Page 123 of Lucifer's Mirror

She’s studying me, her head cocked to one side. Then she reaches out and touches the scar on my throat. “This hasn’t healed completely,” she says. “Shadowguard?”

I nod. “Yes.”

“You were bitten?”

“No, just claws.”

Her lips purse. She’s thinking about something, but maybe she doesn’t want to share it just yet. Maybe she doesn’t want to take my mind off what I have to do next. Finally, she sighs and lets it go.

Something has been troubling me, something I couldn’t ask in front of Khaosti. “Will you tell me something?”

“If I can.”

“If the mirror is the only portal to Hell, then why not let Khronus have it? He could send in an army and destroy Lucifer.”

Her expression becomes troubled. “Your mother didn’t tell me everything. I think she ran out of time. She was fading faster than she expected. But she did say that it was imperative that you go and face your father. There’s something you need to do.”

“But what?”

She purses her lips as though considering what to tell me. The truth would be good. “I’m not sure, but it’s connected to the amber you wear.”

I reach up and touch my pendant. It’s warm under my fingers, like a living thing. “What is it? Why is it so important?”

She glances away for a moment. “I don’t know. I’m sorry.” She gives a small shrug. “We have to believe that it will become clear in time.”

Frustration grates on my nerves, leaving them raw. I’d thought everything would be crystal clear once I had my memories back. I was wrong. Great.

Hecate obviously thinks it’s time to change the subject. “So, you’re ready to get the mirror. Can you tell me where it is?”

I shake my head. It’s better she doesn’t know. “My mother had good reason not to tell you.” Because Trystan was right about one thing—everyone breaks in the end. “Besides, I have to do this on my own.”

She nods. “I understand. I wish I could help you more.”

“You’ve helped me immensely. I couldn’t have gotten this far without you. It was your words that helped me remember.”

“Then I’m glad she entrusted you to me all those years ago.”

“So am I. And I’ll come back once I have the mirror safe.”

“Just know that you won’t have to go to Hell alone. When the time comes, I’ll be at your side.”

“Thank you.” But I can’t think that far ahead right now. “Before that, I need some serious training. I know I have magic but I can't access it.”

“I’m here for you always.” Suddenly, she looks tired. “You’re not waiting a day, are you? You’re leaving in the morning?”

“Yes. And I’ll go alone.” I’m not sure how Khaosti will feel about that, but that’s something I’ll face when it comes.

“Good. It’s the right decision. Now get some sleep, and I’ll see you on your way in the morning.” She kisses me on the forehead, and then she’s gone.

I stare at the door for long minutes. I know tomorrow is just the first step in an even longer journey.

One I may never come back from.

Chapter 57

When it Finally Happens (And by “It,” I Mean…)

WhenIleavetheroom, I hesitate.