Page 26 of Hidden Plays (Desert Football #1)

TWELVE

HOLDEN

“ T hat was easier than I thought.” With my pulse slowing, I followed JJ into his room and examined the space, cream upholstered headboard, beige duvet and crisp white sheets.

His furnishings screamed rich boy all over them.

Everything matched perfectly, as if an interior designer had arranged it.

Stepping to the bed, I ran my fingers over a brown striped throw pillow with fringe and then the matching cream lampshade resting over a beige ceramic stand. “You have a pleasant room.”

“Thanks.” He stood with his back against the shut door, his gaze grazing over me and his tongue wetting his lips. “I don’t mind messing things up, just so you know.” He offered a coy grin and stepped toward me.

How far would we go? I’d done some Googling, so I’d be prepared for tonight.

Even so, it would be my first time having penetrative sex with a man, if we got that far.

“Yeah, okay.” My pulse ticked up, and my cock swelled.

“Can we take it slow?” The memory of that day in the shower floated through my mind.

Rubbing my dick between his ass had been heaven.

I’d wanted it then. Maybe we could start there?

“Of course, Holden.” He grabbed both my hands and kissed one set of knuckles and then the other. “I’m all yours. We don’t have to have sex, but if you want to, if you’re open to it, I’m ready.”

My throat went dry, and I swallowed through it. “Let’s uh, undress and get on the bed?” We’d only had skin-to-skin contact in the shower. I craved it now.

“Hell yes.” As his lips spread with a grin, he dropped his joggers and briefs to his ankles, kicked them off, and then shucked his shirt over his head.

As I grabbed the hem of my shirt, my gaze stopped on his thick cock, bobbing between the long muscles of his legs. Damn, he had some nice legs.

“You need some help?” Tilting his head, he sank his teeth into his lower lip and lifted my shirt over my head. “You seem a little tense.”

“Yeah, I’m sorry, I thought I’d be ravaging you right now, but my head’s getting in the way.” I brushed my hand down his arm as he pulled the bands of my sweats and underwear over my straining cock.

“It’s all right. I’ll ease you into it, and if all you want is a blowjob, I’m good with that.” He dropped to his knees and fondled my balls, licking the head of my cock.

“Fuck.” Tipping my head back and clutching at his long bangs, a shiver rolled over my skin. I didn’t have to worry about anything. I knew he’d take care of me. He wouldn’t do this with a guy unless there were deep feelings involved.

He sucked my crown into his mouth and swirled his tongue along the head, slowly and deliberately, while cupping my balls. “It’s just you and me, baby.”

Tingling coiled into a knot in my gut, and I freed a soft moan.

“Yeah, JJ, just you and me.” I peeked at his dark hair, falling around my solid cock as it disappeared into the slick, wet heat of his mouth, his tongue sliding up and down my shaft.

Sparks shot through my nerves, and my dick pulsed, leaking precum.

“So fucking good.” This was a great way to calm my nerves. He knew just what to do .

“You taste so good.” He rubbed his slippery lips over my cockhead and groaned. “Can we get on the bed now?” His gaze rose to mine, and he stood, stroking my aching cock with his palm.

“Hell yes.” I climbed onto his bed and lay on my side. “Come here.” I patted the duvet in front of me.

He crept in. “How do you want me?”

He was letting me do whatever I wanted. I loved it. “On your side, back to me. I keep thinking about what we did in the shower.”

“Oh…you want to recreate it, but in bed.” With a sly grin, he did as I asked, pushing his ass against my firm cock. “You want to try some lube? It’ll be better. I promise.”

Skimming my hand over his ass, I admired it. “Sure.” He had a fine ass. Okay, his entire body was a fucking turn-on.

Reaching into his nightstand drawer, he grabbed a bottle of lube and handed it to me. “Go ahead, make us slippery.”

I squirted the lube on my fingers and slicked his crack, rubbing against his hole.

With his head twisted and profile to me, he hissed. “Fuck, baby, you’re such a tease.” His hole clenched against my fingers.

As I spread his ass cheeks, I slipped my cock between them and rolled my hips. Heat ignited my skin as instant pleasure pulsed my cock. “Oh, my God.” I wrapped an arm around him and found his dick, stroking it with my lubed hand.

He arched his back, giving my dick better access. “Holden, this feels so good.”

“Yeah?” I bit his shoulder, sucked the mark, and then nibbled my way to the back of his neck, the rocking of my hips growing needy.

Goosebumps pebbled his skin as his body shuddered against mine. “I swear to God, Holden, if we keep this up, I’m not going to last.” His cock pulsated in my hand, and precum dribbled from the tip. He whimpered.

As my slick cock rubbed across his hole, I flicked my tongue at the shell of his ear and bit his earlobe. I was so close to pushing it inside. But I had to prep him first—I knew that much about anal sex from internet searches. With a jolt of sensation, my cock twitched against him.

“You’re killing me here, babe. God, I want it, want you.” He clenched the pillow under his head.

“Yeah? You want me that bad?” I skimmed my teeth along his neck, and his dick jerked.

Quickening the pace of my thrusting hips, I chased the slick friction.

“Fuck, JJ, what do I have to do?” I was ready.

“Tell me.” He was on PrEP. Did we need a condom?

We hadn’t talked about it specifically. I stopped all motion and propped on an elbow. “We need to talk about condoms.”

“What, now?” He rolled onto his back, his eyes dark and hooded. “I told you, I’m on PrEP. I don’t care about condoms.” He swallowed thickly. “I haven’t been with anyone since my last test.”

“What about Myles?” I cringed. This was a bad time to bring up his ex.

“I only kissed Myles. We never even jerked off together. He wasn’t into me, and I could feel it.” He gave my dick a few lazy strokes.

As pleasure wound through my gut, my brain turned to jelly. I couldn’t think while he was touching my dick and lying naked beside me. “I haven’t been with anyone since the last time I was tested either.”

“Good, then no condoms.” Grabbing the back of my head, he pulled me to him and devoured my mouth with hungry kisses, his tongue battling with mine.

“I hate condoms, and since I rarely hook up, I don’t use them.

” He bit my lower lip and scraped his teeth along it. “Fuck me, Holden. Please, I need it.”

“I need it too.” And I did, so fucking bad. “What do I do?”

With a sly grin, he opened his nightstand drawer and took out a black thing with a flared end .

“What’s that?” Some kind of dildo? I stared at it. He had toys. I’d never used toys with anyone before.

“It’s a plug. It’ll make it easier to prep me.” As his gaze turned wicked, he lifted his knees. “Hand me the lube and watch. I use this when I jerk off.”

“Y-you do?” I grabbed the lube and gave it to him. Would he seriously put that thing in his ass?

After squirting lube on it, he spread his thighs and reached down with it, his upper teeth sinking in his lip, his gaze locked on mine. As he slowly pushed it inside him, his eyes glazed. “Fucking hell, it feels amazing.” He pulled it and pushed it in, his cock bouncing over his stomach.

“It does?” My balls ached, and precum trickled down the shaft of my dick.

This was turning me on. Watching him do this was hotter than I’d expected.

I still had so much to learn about myself.

Clearing my throat, I said, “C-can I try it?” My breath snagged.

“I mean, on you, not on me.” Not yet anyway. But he sure seemed to enjoy it.

“Of course. Kiss me while you fuck me with it.” He spread his arm across the bed, and I slid in next to him, pinching the flared edge of the toy between my fingers.

“I can’t hurt you with this, can I?”

“No.” As he wrapped his arm under my torso, his fingers brushed my back, leaving a tickle.

Pulling on the toy, I pressed my mouth to his in a tentative kiss, our lips caressing and tongues slipping against each other. As I stopped pulling, his ass sucked the toy inside. What would it feel like on my cock? I inched my hips closer to his and pressed my sensitive dick against him.

Angling his mouth over mine, he darted his tongue inside me and released a deep moan, his fist slowly stroking his cock.

I lost myself in his kisses, the rutting of my cock on his skin, the pumping of the toy inside his hole, imagining my dick was inside him. Yeah, I was ready for this. In my head, I was already fucking him. I broke the kisses. “JJ, I’m ready. ”

“You are?” His eyes grew wide. “How do you want me? On my hands and knees or?—”

“Just like that. I want to kiss you while we do this, and I want to watch you come.” I sat up and crawled between his legs, then peeked down on him, his dark hair sprawled over the white pillow, the thick lashes surrounding his stark blue eyes, almost engulfed by his blown pupils, his swollen red lips.

He was gorgeous, and he was about to give me something he didn’t give easily.

My heart burst with emotion. Oh, fucking hell. It was love, wasn’t it? I loved him?

With his gaze fastened to mine, he slowly removed the plug, threw it to the floor and lifted his knees into his armpits. “Go in slowly. Let me get used to you.” He flicked his gaze to my cock and back to my face. “You’re a little bigger than that plug.” He smirked.

“A little?” I matched his smirk and squirted more lube on my dick.

“A lot.” As I fisted the base of my cock, I fell over him on a straight arm and nudged my slick cockhead to his hole.

Would it suck me in like the plug? My dick jerked in my hand.

If it did, I might come before getting all the way in. This was fucking with my head.