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“Yeah?” I ask, looking up at her, flicking my tongue over her pebbled flesh.
“Please, I want you Travis.”
“I need you babygirl,” I groan in response, shoving my boxers down around my thighs.
Holding myself up on both arms, I hover over her as she reaches in her nightstand and pulls out a condom. Tearing the wrapper open, she quickly discards it as she reaches between us and slides the condom down over my dick.
As she wraps her hands around my back, I reach down between us and line myself up with her entrance.
“A-are you sure?” I stammer.
She nods her head yes, biting down on her bottom lip, looking at me with a stare that could melt entire icebergs.
Pushing forward, I slide into her slowly and she winces, digging her nails into my back.
"Are you ok?" I stop and look down at her.
"I-It's ok, keep going," she whispers.
Pressing my forearms to the mattress, I cage her head with my elbows as I inch further inside of her. It’s so tight and I don’t know how anyone does this without blowing their load in mere seconds.
“Travis,” she breathes, pulling her knees back, wrapping her legs around my ass.
Our noses graze as I slowly inch out of her and push back in. Her lips claim mine, and I fall into her, pumping faster and faster. Chasing this feeling of eternal bliss. Right here, with her. Slowing my pace, trying to prolong this feeling, I cup her cheek with one hand and kiss her harder.
My balls tighten and I know I can’t keep going.
Our teeth clash together as I deepen our kiss and increase my pace. Thrusting in and out of her so fast, she moans into my mouth, as she bucks her hips up, meeting my pace.
“Travis,” she whimpers, “I’m going to, I- I”
“Shhh, I got you baby,” I whisper as her moans turn to a muffled scream against my lips. Her pussy clenches around my dick in a lock tight grip and I fall apart. I come so hard that my world shatters.
Our bodies still, and I don’t move, afraid of ruining the moment. She’s blissed out, smiling, eyes glazed over and I want to remember her like this forever.
“Spence,” I whisper.
“Yeah,” she murmurs, looking up at me from beneath half lidded eyes.
“I love you.”
“I love you too.”
“I mean, I love you. I just… I need you to never forget that. Never doubt it. We are end game babygirl. I promise you,” a tear threatens to spill over my eyelid but I blink it back quickly. She doesn’t understand the layers to what I’m saying. To what I really mean. But one day she will.
“I know,” she whispers, running her fingertips softly up my spine, and I nuzzle my face into the crook of her neck.
All the lies I’ve told recently weigh heavy on my soul. I’m not lying right now though. I’m going to figure this out one day. One day, I’ll come back for her.
Chapter nine
Spencer
Sunlight peeks through the cracks of my mini-blinds, and the bird that stalks me is chirping outside of my window, making it impossible for me to sleep in. Groaning I yank the pillow out from under my head and chuck it at the window, hoping it’ll scare the bird away.
It doesn’t.
Rubbing my eyes, I roll over. Reaching across the mattress, I feel empty space beside me. Confusion settles in, and I sit up quickly, looking around my room.