Page 73 of A Wreck, You Make Me (Bad Boys of Bardstown #3)

He smacks me again, but this time I know it’s because he’s pleased and warmth spreads over me once more. God, I’m such a wreck for him.

Then, “And I’m going to do you like this, okay?

On your knees and belly.” To emphasize, he digs his thumb into my pulse.

“And it’s going to feel even bigger, my dick.

It’s going to feel like I’m fucking into your tummy and making it hurt.

Like, I’m making everything hurt down there.

Hurt and swollen and puffy. But you’ll like it. And you’ll take it. Tell me why.”

My tummy is already hurting but I nod again, my cheek pressed on the pillow, my eyes glassy. I’m on the verge of coming, just from his words. But because he asked me a question and because I know he won’t like it if I don’t answer, I do. “B-because it’ll hurt so good.”

“Yeah.” Another spank before he says, “It will, won’t it.

So again, you’ll lie there, on your knees, with your ass offered up to me to fuck.

Because I’m also in the mood to stare at your asshole.

And the pattern you didn’t let me finish because you were in the mood to be a slut and needed my dick so bad. ”

He says it so casually, that word, mentions that body part like a throwaway comment that at first, I don’t pay attention to it.

But then my asshole clenches on its own, without volition, almost fearfully, and I realize what he just said.

Another current of fear runs through my veins as I make a mess between my thighs, whispering, “You… You said…”

“You caught that, huh?” he grunts, and I feel him move behind me.

I feel him placing his dick in the crack of my ass as he goes up and down like before, the fine hairs on his thighs rubbing up against my flanks, his hand on my neck, keeping me pinned and submissive.

My core jerks and throbs at the feel of his cock, and by stroke three I’m wetting him with my juices, rocking my ass back and forth against him.

It was almost out of my mind, his casual comment, when he says, “I was trying to ease you into it.”

“Ease me… into what?”

“That staring at it is the nicest thing I’m going to do to your asshole.”

I jerk, coming back into the moment, but his hand is firm, and his strokes are still as hypnotic. Like dancing steps as he continues, “I’m also going to lick it and eat it and then fuck it. Fill it with my cum until I’m running down your thighs. Like I do to your pussy.”

“But your d-dick?—”

“Is your friend now,” he says, rocking against me, his voice low and rough. “You like him in your pussy now, yeah? So much that you begged me to put it in just now. You’ll beg me to put it in your ass too.”

He’s right. I did beg him, and while it doesn’t seem like I’ll ever be begging him to put it in my ass, I’m willing to accept that. Because the sooner I accept it, the sooner he’ll be in me and make me hurt the way I like it.

I nod then. “O-okay.”

I feel his frame shudder as if relieved.

As if he thought I’d really say no and he’d have to let go of his dream of fucking my ass.

I guess he doesn’t know me then either, huh.

That I’ll do anything for him. I’ll go through any pain, suffer through any hurt to give him what he wants.

To please him, to make him feel safe and loved.

Like he does to me. The only difference is my love is real and he won’t ever love me back.

But I’m not going to think about that.

Finally, he lines up his throbbing cock with my pussy hole. Then he leans down and drapes his chest over my back. Kissing my cheek oh so softly , he whispers, “Thank you.”

Before I can marvel over his thank you , he pushes in, and I flinch with the pain of his initial invasion.

Once he’s all the way inside, I arch my back and moan.

Still draped over me, all sweaty and big and delicious, he puts a hand on my mouth and whispers, “And keep your voice down.” I nod and he pulls out slightly before pushing back in, catching my moan with his hand and whispering, “Because our sister’s back. ”

I gasp under his palm, going rigid, but he keeps going, moving in and out, slowly and deliberately, making me whimper while also keeping me quiet.

“Because this is a secret, right? We don’t want her to know,” he continues, whispering.

“That we’re fucking. That we’ve been fucking all night, and we’ll fuck more.

We’ll fuck until I have to get back. We don’t want her to know that her sister was being a whore for her brother’s cock.

So her brother had to give her some. Her brother had to feed his big, fat dick into her sister’s pretty pink pussy and fuck her with it because she wouldn’t leave him alone.

” He keeps moving in and out of me, whispering all the dirty things that make me go even crazier, that make me moan harder.

That make me go to pieces for him as he continues, “We don’t want our sister to know, baby, the things we’re doing up here, the things I’m doing to you with my dick and the things you’re letting me do to your pussy, are the things no brother or sister should ever do to each other.

Doesn’t matter if you add ‘step’ in front of it.

But it sure as fuck makes my stepsister’s pussy wetter and makes her come harder, thinking about it. ”

The moan I emit at this is the loudest one yet, and I know for a fact if he wasn’t covering my mouth, Snow and all our neighbors would’ve heard it. But I can’t help it even if I wanted to. Because his filthy words also make me come, and as always, he follows me to the edge.

It takes a few minutes for us both to come down from the high.

To calm our panting breaths and cool down our sweaty bodies.

But the moment I gather enough sense, I flip to my back, ready to get out of bed and check on Snow.

I don’t get very far however. Because he puts his arm on my tummy and hauls me to his side.

I push at his chest. “But Snow?—”

He has his head on the pillow, his eyes closed, his face and his body both looking sated, sleepy. “Already took care of it.”

“What?”

He squeezes my waist. “Gave her breakfast, her meds. Told her you were still sleeping. And that you probably would be asleep for a while.” He sighs, nuzzling his face in my spread-out hair. “Last I checked before I came up here, she was downstairs, reading her book. So she’s fine.”

“What about all the stuff?—”

“Took care of that too. Cleaned up the kitchen, the hallway. Cleaned up all the broken glass, boarded the window for now. Called someone to take care of it when Snow’s in school tomorrow so she doesn’t notice it.”

The flowers he got me last night were left in the hallway, right outside of my room, abandoned.

Like he’d dropped them before he ran outside and got a soccer ball instead to burst through my window.

Last night, after round number one, we showered together and went downstairs to get something to eat.

Which is when I found them and brought them upstairs along with strawberries and cream, his favorite.

I also took the time to check on his knees.

They were scraped because of the glass, but apparently athletes have really elaborate first-aid kits and medical supplies.

So I was able to clean it all up and bandage it to my heart’s content.

After, of course, a lot of resistance and ‘it’s not a big deal’ from him.

It takes a second after he’s assuaged all my worries for my heart to calm down.

Once it’s beating at a normal rhythm, I put my hand on his jaw, cupping it, caressing it, thanking God that his eyes are closed or he’d be able to see how much I love him.

How my heart, my blood, my very essence beats for him and no one else. Then, “Thank you.”

Finally, he opens his eyes, all dark and pretty, and I swallow, trying to hide all these feelings inside of me. “It’s my job.”

“What?”

He flicks his eyes over my face for a second. Then, in a tone that belies his relaxed stance, he says, “You say I don’t talk.”

“I’m sorry?”

“So this is me talking and telling you it’s my job.”

“Your job to do what?”

“To worry about things,” he explains, “to take care of them.”

“I’m not?—”

He rolls into me then, covers me with his body, settles himself in the cradle of my thighs. Framing my face with his hands, he rumbles, “I’m always so needy for you that I don’t stop to think and you always think too much.”

I clutch his sides, hot and smooth. “What are you talking about?”

His eyes flick back and forth between mine.

“You probably took it upon yourself, didn’t you?

Keeping this secret for me.” I swallow when I start to understand what he means.

He presses his fingers in my cheeks as he continues, “It’s not your secret, it’s mine.

And when the time comes to deal with it, I’ll be the one taking care of it. ”

“But—”

“No,” he commands, his face grave and determined.

“We’re not going to have any discussion about this.

There is no compromise here. There’s no two-way street.

I’m the one who’ll take the brunt of it if and when our family finds out.

I’ll be the one to talk to Snow and explain things if and when I have to.

Do you understand? I won’t have you worry about this.

” His eyes flicker over my features. “I won’t have you worry about anything.

Not anymore. Not even the fucking media.

You need to focus on your courses, on what you want to do next semester. ”