Page 170 of Fixation

Wow.

No. No, I need to hate the pain.

Need to hate him.

Can’t.

I could never.

Especially when he tilts it so the thin edge is brushing along my lips, and it stings, but in a good way.

Frustration and embarrassment push tears out of my eyes.

A cry I can’t let out lodges in my throat. I feel it right there.

Anderson’s gaze slices to my face, giving me a thunderous look. He’s starving for me, drawing sick pleasure out of this.

Lust flashes in his eyes too.

I’m swept away by it. I’m heated by it, freezing too. So good.

“I’ll keep you.” The depraved touch gets my nipples hard. Anderson likes it. Precum leaks from the tip of his cock that he’s stroking. “I’ll have you any way I like.”

The file travels to one of my nipples, turning me on even more.

“Those tears you’re crying are beautiful, Harper. They’re for me, aren’t they? Yes, they are.”

He cracks the file on one nipple, and I gasp.

I mean, I would’ve gasped if I could move.

“It gets you off, doesn’t it? Watching me unravel because of you.” He drags the file around my other nipple in circular motions. “Seeing me jacking off, my cock throbbing in my fist. Watching me come with your pussy in my mouth wasn’t enough for my little slut. You’re begging me to shove my dick inside you.”

He spanks my other breast with the file, sending jolts of desire from where he hurt me down to my toes.

I feel like…like…hearts. Like I have millions of them, and they’re hammering beneath my skin.

God, it’s so good to feel this. To have him do this to me.

More.

More.

More.

“You need to be fucked.” That third spank really hurts. In a good way. The best way. “Trust me.” Four, five, six smacks. All I can do is weep. All I can do is drip down my thighs. “I’m just as crazy about you. As lost. Fucking you—havingyou—is a constant, never-ending need. When I go to work. In the OR. When I fuck my hand in the shower.”

I’m a raw nerve, sensing the movement of the file down my body as if Anderson uses a cleaver on me. The lower he goes, the more Ifeel. The more I crave him.

He reaches the area where I’m wet and soaking. Again.

I’m going to explode into a million tiny suns. I really am.

“I’ll let you in on a little secret.” His hushed, rugged voice is like his lips are on my nipples. Both of them at the same time.

I have no idea how. No clue what he’s doing or what’s this dangerous drug he put inside me, but wow. Wow.

“Before we officially met, those nights after you rubbed that pretty pussy, I watched you. I waited until you fell asleep and came in here, to your bedroom.” As he squeezes his cock harder, the veins in his arm pump. “I jerked off to you. Came all over your pretty virgin cunt.”