Page 96 of My Three Hometown Alphas

“Hey,” I say, emotion heavy in my voice. “How long was I asleep?” A pang of regret hits me, knowing I missed out on some of this night with them.

“Maybe twenty minutes,” he says.

I nod, moving a little closer to him. I can sense Owen and Miles behind me on the bed, but my sole focus right now is Will.

I press a kiss to his jaw, making a silent promise to myself to savor every second I have left with them.

He leans his head back an inch, his eyes locking with mine. “Baby,” he whispers. “You’re exhausted.”

I start to shake my head from side to side, tears springing to my eyes.

“No,” I say, frantically. The thought of never getting to be with him again terrifies me to my very core. “No,” I rasp out.

“Okay… okay,” he says soothingly. His thumb wipes the tears away that have started to fall. “Don’t cry, baby. Don’t cry.”

The words are tumbling from my mouth before I can reel them back in. “Make love to me.”

He freezes for half a second before rolling me over onto my back and looming over me. “Is that what you want?” he asks. His own voice is thick with emotion.

“Yes,” I get out as a few more tears escape. I’m not even trying to stop them anymore.

At this point, it’s just an inevitability I can’t escape, much like the way I feel for the man looking down at me with an emotion that feels like it’s going to tear me in half.

His Adam’s apple bobs as he swallows. He gives a quick nod, seemingly more for himself than for me as he comes to a conclusion.

I’m not privy to his thoughts, but the look in his eyes tells me enough. He’s decided to do this, even though it will probably destroy us both.

His hand slides down my body. Hooking it around my leg, he presses it up until it’s damn near flush against my chest.

His cock teases against my clit before easing inside of me. He moves at a maddeningly slow pace, like his cock is mapping out every inch of my pussy.

When he bottoms out inside of me, his lips press against mine. Our bodies move together as my tears continue to fall.Somehow, my heart is breaking and being pieced back together in the same moment.

I swear I see a few tears fall from his eyes, but with my own tears clouding my eyes I can’t be sure.

My body doesn’t have much left to give at this point, but my orgasm is still there building along the edges of my consciousness.

When it hits, it isn’t a sharp explosion. It’s rolling waves of pleasure that comfort me, heart and soul.

In the midst of my orgasm, Will rests his head against my shoulder. “Avery,” he groans. Every muscle in his body goes taut as he comes inside of me.

“Will,” I breath out as a sob wracks through my chest.

As he rolls to his side, he slides out of me. I know that’s probably the last time any of them will ever be inside of me, which causes a new wave of tears to fall.

Will bundles me against his chest, holding me tight as I continue to cry. Another hard chest presses against my back.Miles.

Fingers soothingly run over my side, my arm. A blanket is protectively draped over me.

I hope for sleep to quickly claim me because I don’t know how to do this. I don’t know how I’m going leave them.

I just don’t think it’s possible without ripping myself in half.

CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE

Owen

My head feelsheavy with exhaustion. I couldn’t fall asleep last night until Miles got up to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, and I stole Avery away from Will.