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“This time…” His thumb lands on my swollen clit and my stomach tightens.

I feel myself about to moan and I look at him again before allowing it to leave my lips.

His eyes hood, “This time I want to hear every sound you make for me, gorgeous.” He thrusts his fingers into me, curving them inside me in a way that heightens everything. “Let them hear how much you want me.”

I let my head fall back as I keep my back arched, my mind taking in every touch and sensation he’s giving me. His hot breath hits my clit and I lift my hips to get the friction of his tongue again.

I need it.

“That’s it. Ride my tongue.” His free hand caresses my breast, tugging at my hardened nipples and giving me a mixture of pain and pleasure. Something I didn’t know would go so well together, but fuck, I wanted more of it. I wanted more of everything he was giving me.

My core starts to coil up and the walls tighten around his fingers.

He must notice too because he sucks my clit in a pulsing motion that takes me over the edge, his fingers rubbing my walls as I crash into my orgasm.

I scream his name as I am pushed over the edge and my whole body begins to shudder.

“My name has never sounded so fucking good.”

My body goes limp in his hold as he climbs on top of me. His lips meet mine again, the kiss so gentle compared to how ravenous he was moments ago.

“Kameron…that was…” I breathe out.

“Fucking amazing. Watching you fall apart on my mouth was the hottest thing I’ve ever witnessed.”

He lifts up, tugging his shirt off and then his pants.

“Now I want to watch you fall apart on my cock.”

Need flows through me again and I feel myself getting wet just from his words. He pushes my legs wide open as he looks down at my pussy .

“Looks like you like that idea,” he leans over to his nightstand, pulling out a square package. He rips it open and pulls out a circle and takes it to his hard dick, letting it wrap over him. “Do you want to cum on my cock, El?”

I stare as he rolls it completely down his long length, allowing myself to finally look at him. He is way bigger than his fingers…not giant, but definitely not a size I would imagine would fit in…there. But fuck, the way I want him to fill me is more tempting than the nervousness I feel.

I need this, I need Kameron to give me this, to give me him . And I want to give myself to him.

I nod.

“I need you to tell me with your words, El.”

“I want to feel you, Kam.”

His hands grab underneath my knees, a yelp escapes as he yanks me towards him.

He leans down, taking my breath away as he kisses me like he hasn’t seen me in years.

My hands wrap around his neck, his chest meeting mine, and the skin-to-skin contact has me craving to feel every inch of him.

I feel him grind his length through my wet core and we both groan at the feeling.

His lips never leaving mine as his tip lines up with my entrance.

His tongue glides across my bottom lip and I open my mouth for him.

His tongue meets mine and I shiver with delight, his tip pushing into me and I catch my breath, bracing myself for whatever is to come.

He stretches me and I expected it to hurt like before, but this time the pain feels…

good. Kameron goes sl ow, allowing me to adjust to his size.

The way he fills me up has goosebumps erupting across my body.

“God damn it, El. You are so fucking tight.” He pulls back out of me slowly and thrusts into me a bit faster this time.

His chest is still on mine and his pelvis rubs my clit each time.

Every motion has my eyes rolling back in my head and my skin grows hotter.

I feel so full as he thrusts into me and his head lowers again to my agonizingly sensitive nipple.

“Fuck, Kam.” I moan out.

“Does that feel good?”

“Yes. You feel so…” I gasp for air as he drags my sensitive nub between his teeth.

He sits up, both hands on my hips, lifting them on top of his lap as he leans back still thrusting into me.

“I feel so what ? Tell me.” He growls the words.

“You feel so... good. ” His palm lands on my clit rubbing it in the same rhythm as his hips hitting my thighs.

“I don’t know how much longer I can last.” His own words shudder, “Cum for me, El.” His eyes lock on mine, “Cum on my cock.”

My whole body spasms as I explode in ecstasy. My walls convulse around his thick cock as his own thrusts become uneven and I hear him groan out his own release. His dick twitches inside me, my legs shake from the sensation. My own orgasm coming down from its high .

“Fuck.” He huffs out as he lays me down completely. He pulls out of me and I already miss the heat and feeling of him inside me. “Let me clean you up.”

I watch through hazy eyes as he goes to the bathroom, returning with a wet washcloth and gently cleans between my thighs before tossing it into the hamper and crawling back into bed, pulling me into a cuddle.

“You okay?” He says in my ear, caressing his finger along my waistline.

“I have never been better.” I turn to face him, tears stinging my eyes now as I give him a soft kiss.

He pulls back, “Hey, you’re crying. Did I hurt you?”

I shake my head, “No, no, it was perfect. You were perfect.”

His brow pinched together, “Then why are you crying?” he brushes a tear off my cheek, “What’s wrong?”

“That’s how it should have been.” My words are shaky, Kameron’s eyes still scan over my face, confused. “It should have been with you.” My mind starts to speed up as everything crashes into me at once. “You should have been my first.”

His eyes widen and he pulls me into his arms, his lips kissing the top of my head as he begins to rock me back and forth.

“He was your first? He took your–”

“Yes.” I cut off the bitter truth he is about to voice.

He pulls back his hands, holding each side of my face as he scans my expression, “I will be your first. Don’t let him own that part of you.

He tried to steal that from you. If you want me to be your first..

.” He kisses me softly, “Then I will accept the piece of you that you’ve honored me with. Not him.”

I lay my head back into his chest to allow him to hold me through this.

It really should have been him.