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chapter thirteen

Emily

Now

I screamed, terror a hot buzz beneath my skin as the plane tilted and the ground rose up. I clawed at my armrests, hanging on tight as there was another jolt and another tilt. Pleasepleaseplease . I had no idea who I was begging, but it was the only word that raced through my mind. I squeezed my eyes shut, but not before I caught sight of a large fire burning in the distance out the window, and several smaller fires spread out all around it.

The earth is on fire. Why is the earth on fire?

My stomach lurched as the plane bucked and then began to nose-dive. My squeal mixed with Charlie’s yelp—a horror-filled duet. We were both pitched forward, jerking in tandem against our lap belts. “Holy fuck !” Charlie yelled.

Brace for impact. Brace for impact. The words Tuck had relayed from the pilot pounded in my skull.

I turned my head to see Tuck gripping his armrests too, his gaze focused straight-ahead, jaw clenched tightly, brows bunched severely. I remembered that expression. It flashed in my mind, blooming large, the clock turning back.

I jerked forward again, the memory melting as though the flames from below had reached up and licked into my reeling mind, the lightning flashing in the sky, scorching my frayed and fearful nerves.

My back slammed against the seat as the plane righted, my gaze fixing on the portion of cockpit I could see through the wide gap in the blue privacy curtain. The pilot’s hand gripped a lever or a gear or whatever it was. He was holding it so tightly his knuckles were white. For several minutes, the plane soared and dove, the small plunges seeming somewhat controlled as though the pilot was lowering the altitude the only way he was able. I dared a glance out the window, the ground much closer than it’d been before. “We’re going to crash,” I sobbed. Brace for impact. Brace for impact.

“No,” Tuck said, not turning his head but raising his voice. “We’re going to land. It’s going to be bumpy. Hold on.”

Okay. Okay. We were going to land. He sounded so sure, and his instruction gave me hope. We weren’t going to crash. We were just going to experience a very rough landing. Okay. Hold on. Okay.

Next to me Charlie had his eyes clenched shut and a low humming was coming from the back of his throat as though he was barely holding back a scream. I reached over and grabbed his hand, linking his fingers with mine. He didn’t open his eyes, but he gripped my hand tightly.

We broke through the cloud cover and the lightning diminished, the sky brightening. The ground grew nearer, but then the plane turned, heading in the other direction. An open field appeared, and the plane dipped, my stomach rising into my throat, vomit threatening. Breathe, Emily. Breathe.

Hold on.

I hadn’t heard any landing gear come down. We had no wheels. How were we going to—

The plane hit the ground with a violent bang, and my body bounced, an intense burn spreading from my hip across my stomach as I screamed.

Glass breaking. Screeching metal. Pain.

We were on the ground, but the plane was still flying across the earth. The tail tilted, and for a moment I was suspended forward, held in place only by my belt, a horrible crunch exploding in my ears before the plane once again slammed backward.

Groaning, both human and machine. Labored breaths. Settling metal.

“Are you guys okay?” Tuck. It was Tuck’s voice. I managed to turn my head and meet his eyes. His gaze jumped over me, and then looked to Charlie. I realized one of my hands was still linked with Charlie’s and the other was holding Tuck’s. I didn’t even remember reaching for him. I let go of them both, assessing my body, moving my limbs, shaking so hard my teeth were chattering. My hip burned, and my head ached, but I seemed to be mostly okay. I nodded, a jerky movement of chin to chest. I couldn’t find my voice.

“We have to get out of here,” Tuck said. “There’s a fire somewhere. I smell the smoke. And I smell jet fuel too. There’s probably a leak.” Fire. Jet fuel. Leak. Danger. I felt numb and still shaky, and it took me several tries to reach down and remember how to unlatch a seat belt. My thoughts were disjointed, my body nonreactive. Suddenly, Tuck was standing in front of me, leaning in. I felt his warmth, and I smelled his sweat. It was familiar and somehow comforting, and I pulled in a gasping breath, not realizing I’d practically forgotten to breathe for a minute.

“Shit,” he swore, struggling with the belt across my lap. “It’s stuck. I’m going to have to pull hard. This might hurt.”

“I don’t care,” I said, suddenly desperate to be free. To get out of this death trap. He met my eyes, thinning his lips before he yanked the latch and pulled the strap away. I flinched, feeling a burning pain where the belt must have cut into my skin, but I stood shakily.

Next to me, Charlie was standing too, already having unbelted himself. He looked glassy-eyed and shocked. He lunged toward the door and pulled the lever, wrenching the door open and then practically hurling himself through the opening. A blast of cold air hit me, working to bring me from my semi-stupor.

“Go,” Tuck ordered. I did as he said, sitting on the edge of the opening and then jumping down. My legs buckled, and I landed on my knees, prickly grass biting into my skin. My breath came in white pants, and I reached down, taking fistfuls of grassy earth in my hands and gripping it, the cold dirt falling through my fingers. Sobs racked my body, and distantly, I heard the sounds of retching. Charlie.

When I finally raised my head and looked around, taking in several deep, cleansing breaths, I saw that we were in a massive field, nothing but trees and grass for as far as the eye could see.

“Help me out here!” Tuck said. I turned toward his voice and saw that he was standing in the plane’s doorway, holding the unconscious pilot under his armpits. The pilot. God, we’d left the pilot. Blood was dripping down the man’s face and there was a large gash on his forehead. I stood, trembling but swallowing my sobs. Charlie was still retching, so I took several steps back toward the door where Tuck turned the pilot’s body so that I could hold his legs while Tuck supported his upper half, sitting down and then sliding off the edge with him. The pilot’s head lolled, and I noticed the front of his shirt was soaked in blood too. Oh God. The cockpit had taken the brunt of the impact. It was a wonder Tuck had been able to get him out.

“We need to move away from the plane,” Tuck said. I walked with him, supporting the pilot’s legs. I wasn’t even sure how I managed it, except that Tuck was instructing me. If he thought I was capable, then I guess I was. When we got about fifty feet from the plane, we laid the man down on the grass. Tuck supported his head, setting it gently on the earth before placing two fingers on his throat.

“Is he…okay?” Charlie asked, coming up next to me and wiping his mouth with a shaking hand.

Tuck’s fingers fell away from the pilot’s neck, and he hung his head for a moment before standing. “No,” he said, turning away from us. “He’s gone.” He shifted his head so I could only see his profile. “But he saved our lives, and he deserves our gratitude.”

Gone. Oh God. Oh no. He was dead. I couldn’t even remember his name. I’d barely paid attention to him, and he’d saved my life. Our lives. Another sob rose in my throat, and I brought my hand to my mouth so it wouldn’t escape. I turned away from the dead pilot and closed my eyes. He’d given his life and we were standing here, banged up, but alive.

Tuck was striding back toward the plane. I could now see the fire and smoke Tuck had smelled. It was small, but if it was near the fuel tank—which I really had no idea if it was—then we needed to stay far away. “What are you doing?” I yelled to Tuck.

“Gathering what I can,” he called back. I started to follow him, but Charlie stopped me with a hand to my arm.

“There’s no reason for all three of us to put ourselves in danger,” he said. “Grab our phones!” he called to Tuck. “And some water!” He lowered his hand. “I’m thirsty as hell.” Tuck either didn’t hear him, or ignored him, hopping back up through the open door and disappearing into the cabin. A minute later, a suitcase came flying out, landing on the ground with a thud. I debated joining him and helping to grab whatever we could but hesitated. Charlie was probably right. Tuck was obviously willing to take this risk. If something happened to him, we’d be available to help. We had a good visual of the fire and could shout at him if it started to spread.

I jogged forward and picked up the suitcase and then delivered it several feet away, under a small, bare tree. Tuck continued to toss things out of the door, Charlie and I “rescuing” them and putting them in the pile we’d made at a distance I’d deemed safe.

“You’re shivering,” Charlie said as we stood waiting for Tuck to toss something else from the door or emerge to join us. “And your teeth are chattering.”

Where is he? Charlie ran his hands up and down my bare arms. “Do you have something warm in your suitcase?”

I nodded, my eyes glued to the plane. Come on. What was taking him so long? I startled when the fire at the back of the plane jumped, a burst of sparks exploding as though it’d encountered something flammable. “Tuck?” I called. My eyes darted past the windows, trying to catch sight of him inside. I took a step forward just as he appeared in the doorway. My breath released, my shoulders dropping. He was holding a blanket that obviously contained a pile of stuff, his fist gripping the gathered fabric that held it closed. He jumped from the door and started walking toward us just as the fire leaped again, causing another small explosion. Tuck picked up his pace, walking quickly and then jogging as the fire surged and spread, whooshing toward the cabin and blooming large behind him.

I let out a small scream, turning my cheek as the warmth billowed toward us. “Grab the stuff,” Tuck said, foisting the loaded blanket at Charlie and then turning toward where the pilot lay. “I think the plane’s about to blow.”

I could smell the fuel now, closer and more pungent as though Tuck had stepped in a puddle of it. I bent, grabbing the handle of my suitcase.

“Did you get the phones?” Charlie asked.

“Yeah,” Tuck said. “Maybe we can get some service but I’m not hopeful.”

“What if we can’t?” Charlie asked. “It’s cold as fuck out here.”

Tuck ignored him, heading over to the dead pilot.

“What are you going to do?” Charlie asked.

Tuck didn’t answer him. He seemed to be in some zone, or on a mission only he had been given. He bent and picked the dead man up under his armpits. His jaw was set, muscles bunched, dirt smeared across his cheek, the pilot’s blood on his clothing as he adjusted his weight and began dragging him across the ground. Charlie and I stumbled along behind him. “I’m going to get his body a safe distance away from the fire and then figure out where the fuck we are,” Tuck murmured almost as if to himself.

Seconds later, we all hit the ground when a giant boom filled the air, an explosion creating a whoosh of heat. I screamed, covering my head as flying debris crashed to the ground with a thud. Close. Too close. Breath sawed from my lungs as I lifted my head moments later, taking note of Charlie and Tuck just rising as well. Flaming pieces of what had been the plane were scattered on the ground nearby. Behind us, the entire body was engulfed in fire. Tuck’s eyes met mine. “Are you okay?”

I nodded jerkily. Yes. But he almost hadn’t been. Thirty seconds longer in the plane, and he’d have gone up in flames.