Page 139 of Jagged Souls

A part of me thanks him for that, for being a ‘friend’ in a place that breeds hostility.

A bigger part hates him for trying to get between me and what I need to do to score some V.

This is the nicer route for me. Why can’t he see that?

“He doesn’t have to know though,” Bear continues, his words winded and filled with pain. Whatever Sadist did to him must’ve been brutal. He sounds like he’s speaking with multiple broken ribs and through a busted lip. “Leave her alone... and he never has to know what you did.”

“What I did?” Sadist laughs. “I impregnated the bitch.”

I grab a handful of sheet and bring it to my lips with shaky fingers. There’s barely anything on it, nothing really to suck, but I need whatever I can get.

My stomach burns with that sickness inside of me – thatthingI’m trying so hard to forget.

I reach up and wrap my fingers around Sadist’s cock, trying to jack him off while he jacks into me so I can finish him quickly and get my relief.

He laughs. “Look at this fucking bitch.” He picks up his pace. He hits the back of my eye, slamming into the tender flesh and nerves, making my whole face throb.

But I endure it.

Chase the pain even.

Because it is better than the hole inside.

“She’s going to tell Antonio exactly what I tell her to if she wants more V, and you’re going to be the good guy” –he grunts– “of this little story. You just couldn’tbearlistening to her screams, so you got her addicted to shut her up.”

“He’ll kill me!”

“Nah. He’ll just pass you over to Eduardo until the bitch gives birth.”

I reach for his balls, massaging them like Varius always loved even as my stomach churns.

Frantic thrashing comes from the floor beside the bed, but he must be bound and tied because he never breaks free.

“Antonio won’t risk culling his gene pool now that there is only three of us left, and he won’t fuck her himself.”

“I’ll tell him the truth.”

“He doesn’t care about the truth. All he wants –” Sadist groans as he ejaculates inside my eye socket. The wet spurt of his cum fills it up before running down my cheek. I drop my hands from his body as I try to pull away, but his grip on my head just tightens. “– is someone to blame so he can feel in control. Because he knows there’s nothing he can do to me.” He pulls his dick down my face, rubbing through the trail of cum until he presses at the seal of my lips.

“Not when I’m the only one of us to make a hybrid.”

My chin wobbling, I open my mouth just enough to show my submission. He pushes inside with a hiss of satisfaction.It’s okay, Micha. You can wash out your mouth with V. He’s going to give it to you soon…

I gag around him as he thrusts in deep.

“Suck me clean, bitch.”

Tears mixing with the cum, I swirl my tongue around him. Cleaning him up like the good whore I havechosento become.

“Fucking pathetic,” he mutters as he pulls back, and he’s right. I am fuckingpathetic.

But I can’t be anything else right now.

Can’t be a fighter.

Can’t be a Black.

Can’t be the mafia queen to the Shadow Family.