Page 105 of Darkest Sin

Mikhail deepens the kiss as his hands roam down to my waist. I gasp when he gives them a squeeze. Even now, his touch does wild things to my body.

He pulls me onto his lap and we continue to kiss, taking our time. After last night, we gained so much. We showed each other that we’re willing to fight to the death for one another.

I place my hands on his gauze covered chest. “Does this hurt?”

“No.”

“Are you lying?”

“Yes. But I don’t care about the pain. I want you, baby. Right now.” He shoves the end of my nightgown up and places his hand between my legs. With no underwear on, he’s able to touch me skin to skin. I let out a soft moan as my hips roll against his hand.

“Are you sure? I don’t want to hurt you.”

He chuckles. “You can’t hurt me, baby.”

My hands find the drawstring of his sweats and I pull them down. I grip his length, stroking him. It’s the first time I’ve ever been in control of him like this. It is a powerful feeling. I get why Mikhail loves it so much.

Mikhail grows hard in my hand. “Enough,” he groans. “I need to be inside of you.”

He steadies my hips so I can lower myself down. We both moan together as he enters me. My inner walls clench down, sending a flare of pleasure through me. Mikhail grips my hips tighter.

We lock eyes as I roll my hips around. This position allows him to get the deepest he’s ever been. This moment isn’t about pushing me to my limits. This moment isn’t about fucking. It’s not about pain and pleasure.

This moment is about love. We overcame something huge and now we get to be together, even though I know things are not done. I know there’s more to come.

But right now, I don’t care. I just want to be with my husband. With the man I’ve fallen in love with.

“Mikhail,” I gasp out, increasing my pace.

He holds onto my hips, guiding my movement. His intense eyes never leave mine.

Neither of us says anything more as our bodies move together. We’re lost in the pleasure of it.

My pace becomes frantic. Mikhail continues to thrust his hips up, moving deeper inside of me. The pleasure is too much. Mixed with the worry I felt for him all day yesterday, I need this more than anything.

I need, I need, I need…

I gasp out as my release hits me. It’s somehow the most intense orgasm I’ve experienced yet.

Mikhail grips my hips tighter as he thrusts up. Once more and he comes too.

He lowers me gently onto his chest and holds me there as we both catch our breath.

“I love you.” There it is. I’ve finally said the words.

Mikhail stills for a moment before he relaxes, running his hands down my back. “I love you too.”

I smile as I snuggle deeper into his chest. I never knew I needed this but I needed this.

I let myself feel calm and happy for this moment because I know it’s not going to last.

Mikhail is busy replacing the dead guards Nico killed. Until then, we’re undefended in this house. Cillian and Nico could attack at any moment if they wanted and my sisters are still in danger, maybe even more now after what I did.

Denis might try bumping the wedding up for Sasha and we still don’t know who the man is going to be.

“I have a safehouse,” Mikhail says. “We should go there until the new guards can come.”

“Should we leave though? What if Nico and Cillian are waiting for us?”