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And that was exactly what I needed.

My body instinctively knew what to do. I blew him, taking note of every time his breath stuttered. I heard every little groan that fell from his lips, noticed every tightening of his abs.

Most of all, I noticed when his hand dropped to the back of my head and his hips moved, thrusting deeper and deeper into my mouth.

“You’re taking me so well,” he groaned. “You’re fucking perfect, Violet.”

Something inside me lit up at his praise. Craved it. Was desperate for more words that confirmed I could besexy. That I could please a man, even one as sexually experienced as Whip had to be.

His cock hit the back of my throat, but the fear of choking I expected didn’t come. My arousal gathered between my legs, and his dick inside my mouth only turned me on. I pressed my fingers between my thighs, finding my clit and rubbing it, trying to find some relief.

I wanted to see him fall apart. Taste him. I wanted him to come.

I wanted to come with him.

But he pulled out with a groan, and when I tried to complain, he dropped his mouth to mine, kissing me to shut me up, then whispering, “Look at you fingering yourself, Violet. You’ve been doing that your whole adult life, haven’t you? I can tell, because you know exactly how to get yourself off fast.”

I didn’t have to answer him. It would have been obvious to anyone in the room I was so close to the edge of an orgasm. He was right. I knew my body well. Knew how to get myself to come in less than a minute. A vibrator and a few rubs of my clit, aided by one of my romance books, and I could be pulsing out an orgasm in less time than it took to heat up a microwave dinner.

But it was rarely truly satisfying.

It scratched an itch, so I could go on with my day, but never more than that.

He kissed me as he crawled across the bed, pushing me back against the soft mountain of pillows. He kissed my neck, sucking and licking every spot that had me moaning, until he got to my ear. His tongue flickered over it, hot and dirty, sending chills of pleasure down my spine.

“That’s your man’s job now,” he whispered. “You want to come, sweetheart? You come to me. You don’t deprive me of watching your body writhe in pleasure, or the squeeze of your pussy around my cock.”

I groaned, his deep voice a sexy caress of breath down my neck. My brain short-circuited, pretending that just for a moment, this wasn’t the show he put on for all his clients but one that was specifically for me.

“Now tell me you want me inside you, Violet.”

“Yes,” I moaned, more turned on than I’d ever been in my life.

“Then open your legs and watch me take you.”

My breath hitched at the dirty words and the bossy commands that only had me breathless rather than wanting to argue. I spread my thighs for him, fighting off the voices in my head that hated being this vulnerable with another person.

They tried to tell me I wasn’t good enough for him. Wasn’t pretty. Wasn’t perfect.

And yet Whip stared down at me like I was.

The way his gaze heated at the sight of my pussy, wide open and desperate for him, was what I’d needed from a man ever since I was old enough to know what sex was.

He leaned across the bed, grabbing his jeans and pulling a condom from the pocket. He ripped open the packet with his teeth and then rolled the latex sheath along his length.

I took note of every step, loving the way his cock throbbed while he covered himself.

His gaze drifted over my naked body, centering on my pussy, already lightly pulsing, anticipating the feel of him sliding inside me, stretching my opening.

And then he fit himself at my entrance, coating his tip in the wet pool of arousal before pushing inside.

I gasped at the intrusion. He was bigger than my vibrator, but warmer too. It was an entirely different feeling having him inside me.

But one I could very easily get addicted to.

“More,” I moaned.

He dragged his hips forward, inch by agonizing inch, my body adjusting to his as he filled me, until every inch of his cock was enveloped inside my body and his base hit my clit, adding in a new sensation that had me gasping.