around, I hooked my arms around his neck. “After the things we just said to each other, why not?”

“Good.” He gave me a toe-curling kiss.

His cum slid down my inner thigh. Damn it, he was so distracting. “Okay, now I’m leaking.”

“That’s hot, babe, knowing my load is inside you.” He wrapped me even tighter, pressing another, harder kiss on my cheek. “God, I love you.”