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That was why Josephine found herself standing in her destroyed ward yet again.

It seemed like these attacks never ended, as if there had always been battles between the de Carrons and the Dalmellingtons.

Two years after Hugh’s death, Josephine could hardly remember a time when there was peace.

She was a seasoned soldier after all of these battles.

As she stood in the demolished outer bailey of her home, she reflected upon those days of peace when her father was alive and the hell that had followed in the wake of his death.

There was still fighting going on around her as the sun set, giving the courtyard a ghostly atmosphere as gray figures continued to grapple.

Soon it would stop, the dead would be hauled away and the wounded tended, but then it would start again at some point soon.

But today, she’d lived to fight another day.

Shaking off her sense of reflection and focusing on her duty, Josephine caught sight of Etienne, the master French swordsman, over by the outer wall as he toyed with an inferior Dalmellington soldier.

She headed directly towards him, calling his name.

He heard her, and finished humoring the enemy by driving his sword into the man’s abdomen. He then went immediately to his lady.

“My lady.” His heavy French accent was edged with concern. “You are well?”

“I am,” Josephine replied steadily, trying to mask her weariness. “Where is Sully?”

Etienne shook his head, only his eyes and mouth visible through his helm. “I have not seen him for some time.”

Josephine glanced about the fading battle and let out an exhausted sigh. She was tired of death this day, tired of fighting yet another battle. Every time she fought, she felt as if she lost another piece of her soul.

As if another piece of herself chipped off and died.

“You will find him and send him to me,” she said. “I am going to see to the wounded in the great hall.”

Etienne saluted smartly as she marched off, watching her pass into the inner bailey. He knew how tired she must be. She had fought hard since early morning. Now that the Dalmellington army was either retreating or dead, she was retreating to the castle and leaving the clean-up to the knights.

Etienne strode off on his long legs in search of Sully with his mind still thinking of his pretty, forbidden mistress.

The woman with the heart of a soldier.

*

Sully Montgomery had seen his mistress head into the inner courtyard, having no idea she was looking for him. He, too, was weary from the battle, and the sight of his lady lifted his sagging spirit and boosted his sapped strength.

Tipping his helm up, he wiped the sweat and dirt from his brow, letting out a heavy sigh as he surveyed the damage to the outer walls. Anger and disgust were partners in his chest at the thought of rebuilding the wall again. With a heavy heart, he began to head towards the inner ward and the keep.

Sully had seen thirty summers and two. He was not large, but was rather average in height, but he was exceptionally muscled and was stronger than he appeared.

His jaw was square and his face handsome.

He also possessed ice-blue eyes that were piercing enough to send fear into any man who should have the misfortune to provoke his wrath, yet he could look at his Josephine with such tenderness that his eyes could melt the soul.

His receding blond hair was cut very close to his scalp, and was as prickly as a porcupine.

Sully’s respect was hard-won, but once held, he was loyal until the end.

That was why Hugh had held Sully with such high esteem– Sully very nearly worshipped the ground his lord walked on.

He had been guilt-ridden that he had not accompanied Hugh on his trip to Edinburgh, for Hugh had explicitly forbidden him to leave Torridon at that time.

He wanted his trusted captain overseeing the castle in his absence.

Hugh’s trust in Sully was what had saved his life.

But there was some guilt in that. Now, he felt obligated to stay, and knew that he would always remain at Torridon, despite Hugh’s death.

Some of the other knights spoke passingly of leaving to seek their fortune elsewhere, but not Sully.

He had been with Hugh too long, and Torridon was as much in his blood as it was in the blood of the de Carrons.

But it was more than that… he wouldn’t, and couldn’t, leave Josephine, not when she needed him the most. He had been unsure of his role at Torridon until Josephine made the announcement after her father’s death that she was now in command of Torridon.

When her father died, and in the absence of any male heir, his title and wealth passed to her.

That was mostly why Sully had to stay.

To help Josephine in this strange, new world.

Colin Dalmellington, of course, had petitioned the king to make him the rightful Earl of Ayr, but his blood relation with Hugh was distant.

Alexander hadn’t been apt to grant his petition and Josephine remained the Lady Josephine, Countess of Ayr.

Josephine’s sister became her chatelaine, a seemingly odd arrangement, but never had Torridon Castle run so smoothly.

Had it not been for Colin Dalmellington laying siege to Torridon every few weeks, Torridon would truly be a paradise.

But wherever Josephine was, as far as Sully was concerned, was paradise.

He was jolted from his train of thought as he passed through the remains of the inner gate and into the inner ward. Tall, blond, Etienne was calling his name and thoughts of Josephine faded.

“What is it?” Sully called to him.

“Lady Josephine requests your presence,” Etienne said as he approached. “She is in the great hall with the wounded. I am sure Dewey and Justine are with her.”

Sully shook his head. “I do not like Justine around the wounded,” he said warningly.

“She is of virtually no help. All she does is pass from man to man with those damn cards and sheep’s knuckles to tell them their fortunes.

If she tells a man he will not live, then they lose all hope and die anyway, even if their wound is but a scratch. ”

“The men believe she possesses great power,” Etienne said faintly.

Sully snorted. “What she possesses is a gift for persuasion and storytelling,” he said pointedly. “She is no more a witch than I am.”

Etienne shook his head with a wry smile on his face, for he knew Sully spoke the truth. Sully caught his expression and laughed a little himself.

“I will attend her and make sure she does not steal the hope from the men,” he said finally. “You will see that the clean-up proceeds quickly. All Dalmellington bodies are to be burned. Leave no trace. And get the men on the outer wall immediately. We must rebuild the breach.”

“Aye.” Etienne was in motion.

Sully left him, marching on to the inner baily amongst the smells of the evening fires and the stench of the decaying corpses. Glancing over in the direction of the stables, he saw two of his knights directing some men-at-arms and a few villeins in the clean-up.

“Burl! Albert!” he bellowed.

The knights were to him instantly, ready to do his bidding.

“Round up as many men as you can,” Sully ordered quickly.

“The main gates, I fear, are beyond repair. But see what can be done. And I want the entrance secured before the sun is gone from the sky, one way or another. Make your assessment and report back to me. I shall be in the great hall with the wounded.”

Burl was the oldest knight of forty and two years. Albert was considerably younger and darkly handsome in a lanky sort of way. They saluted smartly and were off.

Sully continued on through the mud until he reached the three massive steps that led into the keep of Torridon.

Inside, the long foyer was dark and cool, and more torches were being lit by the servants as he passed through.

His boots clanked sharply against the stone floor as he turned to his right at the end of the foyer and entered what was the great hall of Torridon.

The two massive stone fireplaces were blazing with a warming fire, illuminating the bodies strewn about on the rushes. Sully removed his helm, placing it carefully on the ground near the door. His weary eyes searched for his mistress amongst the servants tending to the sick and the dying.

Over by the south wall, he spotted ancient, decrepit Dewey.

The man was old, perhaps having seen eighty or more years.

He was the size of a large child, and was balding and bent, but his knowledge of herbs, flowers, and potions were limitless.

How he came to be at Torridon, Sully didn’t know.

Perhaps he had always been here, for he was as much a part of Torridon as the walls or the roof.

Dewey’s reputation was legendary throughout Scotland, and even the king had tried to lure him away.

But Dewey had declined on the explanation that if he were to leave Torridon, he would surely die; for he was too old to start elsewhere.

Not far from Dewey was Josephine, kneeling beside a soldier as she gently removed his armor.

Sully felt a sense of contentment sweep over him at the sight of her, and his heart lightened as he approached her.

She always had that effect on him. She stood up as he approached, wiping her hands on her tunic.

“My lady,” Sully greeted.

Her eyes flew up to meet his; she had not seen him coming. Her eyes locked with his, as each saw that the other had survived yet another battle. After a moment, Josephine smiled.

“Good, Sully, you are here,” she said with relief in her voice. “Tell me of the situation of my fortress.”

Sully followed her over to one of the giant hearths so they could take their business away from the men.

“I have Etienne on the outer wall blocking in the gaps, and Burl and Albert are on the main gates, although I cannot guarantee their repair anytime soon,” he told her. “It seems that most of the damage is confined to the outer bailey this time.”

She nodded, some relief in her expression. “Good,” she replied. “But what will we do tonight about the open outer entrance?”

Sully didn’t hesitate. “I will order the gates to the inner bailey secured and double the guard,” he said evenly. “I will post as many men-at-arms at the entrance as we can spare, while the work proceeds through the night.”

“Archers?” she inquired.

He crossed his arms. “They shall be tripled.”

Satisfied, she nodded. “Very well. Then I shall leave you to your duties.”

Sully could see how exhausted she was from the way she carried herself. He reached out and put a gentle hand on her arm. “You are weary, my lady,” he said gently. “Why do you not retire to your chamber?”

Josephine shook her head emphatically and almost lost her balance.

Her beautiful hair was secured in a knot behind her head, and tendrils came loose and tumbled free to her mid-back.

Irritated, she pulled out the remaining pins that stuck in the tangle.

Sully watched her ; God’s Bones, how he longed to run his hands through that hair!

“I cannot, Sully, you know that,” she said insistently. “I must make sure that every man is tended for the night. Then, perhaps, I will retire while Justine and Dewey keep vigilant watch.”

Justine. Sully’s ears twitched at the sound of her name. Ever careful, so as not to offend his mistress, he chose his words.

“My lady,” he said evenly. “I am well-aware of Justine’s… uh… powers but, mayhap, she should retire when you do. The men should sleep and not be distracted by Justine’s… skills.”

Josephine’s eyes flashed for a split second, and Sully feared he had upset her. But he soon discovered her anger was not directed at him.

“Justine’s only skill is annoyance,” she said. “But she is learning much from Dewey, and I wish for her to continue learning. And as for her powers… ha !”

Sully choked off a laugh at her last word and the expression accompanying it. Then they both glanced over at Justine, who was in the middle of the room sitting on the rushes between two wounded men. What she was telling them had their undivided attentions, as they watched her with intent awe.

“…and distilled rose potion will attract the woman you long for,” Justine was saying with great exaggeration.

“Aye? Is that so?” one of the soldiers said.

“Absolutely,” Justine said emphatically. “And then, root of mandrake will increase your virility once you have her. It never fails!”

Josephine shook her head at the topic of conversation.

Justine, at seventeen years of age, fancied herself a physic as well as a mystic.

She lacked any sort of modesty when it came to her knowledge of herbs and potions, as she was displaying with her open discussion of love potions and male virility.

Her honesty and forthrightness were redeeming qualities in a girl who could quite easily be perceived as a lunatic.

But she had little tolerance for her sister. Josephine rolled her eyes in exasperation as she turned back to Sully.

“God’s Bones,” she muttered. “The woman has no shame. Fear not, Sully. She will retire when I do. Mayhap even before .”

Sully bowed graciously, but a grin was playing on his lips. “As you wish.”

As the weary captain of Torridon’s forces walked away, Josephine gave her sister a second glance.

Justine’s hair was a rich brown color and her face was pleasingly oval.

Her eyes were unspectacular in a shade of blue and her lips were sweetly curved.

She was, at best, almost pretty. But she was skittish, selfish, and could be exceedingly odd.

Yet, she made a superior chatelaine, in that she was a consummate perfectionist, and demanded the same from the servants.

The servants, in turn, feared her because she was a self-proclaimed white witch.

None wanted to find out on their own if she truly possessed the power.

But Josephine avoided her sister, at least at the moment.

She hadn’t the strength to deal with her.

With a weary sigh, she made her way over to Dewey to ask him the general condition of her men.

It seemed she was always asking that question, always asking after the condition of men who were tested time and time again.

She’d lost so many, but she hadn’t lost count.

She still remembered their names and their faces.

Knowing the cause of their death was something of such great waste, it made those deaths more difficult to bear.

But bear it, she did.

The long day was about to turn into a long night.