Page 33 of Ondine, Vol. 2 (Cash City Omegaverse)

Second Chances

Jake

He was there training in their special ops program.

Back on the porch of our pack house, I unceremoniously push him away from me. I don’t leave him anything to work with as I turn and head into the house. But he still follows me like a good boy.

How can someone not feel powerful when they have a man like Shadow panting after them?

And he’d do anything for me. Has done so much for me.

He’s also waited patiently.

He deserves a reward.

We head into his room. A dark, moody space cluttered with all his favorite things. He comes in behind me and shuts the door.

The only lights are electric candles and floor lamps glowing orange.

He has thrifted paintings of shirtless men, flowers in vases, and bowls of stones and gems. Everytime he runs out of space for his books, he builds more shelves, which happens quicker than the shelves so there are piles of books up against every corner of the room.

You’d think his time in the military academy would have broken him from having a messy bed, but when I bonded him, he felt safe reverting back to himself again. Just now with more skills.

I turn, grab his neck, and pull him to my lips. He’s ready and desperate for my kiss. His hands skate over my ass and up my back.

I pull away. “Take off your clothes.”

He drops his clothes, including a holstered gun, on the floor. When I give him a look, he picks up the items and puts them in their place. I remove my clothes too. Folding them up and setting them on a chair. I sit on his bed, feet on the floor.

“Come here.”

Shadow stands in front of me.

He’s not that 22 year old alpha anymore. Who ate only lean protein and worked out hours a day, ran miles and miles, and jumped out of airplanes. The last time we were like this together we were younger, thinner, and inexperienced.

He’s thinking the same thing because he suddenly looks apprehensive.

“Do you still…”

I raise an eyebrow. “Go ahead.”

“I always say the most pathetic things to you. But do you still find me attractive? I’m different now. Older.”

I stroke the front of his thighs with the blade of my finger. I need him harder than he is.

“Better,” I answer. “In so many ways. You get better the more I know you. You’re beautiful.”

He straddles me on the bed, sitting in my lap. He’s good and hard now. If he’s going to take my cock I’m going to need him to come first so he’s not too excited. It’s been so long.

Our cocks meet in my lap but I just grip his, ignoring my angry erection for his. I hold him hard and pump my hands up and down.

His head comes to rest on my shoulder. He’s barely holding it together. He doesn’t need to. I’ve got him. He’s mine. Just like Ondine is mine. And I take care of my own.

His precum lubes my hands and his panting in my ear makes me even harder.

He comes quickly, just like I wanted. “Oh Jake. Oh my god, Jake. So good. So fucking good. Why is it so good with you?”

I use his cum to start to prepare him. My arm goes around to his back and I push his cum into his tight hole.

“Fuck. Alpha. Are you going to fuck me?” He’s drooling on my shoulder. My fingers don’t wait for him to get used to this. I want him and I need him ready. So I am already stretching him while I’m pistoning into him with three of my fingers.

“When was the last time you let someone fuck you?”

“No one, since you.”

I stop.

“What?”

“I’ve tried. You’ve seen me go out. But I never did get far.”

“No one has fucked you in five years.”

He doesn’t reply. It’s not a question.

“I kind of hoped Sebastian would be into it. But he laughed and went to bed early. He doesn’t even remember me propositioning him.”

I push my fingers back into him.

“How do you want it?”

“Like we used to,” he says with strained words. His voice nearly gone.

I feel that spot in him that makes his spent dick get hard all over again, and he groans and humps me. Then I pull out my fingers and we get into position.

Shadow lays on his back on the bed and I kneel between his legs. I bend his knees, and pull one up to kiss. Just like I did back then.

Before I forget, I lean over to the nightstand and pull out the lube. I knew it would be there.

“You fuck yourself though?” I ask when I see the toy cock in his night stand.

“Fuck, Jake. Yes.”

“And think of me?”

“Yes, of course. Fuck you.”

I spread the lube all over my cock, then between his ass and into the ring of his asshole. I toss it back into the drawer.

Lining up my dick to his entrance, I pause and look him up and down. He already looks so fucked up. Bleary eyed. Sheen of sweat. His neck and face are red. I’m going to ruin him.

I lean across him and use the momentum to move into him.

“Fuck!” He yells and his body shakes. I grip under his knee and pull his body even close to me. I want him on my knot.

“Jake!” He pleads as I go deeper and deeper. His dark, angry cock between us. I kiss him on the cheek and that’s all he gets before I rut into him. He’s so tight. I fuck him into the mattress and he loves every bit of it. He takes it and just wants more.

I’m so focused on him, I don’t even realize how messed up this is making me. I suck in a breath and moan.

His fingernails dig into my back.

“You take my cock so well, don’t you, Alpha? Who would have thought you’d take your pack lead’s cock so fucking good. We should show Ondine how a real alpha gets fucked.”

I find his bond mark on his collarbone and sink my teeth into the old grooves. Shadow’s lust is delectable.

“Maybe I’ll fuck you from behind while she sucks your cock dry. And as I pound into you, I’ll also be fucking her face.”

Shadow shudders and cries out. His hands grapple for purchase as I’m relentless with him.

He loves when I’m rough with him. He can take it. And now that I’m older and stronger, I can really manhandle him.

God, he smells incredible.

I’m so caught up on making him feel good, my pleasure comes to me out of nowhere.

“I’m going to come in you,” I say and it’s all the warning I can give before I’m shooting my hot cum into his ass. He follows right after me. I pull out of him and try desperately to catch my breath.

This is the Shadow I miss.

I drag him out of his bed to his shower. I try to clean him but he growls at me, taking over cleaning himself and then me.

“Come on, Shadow, I didn’t go easy on you. Let me take care of you.”

He bares his sharp alpha teeth at me.

I give up and let him wash the both of us. He dries me off. Before I can go to my clothes, he grabs my arms and pulls me to him.

“I want you to take me. I’m yours. Whatever you need. I’ll always be there to give you what you need.”

I narrow my eyes at him.

“Don’t say that if you don’t mean it, Shadow. I can be very needy.”

“I’m not taking it back.”

His hands climb up my chest and up my neck. He kisses me deeply. He wants to give himself to me just as much as I want to possess him.

If he thinks he can handle me, unencumbered, he will have to start now. Because I’m not done.

“Lay the bed,” I say with a stone cold voice. He doesn’t look apprehensive at all. But maybe he’ll change his mind.

I climb up over him, facing his legs, my knees on either side of his body. I sit up and position my ass over his mouth.

“You think you can take care of me? All my most fucked up needs?”

Shadow doesn’t answer, he grabs me and eats out my ass exactly as I wanted. Needed. Desired. Dreamed of.

He’s perfect.

I’ll prove to Shadow he’s always given me what I need.