Page 43 of Safe (King’s Heart #1)
“I got tested at the beginning of the school year. And you’re the only person I’ve been with since.
” He pauses a moment, his eyes wandering all over my face.
“Also, if you mention anyone that came before me again, I’ll take it out on your little hole.
” His hand travels down between us, and he smoothly circles a finger around the tight muscle, swirling the spit still there—dipping inside for just a moment, making my eyes roll back in my head.
“Abuse the fuck out of it until you scream for me to stop. Show you who owns it now.”
I nod frantically. “Yes. Please, just fuck me.”
I can barely recognize the needy slut I sound like. I’ve never been so submissive for another person, but that’s all I want to do for Landon. Let him do whatever he wants to me—knowing he only wants to make me feel good.
He sits up and grabs the lube from beside me, pouring a generous amount on his fingers before returning to my hole, rubbing briefly before pushing inside.
I sigh the moment he breeches me. It’s soft and contented, floating straight up into the charged air around us. Having any part of him inside of me is remarkable. A spiritual experience. He’s my religion. My messiah.
When he adds a second finger, I can’t help the sharp gasp that comes out of my mouth.
“You are so fucking perfect,” he rasps, eyes mesmerized by the sight of his fingers noisily pumping in and out of my ass, opening me for his thick cock. “I can’t wait to feel your tight little hole strangling me. Gonna fill you up and breed you, pet.”
His words and motions compound until I’m a sweating, blubbering mess—wracked by lust and right on the edge of coming.
He withdraws his fingers and my body mourns the loss, but moments later, I feel the blunt, naked head of his cock at my entrance.
Our eyes snag, his warm ones bathing me in everything I’ve been missing from my life.
I think we both understand the gravity of this act—of sharing something we’ve never given to anyone else. Which is why our stare feels so heavy, weaved with all the implications going forward.
Even if I can’t follow through with them.
He drapes himself over my body, pressing his forehead against mine and closing his eyes. “I’ve got you, baby.”
The slightest pressure starts at my entrance as he pushes his hips forward, and I bear down, ready to let him in right away. The head of his cock pops in, and even though we’ve already done this many times, I still need time to adjust to his size.
He pets my hair and gently kisses all over my face. “It’s okay, baby. You’re doing so good, baby. You feel fucking amazing.”
I breathe through his words, trying to relax my body for him, and after a few moments, I feel the sting start to subside. “Y-you can go deeper,” I mumble.
He grabs onto my face to meld his lips to mine, driving his tongue inside, making me forget all the discomfort as he pushes another inch or two inside of me.
I still manage to gasp, but he swallows the sound down, all the while slowly filling me, stretching me to my limit until his pelvis rests against my ass.
The burn dissipates, and all that’s left is a sweet fullness. Somehow suffocating and satisfying me in the same breath.
“Okay, baby?” he croaks into my skin. His voice is fucking ruined—rough and trembling around his words.
“Yeah,” I pant. “Are you , though?”
He looks up and sees the smirk on my face and lets out a shaky laugh. “Honestly, no.” His hips give a small thrust forward, making the engorged head of his cock hit my prostate, whitening my vision.
“Oh shit,” I cry out, stretching my neck back against the bed while he groans.
He laughs again, raising his body off of mine, his muscles bunching and sliding underneath his smooth tan skin.
“It’s just…” His voice trails off as his hands run over my body—barely skimming over my impatient, sticky cock.
I whine when he grazes over it again. “I didn’t realize how this would feel.
It’s-it’s fucking amazing . You have to marry me right fucking now. ”
Now, I laugh, sputtering my lips over the idea.
His face screws up. “Oh my god, don’t laugh. You’re gonna make me bust.”
I wiggle my ass down on his cock. “Then fuck me.”
He drags his hips back lazily, letting me feel all the delicious ridges and veins in his dick before burying himself back inside.
“Fuck,” I moan breathily when he hits my prostate again.
He starts a steady pace, thrusting in and out of me with meticulous control. He stares down at me the entire time, his desire-drunk eyes closely watching as I become more unhinged each time he sinks back in.
His hips quickly become impatient, pistoning faster into my open hole, the sound of skin slapping filling the room. When he decides to finally give my desperate dick attention, spitting into his hand and slicking my shaft with it, my soul practically leaves my body.
My cock weeps onto his hand with every harsh tug he gives it. Perfectly timed with his reckless pumps.
I’m beyond unhinged at this point. I’ve lost my ability to speak, unintelligibly uttering nonsensical noises while I shamelessly push back on each of his thrusts, my legs dangling in the air as I fuck myself on his dick.
“Does my pet want to come?”
“ Fffuck yes, Lan. I’m s-so close.”
He slams his hips against my ass, starting shallower, harder thrusts, pegging my prostate.
I choke on the air as tingles converge from every corner of my body, steadily traveling inward, meeting in a quivering mass of energy in my balls and exploding.
“ Ohmygod. Ohmygod. I’m coming, Lan. Fuck it out of me. Yes. Yes. ”
My dick erupts onto my stomach, ribbons of warm cum painting my skin.
“Fuck yes, baby,” he moans as he ruts into me, fucking every ounce of cum out.
He lifts one of his legs, planting it on the bed and grabbing onto my hips for leverage as he relentlessly buries himself in me. At this new angle, his cock reaches even deeper, rearranging my fucking organs.
“You ready? I’m about to fucking breed you, pet. Give you all of my fucking cum. And you’re going to keep it all inside like the good slut you are. Oh, shit. Here it comes. Take it, baby. Take it .”
He moans the last sentence as his cock swells and unloads deep in my ass. Warmth floods my insides as his hips grind into my hole, fucking his cum as far into me as possible.
It makes something unlock inside of me. It’s a rebirth. Something that imprints onto my soul. Intertwining us forever even if we physically can’t be.
His body convulses on top of me, slowly getting closer to collapsing as he loses his strength.
“All mine. All mine. All mine,” he whispers quietly as he succumbs to his shaking and falls, my cum sandwiched between us, our racing hearts echoing off of each other.
After a while, he sits up on his elbows, dragging his lips across my chest as he periodically kisses my skin.
“I’m going to pull out now. You have to be a good pet and keep all of my cum inside you.
” I nod and he slowly pulls out. I hiss at the slight sting as his dick slides out, trying to clench so I don’t spill his seed.
Once he’s fully out, he reaches his hand down and circles two fingers around my sore entrance, lowering to his haunches on the floor so he’s eye level with it.
“Look at my pet’s poor, slutty hole.” His voice is dreamy and wistful as his fingers continue massaging my aching ring of muscle. “It’s so swollen and pink.”
Suddenly, his fingers breech me, eliciting a startled gasp from my lips.
He groans, wiggling his fingers around. “You took my cum so well, baby. I love feeling it soak inside you.”
His praise lights me up, almost making me tell him to put another load in me. I want all his cum. I want him to constantly fill me up until my belly distends and I forget everything else.
He lets out a sigh and carefully extracts his fingers, disappearing and bringing back a warm cloth that he presses to my hole. He throws it on the ground when he’s done and gingerly rearranges my body so he can curl up next to me, pulling the blankets over both of us.
“Love you, baby,” he murmurs sleepily.
My heart constricts.
I never meant for this to happen.
I got lost in him. And how could I not? Anyone would.
He’s the epitome of a good person. I tried to drive him away at every opportunity—hiding and lashing out, and he still reached underneath all of that and found me.
The only one who ever has.
But things just got much more real. He’s so close to knowing the truth. And no one can know.
I’ll make sure of that.