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Alex

I couldn’t believe it was happening. The number of times I imagined I would be in a place where Brad’s brows were knitted together in concentration as he lined his cock up with my ass was endless. But it didn’t mean I ever thought it was going to happen.

Hoped, yes, but rarely expected.

He even had the tip of his tongue firm against the corner of his lips like he was about to make a hard pass in practice.

He ran to his room to grab condoms, because there was no way I had any. And then he was naked and I was trembling, and he kissed me with so much passion I knew that if he turned around and said we were just messing around, I’d pack my bags and he would never see me again.

Lying on my back, looking up at him, I’d never been more in love with him.

I gasped as he started to push. I couldn’t help but jolt, my hand shooting out, grasping his wrist. His flat palm dented the bed by my waist, and I almost made him lose balance as his gaze fled from my ass to mine.

“Are you sure about this?” I asked, my voice hiking. “Are you sure you want to…you know…”

“I should be the one asking you that. This is your virginity, man. Are you sure you want to give your first time to someone like me?”

I pressed my lips together, wondering if it was safe to be honest now. I’d told him how long I’d loved him, and it felt like it had blown the door wide open.

“I’ve wanted it to be you for a long time,” I admitted, holding him with a serious gaze.

He paused, and I wondered if he was going to attempt to be romantic again.

My anxiety roared back to life as I could see the thoughts whirring behind his eyes. And then he suddenly burst into a smile.

“Then I better not keep you waiting!” He laughed.

Just because it was Brad didn’t make it any less scary. Just because he was someone I’d love for the rest of my life didn’t mean having his cock inside me wasn’t nerve-wracking. Especially when my ass was already opening up.

I was so slick with lube from the plug that it was easy for him to slide forward, and he destroyed me in the process.

I quivered under him as his tip slipped inside. He kept eye contact, making sure I stayed with him, even though he was panting and as red as I was. His biceps tensed and relaxed with his hips as he pushed farther in, widening me so slowly I thought I was melting.

Gripping him, my fingers dug into the thick muscle of his forearms as I used him to keep myself stable.

I didn’t know how he could go so slowly without losing it.

“Alex,” he groaned. “Alex, your ass, man.” He shook his head as he pushed again. “What the fuck are you doing to me? It’s like sliding into heaven.”

I adjusted my hips, hoping a different angle might stop my mind from blowing. He was barely inside me, but I really thought I was going to die from happiness.

“Shit, I want to be so deep inside you that you can’t let me go. Do you know what I mean? I mean, like—”

But my hips jerked, lifting myself off the pillow so I could guide myself onto him and send him into another wave of pleasure.

“I want more, Brad,” I gasped, trying to widen my thighs, even though I was stretched to my limit. I thought I’d be embarrassed that I didn’t know what I was doing, but it was like my body was in tune with his. All I needed to do was find a way that made us both cry out the loudest.

Even though I was moving and shaking, Brad was the one in charge. And with each inch, it became even harder to move. He said my ass was swallowing him up, but he was the one splitting me open, making me feel so huge, my hips fell onto the pillow, and I held on for dear life as he edged deeper.

“I’m almost there, Alex. I’m almost buried inside you. Shit, I’m so close to fucking you.”

With the final inch, it was like he was locked in place. His hips bumped mine, and he shuddered as we both cried out. Brad pitched forward, and I had a flash of fear that he was going to say something stupid, like how it didn’t count or that this was just for fun.

“This is mental,” he groaned as I tried to stop myself from doing something stupid, like crying again.

It was like this the last time, too. I was so overwhelmed with being connected that I just wanted to collapse in relief because my wishes were finally being fulfilled.

“This is so crazy, Alex. Look at you. My cock is so deep inside you, and you’re just taking it all and you look so fucking sexy. I can’t believe it. I’m literally fucking you.”

He gasped as a shudder ran through him. He fixed his gaze solidly on me, both of us falling into each other.

Then we both softened, like a sigh connecting our hearts that released us both.

“I can’t believe I never saw you before,” he murmured as he stole the gentlest kiss.

My heart shook under him at his words. The way he said it, the way he looked at me, the way he was acting like he really wanted me, it made me believe him even more. This version of Brad was so much easier to kiss, because it felt like he really loved me.

“I want to move, Alex,” he said. “Can I move for you?”

I nodded as I clutched at his neck. “I want you to fuck me,” I rasped. It felt like the most honest I’d been my whole life.

“Oh my God, do you know how hot you sound when you say that? It’s like you’re some kind of slutty magician. I just want to—”

“Brad,” I groaned, rolling my eyes as I shifted on his cock, needing something more from him. “Just shut up and move.”

He shot me one of his cheeky grins, reminding me of my friend who first sucked me off last year.

The slide out was just as good as the slide in. My back arched, my legs widening as the emptiness was replaced with his cock. I didn’t know it would feel like this, that his cock would be so hot it would burn a path inside me and leave me craving even more of his heat and hardness.

“Do you like feeling my cock inside you, Alex? I always get great feedback, but like you said, this is your first time. I want to make sure I’m loving your ass just like you deserve.”

As soon as he said it, I shuddered under him, holding him tighter around his neck, pulling him even closer to me so his chest was flush with mine, and there was nothing separating us.

“It’s good, Brad,” I moaned against his lips, meeting his shining gaze. “It feels so good. You’re so big, it’s like you’re splitting me open,” I wheezed as he brought himself all the way to his tip.

“Oh man, I swear I almost came. You’re going to kill me when you speak like that. First a butt plug, now telling me how much you love my cock. How many other secrets are you hiding?”

I shook my head, my nerves bursting again.

He drew all the way back, just to hover at the edge of my ass, and the tip of his cock seemed even bigger than the first time.

“I really want to see how far my dick is buried inside you,” Brad said. “Like, can we actually measure it? Here, let me go all the way in.”

“Brad, please ,” I panted, but I knew what he was like. He just said whatever he was thinking, but it felt different when he was inside me. “Are you trying to make this as embarrassing as possible?”

“Don’t you like it? I want you to remember every single second, man. That’s why I'm telling you how amazing it is.” His voice changed, and he shifted his hips, sliding back in so slowly I cried out again. “If you don’t want me to tell you how good it is, knowing how my cock is sliding deeper and deeper inside you, I can stop. But don't you want to know how much you can take as well?”

I trembled under him as his words fed into me like his cock.

I was so aware of how deep he was, I couldn’t think. I was so full, but I’d give him what he wanted.

I pressed two fingers against my stomach, just at the base of my cock. He was moaning and shaking so much he only noticed what I was doing when I dragged them slowly up my stomach. The higher I got, the more turned on I grew as we both saw how closely we were fused together. Our eyes widened as I creased the ridge of my lowest ab, and even higher.

“Holy fuck,” he said as I stopped on my lowest row of abs. “Like, I can feel it. I know what you mean, but that’s longer than your hand, man.”

“Didn’t you guess from the way I couldn’t stroke your whole cock at once?”

“Yeah, but… You’re alright, right? It doesn’t hurt?”

“Not my ass, no.” My heart, on the other hand, was aching. Because I was finally joined with him, and he still looked like he was just having fun.

“Great, because I really want to thrust into you. Go to town on your ass, you know what I’m saying?” He leaned down and took me in another kiss which had me melting under him. The sensation of his stomach rubbing against my cock was enough to make me come, but he was losing it just as much as I was.

“You’re so soft inside,” he groaned as he dragged himself from me. “It’s like your ass is gently hugging my dick.”

He sucked in a quick breath, and it was the only sign I had that he was going to move.

With the first thrust, I slammed my hand over my mouth to stop from yelling as he plunged into me.

My world exploded as all I could feel was him.

The headboard slammed against the wall, and Brad had no problem shouting for the both of us as he thrust again.

The bed rocked, taking our weight as the creaking grew louder, and we both grew more confident.

As his hips hit mine with a solid thud , my eyes rolled. The raw glide of his cock against my asshole destroyed me as he quickly pulled back, leaving me empty again.

He gave me one sneaky grin before he thrust into me even harder.

“It’s your first fuck. I’m the first one to fuck you. I’m your first ever, Alex,” he burst out with another cry.

I wanted to move my hips, or at least do something sexy so he wasn’t the only one actually moving, but I was so stolen with desire that all I could do was cling to him.

Another thrust, another slide, another explosion of pleasure while I regained my senses. Everything in me was just heat and hardness.

He pulled out again and I thought I was going to crumble. The friction was so tight that every inch of him was seared inside me. I bit the back of my hand to stop the wild sounds I was making, but the sharp jab of pain just made it even more intense.

He pushed back in, and it was so slow I thought I was going to collapse under him.

Brad held me down on the bed, but it only did so much because I was already floating.

I released the bite as he pulled out again. “Brad, this is too much…I can’t…” I gave another muffled cry. I couldn’t deal with how perfect everything felt.

“So you want me to stop?” he asked just as he pressed all the way to the hilt.

“Stop teasing me,” I gasped, not even sure if that noise really came from me. I sounded so taken away with his cock just that three words told him I wanted so much more.

He kept himself inside me, panting with the effort, swinging his hips. The corner of his mouth quirked, his gaze bouncing from one part of my body to the next.

“No, don’t stop,” I protested, lifting my arm just enough for him to hear my weak voice. “No, please, Brad,”

“Oh my God, you sound so good, begging me like that. I want to hear you do that all the time.”

I groaned as he pushed so far into me that he ground against my pelvis.

“Are you going to do it again? I mean, it was seriously hot when you begged the first time, but I think I want you to do it every time we bang.”

He dragged his cock from me and I burst out with another cry, pushing my hand back just in time to muffle it. I felt so fragile, so overcome by him that I wished I could clamp my mouth shut so I didn’t have to free my whimpers.

Was this really what it was like to have sex? To let go of absolutely everything and just give yourself over to it?

As soon as he thrust back into me, stars erupted behind my eyes, and I bit so hard on my hand that the pain burned as fiercely as the pleasure.

“You’re going to end up scarring yourself, man. It can be our first love bite.” He laughed just before he pulled himself out again. I wanted to shout at him to go slower or faster or just do something that meant I didn’t feel like I was being stretched in a million different ways.

I gave another muffled cry, but he shook his head.

“No, come on, I want to hear you. Stop hiding. I don’t care if the other guys come back and hear us fucking. They need to know how good I’m giving it to you for your first time.”

He pushed my hand out of the way to grip my chin. I gasped in surprise as he pushed his thumb past my lips, forcing it down onto my tongue, trapping me there.

“That’s more like it.” He grinned, moments before he slid his hips back. He hovered there, building up the tension, almost suffocating me with need. Brad watched me, both of us quiet, both of us soft, until his forearms tensed, and he suddenly rammed into me so hard, I nearly screamed.

I couldn’t call his name; I couldn’t tell him it was too much. And he wouldn’t let me close my mouth, so my throat was clear and open for me to make every sound he wanted as he surged into me. And he shattered me each time.

All I was was pure noise as he grunted and groaned, shifting to find better angles, to make me cry out in different ways. He rotated his hips to fuck me gently before surging into me, my eyes bulging as my cock bounced against my stomach.

I kept telling him before he trapped my tongue I couldn’t take it, and I meant it.

I wanted to tell Brad I was close, but he was holding me so tightly and looking at me with so much love that he smothered me completely, and I was lost under his spell