Page 10 of Best Friends

I grit my teeth. “Yeah, I know. It’s a problem.”

“No, it’s not. Feel how hard you make me?” he whispers, rubbing his cock against mine. “No female omega has ever made me this hard, C. Only you do this to me.”

I groan, stroking my trembling fingers over his rock hard cock. “Oh, God, why do I want this inside me? What is wrong with me?”

“Nothing. You’re an omega and you want my alpha cock. That’s natural, C. You know that in your heart, right?” His eyes burn into me. “You’re an omega and you were born to take an alphas cock. I don’t care what anyone says. It doesn’t matter that we’re both males. You were made for my cock.”

I shudder. “You really believe that?”

“A hundred percent.”

“I think about you fucking me, Malc,” I mumble, dizzy with lust. “I’m ashamed because we’re both men, but I wish I could feel your cock inside my ass.” I’m embarrassed when my dirty thoughts slip out of my mouth. But he already knows. There’s no way he doesn’t smell my arousal.

He doesn’t seem to mind me sharing my fantasy one bit. Groaning, he slides one calloused finger over my slick hole and I moan. “Yeah, C. I’d fill you so full. I’d pump my load into this tight little hole.”

“Oh, shit, Malcolm.” My dick throbs when he rubs harder on my hole. My balls pull up tight to my body as we rock against each other. More slick seeps from my hole as I shudder against him.

“You’re so fucking ripe and ready for me,” he says and I groan loudly as he takes both of our dicks in his hand.

“Yeah?” I strain into him, my hips rocking against him, seeking friction. Until now, I’ve never wanted an alpha’s cock inside my body. But everything has changed.

He rumbles, “one day, I’m going to take your ass, C. Bare.”

“Shit,” I hiss as he squeezes our cocks harder and faster. “You really want that with me?”

“Fuck yeah.”

Without warning, my control slips. My dick swells and I cry out as my climax slams into me. “I’m coming,” I moan as my cock jerks against his, coating his stroking hand in my creamy release.

“Shit that’s hot,” he growls and a warm spurt of his cum smears the head of my dick and abdomen.

He takes my mouth roughly as our dicks spill, bodies shuddering against the delicious pleasure of our orgasms. My hole quakes, missing the fullness of an alpha’s cock.

If he were inside me, my spasming ass would milk his dick of every drop of cum, and then he’d probably knot me.

Why do I want that so bad?

Panting, I lean my head back against the wall.

He buries his face in the spot where my shoulder meets my neck.

His breath is hot against my skin, and we shiver against each other as our orgasms ripple through us.

Slick drips from my ass, my body still instinctively craving the fullness of an alpha’s cock.

My legs are weak and I’d slip to the dirty floor if Malcolm weren’t holding me close.

He presses a soft kiss to my lips and grabs some toilet paper so we can wipe ourselves off.

I’m worried he’ll suddenly freak out about what we just did, but he doesn’t.

Instead he strokes my hair out of my forehead, and the affection in his eyes makes me feel warm and cared for.

It’s obvious that what’s happening between us isn’t just about the sex for him.

The thought of that is both comforting and terrifying.

Will these sexual feelings destroy our friendship?

How are we supposed to act with each other now?

I’m not sure we can just go back to pretending this is nothing but a platonic friendship.

We’ve both said and done way too many things that make that idea ridiculous.

As if sensing my fears and confusion, he presses me tight, his hand on the back of my head. “It’ll be okay,” he says.

“You really think so?” My words are muffled against his shirt. “What are we supposed to do now? Pretend we’re just buddies?”

“I don’t see how.” His reply is gruff, and his breath is hot against my ear. “One thing’s for sure. We aren’t taking those girls back to my place.”

“God, no.” I cringe. “That wouldn’t be right. We definitely can’t sleep with them after this.”

“Of course not.” He exhales roughly. “I meant all the things I said to you. I love you, C. I’m sick of pretending I don’t feel this way about you. I think I’ve always been in love with you, but I was too scared to acknowledge my feelings until now.”

“What changed?” I ask softly. “Why admit your feelings now?”

He narrows his eyes. “Isn’t it obvious?”

My face warms but I don’t speak.

“I’m not going to be able to hide my feelings for you now, C.

” His voice is raspy. “It was already almost impossible after Vegas. Once I got a taste of you, I… I couldn’t seem to get it out of my head that I wanted more.

I tried to pretend everything was the same though, because you seemed stressed out after our trip.

But it wasn’t working very well. I haven’t been able to sleep with a girl since we got back. ”

Surprised and pleased, I meet his embarrassed gaze. “Really?”

He shrugs. “Really. I still flirt around with chicks, but I haven’t taken anyone home.”

While I love hearing that, it also confuses me. “But, you planned on sleeping with Cecilia tonight.”

He grimaces. “Yes. But not because I really wanted to. You were acting so weird after Vegas, I was trying really hard to get back to how things were before. I thought maybe if we both slept with some hot girls, you’d go back to your old self.

But after tonight, it’s obvious that things between us are never going back, C.

” When I don’t speak, he asks in a worried voice, “You… you still haven’t said anything about how you feel. Am I the only one with feelings here?”

“Of course not. I… I love you too, Malcolm.” I exhale. “But I don’t see how we could ever be together. Not for real.”

“Why not?”

I blink at him. “Because Whispering Pines is such a backward city. The people here aren’t very enlightened. There’s definitely bias against same sex couples.”

He wrinkles his brow. “There are gay couples in Whispering Pines.”

“Sure, but it’s not the norm. And those couples get harassed a lot too. You know that as well as I do.”

“Okay, but those couples don’t let the hate stop them.”

I give a gruff laugh. “No, they just have to put up with being harassed about who they love. If we were openly together, we’d get the same bigoted treatment, Malcolm. You must know that?”

“So what. Fuck ‘em. I’m not living my life for other people.”

“Yeah, it’s easy to say fuck ‘em.” I slip around him and tug up my pants, stumbling out of the stall. “But that kind of negative attention can make life really hard.”

“But at least we’d have each other.” He gives me a little smile.

I clench my jaw against the guilt. “Yes, but I… I don’t think I’m ready for anyone to know how we feel about each other yet.”

Pain shifts through his eyes. “No?”

I clench my jaw, shame nudging me at his wounded expression. “I… I’m not saying never. Just, not yet.”

He wrinkles his brow and begins straightening his clothes. “I can’t believe you put so much stock in what other people think.”

“I just need some time to get used to the idea. You must admit… this is a shocking turn of events.”

He glances up. “Is it? I’ve always loved you. You’re my best friend. The sex just makes everything even better. I think this is where our friendship was always supposed to go.”

I bite my bottom lip, wishing I had his conviction. “I sure didn’t see it coming, and I’m worried about the flack we’d get if we’re a couple.”

“You shouldn’t worry.”

“Well, I do.” I sigh. “I’ve never been cool like you, Malc. You fit in so easily with everyone. You always have. But for me, it takes a lot more work to be accepted. I’m only now being accepted by the guys at work. I don’t want to do anything that might screw that up.”

“God, who cares what they think?”

I huff. “If they find out about us, the guys are gonna be huge assholes to us.”

He laughs gruffly. “They’re already assholes. What of it? It’s none of their business.”

“I still think we should wait to let people know we’re attracted to each other.”

“I’m not just attracted to you.” He frowns and crosses his arms. “And what would we be waiting for?”

“For the right time to come out.”

His mouth hardens. “When exactly would that be?”

“I have no idea. I’m not pretending I have all the answers.” I rub my stubbly chin. “Maybe this thing between us is just a phase or curiosity.”

His mouth hardens. “It isn’t for me.”

“But you don’t really know that. Come on, Malc. Neither one of us has ever been interested in a man before. Not to mention we’re both commitment phobic. We’ve never dated a girl longer than a month.”

“Not true. I was with Lucy for two months.”

I narrow my eyes. “Technically yeah. But you were miserable the last month. All you ever did was fight or avoid her the last month of that relationship. You couldn’t wait to get out of that situation. We both know that.”

“Okay, fine. But what I feel for you is way stronger than anything I’ve ever felt for a girl, including Lucy. It’s insulting that you think my feelings for you are the same thing. I told you I love you, C. I’ve never told a girl that, ever.”

I wince. “I’m sorry. I’m… I’m not trying to dismiss what you feel.

What I feel. Because, I love you too, Malc.

” I sigh. “But are you seriously sure you want to jump into this with me, only to have it fizzle out in a month? I don’t want to go through everything we’ll have to go through to be a couple, if it’s not going to last. For all we know we’ll want to go back to fucking women in a month or so. ”

“No. I want you, C. What part of that don’t you get?” He sounds frustrated. “I’m not going to go back to fucking women. I want you .”