Page 25 of Gin & Sin (Last Call #2)
TWENTY-FIVE
STEWART
I’m so nervous I think I could faint. The performance anxiety is real, and as Kit splays himself out on the bed, my cock springs to life, making me even more lightheaded from all the blood rushing down.
Kit grins, clearly aware of my racing thoughts. “You’ve had sex before, gorgeous. It’s not different.”
“I’m pretty sure it’s different.”
He extends his hand in invitation. “Come here.”
I climb into bed with him, sinking into his embrace and laying my head on his chest. “I want it to be good for you.”
“It will be because it’s with you. Once you do it the first time, it’ll get easier.”
“I know. It’s like losing your virginity all over again.”
“Just like that.” He rolls over so he’s on top of me, balancing above me in a push up pose. “I can take the lead if you’d like. I’m down with being a power bottom for a change.”
I laugh, reaching up to scratch his beard, but as a sexy idea comes to mind, my smile fades and I whisper, “Use me to get off, Kit.”
“There’s that mouth of yours again.” He presses down and kisses me, licking the inside of my mouth. “Fucking sexy.”
“I’m glad you think so.”
“I definitely think so.” He moves down my body, kissing and sucking, until he’s between my legs.
“I don’t need any help there. I’m so hard I might blow the second I get inside you.”
Kit chuckles, swirling his tongue around my belly button. “That’s okay. We’ve got lots of time to try again.” He kisses my stomach. “And again.” He moves down and nuzzles his face in my pubic hair. “And again.”
I gasp as Kit swirls his tongue around the tip of my cock. “Fuck, that feels good.”
“You ever hear of cock warming?”
I shake my head. “What is that?”
“Imagine lying here like this, but keeping your cock in my mouth. No sucking, no action at all.”
“That sounds incredible.”
“I’ve honestly never done it, but I can see wanting to with you. We could take turns while we watch TV.”
“Whatever you want to do with me is a resounding yes.”
Kit chuckles. “Good to know.” He rises to his knees, reaching next to me to grab the discarded bottle of lube.
I watch him flick it open and pour a steady stream over my erection. My stomach flutters with excitement and nerves, and my cock jerks, releasing a bit of precum.
“Don’t I need to prep you?” I ask, noticing how shaky my voice is.
“I got it covered.” Kit leans forward to kiss me again, harder and more urgently this time, and as I drag my hands down his back as far as I can reach, I realize he must be stretching himself.
“Shouldn’t I do that?” I mumble.
“I got you, babe.”
Seconds later, Kit flips us over and spreads his legs wide. He’s rubbing his hole with the sexiest smirk on his face.
“You want this?”
I nod, stroking my slick cock. “So much.”
“Then come get me.”
It’s not like I’m inexperienced with sex. Me and my ex even tried anal once, but it was a disaster that ended up causing pain for both of us. I push those thoughts away and focus on the gorgeous man beneath me. He knows what he’s doing, and he’s about to erase an old memory and replace it with what I hope is a much better one.
I align the head of my cock with his hole and carefully push my way in, my breath hitching from the tight heat of his body and the blissful look on his face.
“Fuck yeah,” Kit murmurs. “Go all the way in. I can handle it.”
Angling my hips, I manage to bottom out, but I can’t move. Any movement at all right now would send me embarrassingly over the edge. We lie like that for a few silent seconds. I don’t know what Kit is feeling, but my body shivers with anticipation.
“Ready, gorgeous?” Kit asks, gripping my forearms.
I’m not sure what I’m agreeing to, but I nod, knowing whatever it is, Kit is gonna make it good. “Ready.”