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His grin was wide and warm, making butterflies take off in my stomach as his thumb immediately went back to work.

“Do you want to use your safe word?”

“No.” I shook my head, biting my lip as the rest of his hand slipped under the material to where I was burning.

“Thank you,” Leo settled more against me, resuming the searing kisses. His tongue plundered my mouth, I almost couldn’t keep up with him. I was surrounded by Leo. His masculine scent, his hand pulling my pleasure to the surface, and his lips claiming mine in a way that felt almost primal.

I was barreling towards the edge, knowing that this was what he wanted. How he wanted to be inside of me “as fast as possible.” Usually, I didn’t perform well when there was pressure. I struggled in my past with feeling insecure about the fact that I didn’t get off as quickly as my partners, but that wasn’t a problem this time.

Leo loved me, and I loved him.

Leo wanted me, and I wanted him.

It was as simple as that.

My body understood.

So when I started gasping against his mouth, squeezing my eyes shut as my release throbbed through my core, I wasn’t too surprised I was able to get there as quickly as I did. Leo murmured encouraging words against my gasp, saying how well I was doing and how much he loved me.

I finally came down from the high, rubbing at my forehead as Leo went searching for a condom.

He shuffled around in his nightstand for a while longer than normal, before releasing a low, “Shit.”

“What is it?” I asked, opening my eyes to see his frown.

“I don’t have a condom,” he held the box upside down, dropping his head against the mattress when nothing fell out, “Fuck.”

I rolled over, drumming my fingers on the comforter in thought.

My legs squeezed together a moment later as if just realizing how devastating this was for me as well.

“Um…” I bit my bottom lip, almost distracted by the way Leo brushed his dark hair off of his face as he glanced at me, “We could not use one?”

Leo immediately slammed his face into the comforter and released the deepest scream. I was glad it was muffled because otherwise, that would have been very loud.

I frowned, but laughed, “You can just say no.”

“No, no,” Leo lifted his face again, his cheeks flushed and pupils blown as he crawled back over me to cup either side of my face with his hands, “Are you serious about not using one?”

I lifted a shoulder, “I’m not on the pill, but I’m not ovulating...if you want to risk it.”

“But do youwantme inside of you bare?” Leo pressed, his eyes darting between both of mine. Something heated in my veins at his question. The ache that currently felt released was building. It was as if my body anticipated this connection with him, and desperately needed it.

“I’ve never not used a condom before,” I skimmed my hands down his sides, “But I want to with you.”

Leo shook his head, “We can use a condom again after this. Not using one right now doesn’t mean we can’t use one ever again.”

“I know.” I saw his neck and chest heat, and his erection twitched against my leg the more we delved into this subject. Leo wanted this. He was excited at the idea of having unprotected sex. It was thrilling, and I was happily getting caught up in it.

“I need your clear consent for this, love,” Leo bent down to kiss my lips once more, “Do you want me inside of you without a condom?”

I smiled, “Yes. I want you inside of me.”

“Do you want me to finish somewhere else?” he added. I immediately shook my head.

“Don’t you dare.” Leo wheezed at my response, before dropping his head on my shoulder to gather himself. I laughed, wrapping my legs around his waist and arching my hips up, “I have Plan B at home. Maybe we can go to my house right after so I can take it.” I didn’t love the idea of Plan B destroying my hormones like it had for me in the past, but it was worth it to me to not get pregnant.

“If you want,” Leo groaned, flexing so that the tip of his cock teased me where I was wet and ready for him, “But I also had a vasectomy a few years ago.”