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“Condom?” he asks.

“I’ve only been with you since we first hooked up. And I’m tested monthly to remain a member at Temptations,” I confess sheepishly.

He settles between my legs, our cocks pressed against each other, trapped between our abdomens as his mouth descends on mine. Our kiss is slow and methodical, a sensual, languid caress of our tongues, capturing each other’s moans and swallowing them down.

“I did the same thing. I’m clean, and I haven’t been with anyone but you in a long time. The idea of nothing between us makes me fucking feral.”

“So, no condom?”

“No condom. Are you ready? Be sure. We don’t have to do this. I want you to be comfortable, I know what a big deal it is to let someone else inside your body. I want you to trust me, Carter.”

His words nearly break me and I fucking hate that I lashedout the way I did. I don’t want him to question anything, I want us to both be in this.

“I’m sorry, Finn. I didn’t mean anything I said; I was scared and confused. I trust you. I choose you. I want this. Want you, baby, so fucking much.”

His face goes molten, and he doesn’t ask any more questions, just lines up his thick cock with my open hole, pushing my legs back and looking down at where we’re about to be joined.

“Bear down for me.”

I do as he says, Finn’s thick head pressing against me without too much resistance. I can’t help but wince as he gives me a moment to adjust to his girth.

“You’re way bigger than three fucking fingers, man.”

“Shh, you can take it. Be my good boy, Carter?”

“Fuck you,” I grit out through clenched teeth, even though there’s a smile lifting on my lips.

“Happily.” His cock slips all the way in, his chest collapsing onto mine as his hands find my face. I let out a loud groan as I’m filled for the first time.

“Fuck, I love you.” Time freezes, my eyes wild as I stare into his. Those three words wash over me, stunning me. Finn loves me? “I know this isn’t the best timing, with my dick buried in your ass for the first time, but I couldn’t hold it back another moment. I love you, Carter. So fucking much it hurts.”

I seize his face with my hands, the burn, the ache, our families, the magazine article, the distillery, everything outside of this little room disappears. Pulling his mouth to mine and giving him a bruising kiss, I know I feel the same way. I didn’t want it. I fought it hard. But just like a storm on a path of destruction, Finn wrecked all my plans, knocking down every single wall of protection I built, ripping me bare until the real me was left raw and open.

“I love you, Finn. Fuck, baby. I love you too.”

Finn’s eyes fill with tears, and my heart nearly bursts from the abundance of emotion filling me.

“You love me?”

“Yeah, baby. I love you. You came into my life and wrecked everything I thought I knew and wanted.” Finn pulls back slightly as my hands clasp his face, my thumbs brushing the tears away from under his eyes. “But you showed me everything I’ve been missing; you’ve shown me who I really am and what I want. I’m leaning in, baby. I’m all in.”

“Fuck. I needed to hear you say that,” he whispers on a rough exhale, his forehead resting against mine. My hands glide down the strong muscles of his back, grasping his ass and squeezing.

“Finn?”

“Yeah?”

“I need you to move now.”

“You want it, lover?”

“Fuck yeah I do. Show me what you got.”

Finn pulls out and then slams back in, and a moan spills from my lips as his dick rubs against my prostate, the burn from the stretch just a small simmer now. He doesn’t hold back or restrain himself, he fucks me like he needs this just as much as I do.

“Ohhmygodohfuuuck,” I mutter, my words unintelligible and garbled as I hold him close to me.

“Fuck that’s so hot, who knew you’d like bottoming?”