Page 21 of Rejected Nanny Mate (Crystal Creek Wolves #3)

If I hadn't been senseless from my heat, I might have been more embarrassed, but his mouth had just been on my pussy, and I didn't have it in me to feel anything but desire. “Yes...is that a problem?”

“Not a problem. It's amazing.”

I tried to roll my hips, but his free hand kept my body in place as he leaned up over me and kissed me. This time, it was softer, sweeter, and there was something about the way he was touching me that was making the need inside of me less frantic.

“I'm going to take care of you, baby,” he promised. “We'll go slow. Just relax.”

He kissed down my body again until he reached my core, and he worked his finger into my entrance once more.

When he met that barrier, he sucked my clit between his lips hard, and the wave of pleasure drowned out the slightest pinch as the barrier broke.

With that, he was fully inside me, and Joe pulled out, covering two fingers with my slick this time before curling them into me.

“That's it,” he growled. “You're taking my fingers so well, baby.”

This time, there was no pain, only pleasure, and when he crooked his fingers and hit some secret place inside of me, I saw stars behind my eyelids.

I was trembling, and Joe was murmuring soft words of encouragement against my skin.

His tongue and mouth were still working on my clit, and soon I was clenching around his fingers.

My first orgasm hit me hard, and it was nothing like anything I'd ever felt before.

It was like I was being ripped apart and put back together at the same time, and it was all because of him.

“Oh my god,” I panted as the tremors slowly subsided.

Joe was kissing his way back up my body, and when he got to my face, he nuzzled my neck, inhaling deeply. “You're doing so well, Omega. Are you ready to take my cock?”

“Yes,” I gasped, arching against him. “Please. I want you.”

“I'm yours,” he promised. He leaned back, grabbing his cock and shifting his hips so that the tip of him pressed against my entrance. “Gwen...I'm going to claim you. If we do this, I'm going to knot you. I need to know that you're okay with that.”

“I'm okay,” I said, swallowing. I knew what knotting was, but I'd never imagined I'd be experiencing it, especially with Joe. There was a nervousness in my belly, but there was also excitement, all of it tinged with the overwhelming lust of my heat.

The head of his cock began to press in, and I tensed slightly at the foreign feeling.

I trusted Joe, but the sensation was intense, and it took all of my willpower to stay relaxed.

He moved slowly, easing himself in. The stretch was so tight, and it took a minute before I felt my body accept him, my pussy growing slicker, to help him slide in.

I grabbed his arms, fingernails digging into his biceps.

All of Joe's muscles were tense from how hard he was working to keep himself under control, but he was determined not to hurt me.

I could see it on his face, and feel it in the way he moved, so slow and careful.

He wasn't going to let anything happen to me. He was protecting me, caring for me.

I reached up and touched his cheek, stroking my thumb over his beard. “I'm okay,” I repeated.

Joe turned and kissed my palm, then pulled out, sliding back into me. This time, it was easier, and he kept going until he was buried to the hilt. I could feel his hips bumping into mine, and the heavy weight of his balls as they hit me with each slow thrust.

“Fuck. I'm inside of you, Gwen. I'm a part of you.”

“I-I feel it.”

He lowered his mouth to mine, kissing me deeply, and it was like we were truly one, connected in every way possible.

Joe's hips started to move faster, and the feeling of his thick cock sliding in and out of me was sending jolts of pleasure through my pussy.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and rocked my hips, meeting him thrust for thrust.

“Oh my god,” he groaned. “That's it, baby. Fuck, you're so tight.”

“Joe,” I whimpered. “I need more.”

“I know.” He pulled out of me, and I whined at the loss, but then he grabbed my hips and flipped me over, pulling my ass into the air.

“This way,” he growled. “You'll take me deeper.”

I gripped the blankets and pushed up onto all fours, gasping as his hands stroked over the curve of my ass.

“So beautiful,” he crooned. “So perfect.”

I didn't know how to answer him, or what to say, but thankfully, I didn't have to because the next thing I knew, he was pressing his cock back into my entrance. This time it was even more intense, and when he bottomed out, I cried out, my pussy clenching around him.

“So good,” he breathed.

He held my hips steady as he started to fuck me, his pace fast and rough. The new angle was hitting that secret place inside of me, and it wasn't long before I was writhing beneath him, panting and gasping.

“Please. Oh my god. Please!”

“You like that?” Joe growled, gripping me harder. “You like how I fill you up?”

“Yes! Yes!”

His hand slid from my hip to between my legs, and he found my clit with his fingers, rubbing the swollen nub in time to his thrusts.

“That's it, baby. Come for me.” He leaned over my back, nuzzling my neck and shoulder, and bit down gently, sucking at my skin.

It was enough to send me over the edge, and my pussy spasmed around him hard.

The feeling was unlike anything I'd ever felt before, so much stronger than the one he'd given me with his mouth.

The pleasure started in my core and spread through my entire frame, wracking my body with ecstasy until my legs were quivering, and I was nearly sobbing into the blanket.

“So... good...” I managed to choke out. “Oh, Joe...”

“Fuck!” Joe groaned, and his pace became frantic. “You're so damn tight. I can't last much longer.”

“Knot me, Alpha.”

I wasn't sure where those words had come from, or if they were even really mine, but when they left my lips, Joe made a strangled sound and grabbed my hips, driving into me with even more force than before.

His cock was swelling, stretching me even further, and then he buried himself over and over, letting out a howl as the knot expanded and locked us together.

My whole body was pulsing with pleasure, and I could feel him filling me up, pumping me full of his seed.

I'd never imagined it would be like this, and as my third orgasm washed over me, Joe leaned forward and covered my body with his, teeth skimming over the sensitive scent gland in my neck and making me cry out.

I was lost, awash in pleasure, and by the time I came back down to earth, Joe had lowered us both to the bed and tucked my ass into his hips as his knot swelled. One arm was around my waist, his lips pressed to my shoulder.

“Gwen,” he breathed. “That was...”

“Yeah,” I whispered.

We lay there, panting, and I felt so incredibly warm, safe, and cared for. It was like nothing I'd ever experienced before, and even though I knew what heat meant, I didn't know what it would really be like until I was in it.

“This is going to take a while,” he said, and laughed softly. “I hope you're comfortable.”

“Very,” I replied, smiling against my pillow. When Joe shifted his hips, and I felt just how big the knot was, I gasped, and he laughed again.

“It's okay. You'll get used to it.”

Even with him still buried inside me, the frantic, drumming need had finally subsided, and I felt like a fog had lifted from my mind. I felt loose, boneless, well pleasured, and satisfied, but beneath it all was a worry that was creeping in.

At one time in my life, I'd wanted nothing more than to end up with Joe just like I was, connected in such a powerful way.

But then he'd rejected me. Not only that, I'd heard him telling the other Alphas that I wasn't his type.

That he wasn't into me, even if everything that just happened told me the exact opposite.

He'd been hard for me before we'd even kissed, just because of the healing. Didn't that mean he wanted me, and that he was attracted to me?

His fingers made patterns on the skin of my stomach even as my concern silently grew. Was it just because I went into heat that he couldn't resist me? Or had he just been so busy with Rose lately that the only option for a hookup was the live-in nanny?

No matter how good he'd made me feel, I didn't want to be a last resort. I could feel my heart starting to ache, and I had to do something before the worry spiraled out of control. The sex had been amazing, but I couldn't get attached. Not if I wanted to protect myself.

“Joe,” I blurted out.

“Hm?” His muted response made me think he'd already been drifting off.

“This was...just a casual thing, right? I mean...this doesn't change anything between us?”

“Gwen...” The question had obviously taken him off guard.

I tried to make my voice sound nonchalant. “We both knew what this was. We agreed to it. So... now it's over.”

There was silence behind me, but I could feel his knot pulsing inside of me, and his grip around my waist tightened. “Yeah? Just a one-time thing?”

I swallowed past the lump in my throat. “Yes.”

“Okay.” his tone was clipped, but he still pressed a kiss to the side of my neck. “A one-time thing. Sure.”

I felt tears pricking at the corners of my eyes, but I blinked them away and forced myself to relax into his body. If this were the only time I'd get to have him, I should try to enjoy it.

Even if it felt like I was grieving.