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“Harder, Beck. Bite me a little harder.” I’m practically panting.

He pulls his mouth off my nipple and moves over to the other one. I’m so lost in this feeling that I think I might be pulling his hair.

Beck lets my other nipple pop out of his mouth, and he leans back on his heels. He takes one finger and slowly drags it through my center, then takes it and puts it in his mouth. “Fuck, Charlie. You are so sweet.”

He moves between my legs, and I widen them further so he can position himself over me. On his knees, he leans back to look at me. I’m completely open to him now, and the look he gives me makes me feel like he might just destroy me.

Beck slides his hands up my thighs, then under them to grab my ass. He tilts my hips up slightly so his dick can reach my opening. With his hands still cupping my ass, he starts sliding his erection between my slit, which is now so wet that the friction from this movement might just make me come.

“Please tell me you’re still on the pill.”

“Yes, I’m still on it.”

I rock my hips up slightly, and the tip reaches my opening. We both stop and look at each other. With his eyes on me, Beck slowly pushes in. We moan, and then I let out a breath I didn’t realize I had been holding in.

He pulls back to his tip, then pushes back in until he’s completely covered by me to his base. His eyes haven’t left mine.

He stops moving and says, “Charlie, I’ve needed you. I’ve waited for you and hoped you would come back to me. I know you’re here, but”—he moves his hand over my heart—“I want you here. I know we have so much to talk about?—”

“Not now. Let’s just be here together. I’m not ready to go backward. All I know is, in this moment, I am exactly where I want to be.”

“There’s no going back once we start this. I won’t survive you leaving me again. You’re mine now. And forever. You understand me?”

I see the intensity in his eyes, but also … he’s allowing himself to be vulnerable, and he deserves the same from me.

“Yes.”

“Yes what, Charlie? I want to hear you say it. Say you’re mine.”

“I’ve always been yours, Beck.” My heartbeat is going wild, and I’m not sure if it’s because I’m so turned on or because of his words.

“Right answer,” he says, pulling back, then pushing in with short movements, like he’s teasing me.

“Beck, I need you closer.” I slide my hands up his arms and stop at his biceps to pull him to me.

He releases my ass and braces his arms on either side of my head. Without disconnecting from my body, he straightens his legs between mine. He pulls out again, then pushes in. His face is right above mine, and our eyes lock.

“More. I need more.” I lift my head just enough to kiss his lips, and he returns the kiss, making it go from soft to hard in seconds. “Don’t stop, but go a little slower and keep kissing me,” I pant.

He pushes into me again, and he circles his hips enough to put pressure on my clit, driving me crazy.

“Like that?” he asks with a smirk.

“Yeah, that feels good. You feel so good.” I start moving my hips in tandem with his, and we kiss again, tongues tangling.

Our pace picks up, and my orgasm is getting closer. Beck pulls back from our kiss and tucks his head into the side of my neck. His mouth is open, and I can feel his hot breath on my skin.

“Are you close?” he asks, mumbling against my skin.

“Yesss. So close,” I breathe. “Don’t stop.”

I can feel my muscles tighten around him, pulling him inside me more. Our pace quickens, to the point that we’re almost out of control and our movements are jerky. His head is still tucked into my neck, but I need to look at him when he comes.

“Beck, eyes on me.”

He lifts his head, and his mouth hovers over mine, but he’s far enough back so that we can look into each other’s eyes. When he looks at me like this, it feels like the most erotic moment of my life. I can feel him everywhere.

“Come for me, baby. Let it go. I want to feel that pussy choke me.”