Page 49 of Hate the Game (Playing Dirty #1)

***Savannah***

Icrushed a wave of vulnerability and wrapped my arms around Ryder’s neck.

Tugging him down, I kissed him eagerly, excited to feel his lips on mine again.

He was just rougher than anyone I’d ever kissed before.

He was bigger, stronger, and tougher and it made me feel precious and dainty.

I loved the way he nipped and bit me, like he was losing control the more he touched me.

He lifted his head enough to meet my eyes. “I want to see you fuck yourself. I want to see how you push that cock in and how you come around it.”

I swallowed. “Can I… Can I watch you, too?”

He growled and pushed himself back on his heels.

His towel was yanked away without ceremony and then I was staring at Ryder in all his naked glory, hard cock fully on display.

It should’ve been bronzed and put in a museum.

It was big and beautiful. When he wrapped his big fist around it and squeezed I actually whined. I’d never seen anything so erotic.

With him kneeling between my legs I had to build up my courage to pull my towel open.

I took a deep breath and then nearly choked on it when Ryder yanked the towel open and out from under me, tossing it across the room.

It knocked over things on my desk but I didn’t care.

I tried to squeeze my legs shut to hide myself but Ryder growled.

He didn’t get it. Jax didn’t get it. My ex might not have been as good at writing his own stories but he’d been great at slowly degrading me when we were alone until I was terrified that my body was weird and wrong.

He hadn’t wanted to go down on me. Ever.

He said I smelled funny and that it wasn’t exactly pretty down there.

Even though I knew he was just a selfish asshole, I still held my breath as Ryder refused to let me hide.

I waited for him to say something, anything, about my body and what was wrong with it.

Maybe Jax hadn’t noticed anything but Ryder would.

“S-sorry if I smell or anything… I didn’t…. I would’ve…”

Ryder’s eyebrows shot up his forehead and then a dark scowl transformed his face. “Let me see you, Savannah.”

I shook as I opened my legs wider. I was afraid to see his reaction but I couldn’t look away.

Not when he was inhaling like I’d left a pie cooling in the window.

I jumped when he slid his finger through my slippery folds and stopped breathing when he brought that finger to his mouth and licked it clean.

“I don’t know why you’re worried but you don’t need to be.

I still think you’re a fucking pain in the ass but you’re a goddamn delicious pain in the ass.

Now let me see how you fuck yourself.” He seemed compelled to reach down and slide his fingers through my wetness before gripping his shaft again. “Fucking perfect.”

I wanted to roll around in the groan he released when I finally relaxed and let him see all of me. His eyes were everywhere but he seemed to especially love my boobs. He licked his lips and gripped himself tighter. It was the push that I needed. He really did think I was sexy.

I grabbed Bob and made sure he was clean before sucking in a deep breath and putting on a show for Ryder.

I teased my nipples with the tip of the vibrator and slowly worked it down my stomach.

I still tensed when he looked at my stomach but the heat in his face didn’t change.

Once I’d teased both of us as much as I could I ran the vibrator through my wet folds and eased it into me.

“Fuck. I would’nt go that slow, Sav. With your pussy waiting for me I’d move a lot faster to bury myself as deep as possible.” He gripped my knee with one hand while his other hand worked his dick. “You’re pussy looks even prettier with a dick stretching it open.”

Unable to remain controlled when he was talking to me like he was, I forced the rest of the vibrator deep and let out a loud moan. I gripped my breast with my free hand and used the other to pull the dildo out before shoving it deep again.

The brutal way Ryder was gripping his shaft fueled me and I needed to come so I fucked myself faster and harder than I normally would’ve.

He swore and leaned forward, stroking himself faster.

His tip leaked precum as he watched me and in a move I wasn’t expecting, he swiped his thumb over it and reached up to smear it over my nipples.

“Ryder!” The sight of his big dick hanging over my core made me desperate to feel him. “I have a condom. There’s a condom in the sidetable. Oh, fuck, I think I need to feel you inside me, Ryder.”

He yanked the vibrator out and bent down to replace it with his tongue.

He was rough as he nipped and sucked my clit, sending me spiraling into an orgasm.

I had to slap my hand over my mouth to keep from screaming loud enough to wake up the entire dorm.

I yanked at his hair and dragged him up my body, needing both a break and for him to fill me up.

“On your hands and knees.” He gripped my cheeks when I was in position and growled. “Fuck. I didn’t know I was an ass man until you came along.”

I heard him rip open the condom and then his knuckles brushed against my core as he lined our bodies up.

It’d been so long since I’d let someone in me and it made me stiffen with nerves.

Ryder ran his hands up and down my back, his voice a lower murmur that slowly relaxed me.

Until I felt the blunt head of his cock pressing into me, anyway.

“Fucking hell.” He gripped my ass and pulled my cheeks wide so he could see all of me. His voice was raw as he spoke. “Never seen anything like it. You’re stretching so perfectly for my big dick. How does it feel, baby? How does it feel being split in two like this?”

It felt like an itch I’d had for decades was finally being scratched.

Deep, deep inside me. I did all I could to stay sane as he fed me every inch.

He didn’t stop until his thighs were pressed against mine and my ass was cushioning his lower stomach.

I knew I was in danger of begging him to fuck me daily when he gripped a fistful of my hair, slapped my ass, and told me to hang on.

I didn’t get a chance to ask what for. He began fucking me hard and fast. He made my vibrator feel like a whisper of a breeze compared to the hurricane force behind his strokes.

He bent my body when he tugged hard at my hair, forcing me to arch and then he reached under me and stroked my clit.

I didn’t stand a chance. I came hard again, voice breaking as I called out his name, and entire body shaking so hard I was almost levitating.

Ryder wasn’t finished with me. He flipped me over and thrust deep again. “Fuck, Sav. Give me one more.”

I arched up to kiss him and held on with my arms wrapped around his neck as he slowed his thrusts while also rolling his hips.

I moaned into his mouth and clung to him.

I could feel his big body shudder as he got closer and the idea of him coming because of me pushed me into yet another orgasm.

He drank down my screams and thrust deep once more before growling out my name as he came.

We both collapsed onto the bed and I reveled in his weight settling over me. He was everywhere and I loved it.

“I’m crushing you.” He tried to move but I stopped him.

“No, don’t move. I like it.”

The longer we laid there, both of us breathing hard and slowly coming back to reality, the more his dick went in the opposite direction. The more Ryder’s body relaxed, the harder his dick got. When he noticed me staring at him with wide eyes he shrugged. “What? He’s eager.”