Page 29 of Is It Wrong to Escape My Fate? (Dealing With Fate #1)

The few minutes I thought I spent with Elias hiding in an armory turned out much longer. Mia wasn’t happy that I skipped lunch, and my knights were frustrated with how I escaped them without noticing.

Of course, I ate my delayed lunch as they watched to appease them. Some may find that overbearing, but I appreciated it, if only because they were doing their job properly and I wasn’t being a good noble daughter.

After spending the rest of my day at the library with little progress, night eventually came. I was at my desk in my room, writing a letter to my parents when a looming presence manifested behind me. Two of them.

One hand appeared at my side, plucking the pen from my fingers and laying it gently down on the desk, while another ran their fingers on my other arm. A sigh followed, before the two separate hands moved to my chest, cupping one breast each.

“You didn’t think you’ll get away this time, did you?” Robin whispered in my ear as he rolled my cloth-covered nipple.

“Wasn’t going to try,” I rasped, just as Reuben slipped his hand under my nightdress, stroking my thigh. “I made a promise, after all.”

“And you’re a good girl for following through,” Robin chuckled, pinching my nipple. I gasped as he added, “Almost makes up for escaping us earlier.”

“I didn’t mean for it to take that —”

I wasn’t able to finish my sentence when Reuben reached higher up my leg and his fingers grazed my center, my entire body reacting immediately. Desperately. “She’s keeping to her promise, brother,” he mumbled, his fingers moving deeper. “No panties and very wet for us.”

Robin’s smile was obvious in his voice. “Well done, Bea.”

Shit. I didn’t know I had a praise kink. But after Amos and my knights, there was no doubt it unlocked for me. Fucking hell, I didn’t need more things to turn me on. I was already too easy to turn on!

Thoughts flew out the window when they pulled my chair away from the desk and turned it around, and Robin knelt before me. “Open up, angel.”

I did as he ordered. I parted my legs, my dress riding up. Reuben watched raptly from behind Robin as he rolled the dress further up my hips, exposing me. He pressed a finger on my clit, and I shuddered. “See how pretty her pussy is, Reuben?”

The other guy swallowed. “Yes.”

“Lift your arms up,” Robin directed me so he could pull my nightdress completely off me, tossing it on the bed.

I could feel Robin’s excitement as his hands roamed my body, but I watched Reuben stay quiet. His cock was so hard and unmistakable against his pants, though. It was tempting.

Robin followed my eyes and glanced back, smirking. “You know what? I think you deserve this, brother. For being a better bodyguard. Don’t you think so too, Bea?”

I nodded without understanding what he meant by Reuben deserving something. But it was true that Reuben took his role more seriously than Robin — they had different strengths, and I appreciated that.

Robin gestured something to Reuben then turned back to me with a huge grin, tapping my chin. “Open.”

I opened my mouth wide, my tongue sticking out a bit. Reuben swallowed again as he stepped closer, untying his pants. Oh, fuck. My first blowjob in this realm. I happened to be very good at it. I hoped my skill carried over here.

“You just have to take him in your mouth,” Robin murmured. “You don’t have to do anything else. We’ll take care of it. You can stop this anytime.”

Aww, he was being considerate. I loved it.

Too many men in my previous life had just demanded and taken what they wanted without previous conversation of rough play or consensual non-consent.

Not to mention my knights still believed I was a beginner or a virgin.

It was sort of wholesome if not for the context.

I meant real life, not previous life.

Whispering my yes to the two of them, Robin thumbed my nipples as I watched Reuben free himself, his impressive cock hard and pointed at me. He looked down, apprehensive and tense, as if he was second-guessing himself in what he wanted to do.

He shouldn’t have to. I would take him in every hole, no questions asked.

I licked my lips in anticipation. Robin muttered, “She’s eager for you. Look how she’s eyeing your cock.”

That was the encouragement he needed; Reuben pressed himself on my lower lip, avoiding my open mouth.

I tugged him with my hand, surprising him, and guided him between my lips.

The moment my tongue touched him, he cursed; I moved in before he could change his mind.

Robin pulled my hips to the edge of my seat before parting my legs wider.

I swirled my tongue around his shaft, enjoying his muttered curses, just as I felt a similar sensation on my clit.

My head was turning to mush from how good it felt.

Bobbing my head, I sucked Reuben at the same time as the sensual licking on my pussy, moaning and whining and squirming.

It reminded me again of my exes who rarely went down on me, and I had to beg for it every time.

Playful begging was one thing; outright dismissing me to the point of crying was another.

Not only that, but most of them were also only passable at it, or if they were good, the feeling of getting rejected would still be in my mind and ruin the experience, anyway.

But this man — his tongue touched all the sensitive spots, and his fingers sliding in and out of me in sync with how I sucked his brother off was pure bliss.

Reuben grunted as he grabbed my head with both hands, fucking himself roughly into my mouth. I took him in gladly, his cock reaching the back of my throat and sending all the right signals to my core.

“Fuck, I can’t hold on much longer,” Reuben groaned before Robin responded, “Our lady first, brother. We’re gentlemanly like that.”

I wanted to laugh at his quip if not for Reuben’s cock in my mouth and Robin’s lips on my pussy. So fucking good. He sucked my clit as he curled his fingers inside and I was a goner, my release gushing all over Robin’s mouth.

Reuben followed a second later, pulling out as strings of hot cum coated my face, just as Robin shuddered against my thighs. I looked down and saw him holding his weeping cock.

I was about to offer him a blowjob too.

Maybe next time.

“Bea’s essence,” Robin hummed as he pulled out his fingers and sucked them clean. The sight sent new tingles down my clit, and it only proved I was one horny slut even in this universe.

They noticed it too, since Robin shook his head. “One step at a time, angel. Don’t want to overwhelm you.” Reuben only sighed, as if he shared my sentiments, and tucked himself back in.

I needed them to overwhelm me in all matters possible. I think I could take it even though I had never experienced a threesome before. I bet it would be wonderful with the two of them. But I also didn’t want to rush anything. We all had our boundaries.

Speaking of boundaries …

“Remember how we talked about not being exclusive?” I began a discussion, as if I didn’t have cum dripping down my face. “I have other men kissing me, among other things —”

“But are they better than us?” Reuben hedged, voice uneasy.

“I don’t want to compare, and I never will.” That claim was established now. I used to compare my exes with one another, only in my mind, but I wanted to get rid of that habit with this arrangement. “I'm telling you so there’s no misunderstanding.”

They were quiet at first, but Robin soon said, “That is the promise we made to you, my lady. May we know who they are so we can properly adjust our behavior?”

I hesitated a little, but I knew this had to be addressed eventually. “Are you okay with letting them know you’re involved with me, too?”

Reuben scoffed as he wiped some of his cum off my cheek. “I will demand it. Let them know who they’ll be dealing with if they hurt you.”

“More than we already do,” Robin smiled.

I exhaled. This was it. I never went past this part in my relationships with my exes.

As soon as I tell them I had sex with somebody else with their prior consent, one of two things would happen: one, they’d be so angry they stopped communicating after a huge fight, forcing a break-up; or two, they’d be disappointed or disgusted that I followed through with my “threat”, also breaking up.

They never bothered to learn who the other man was, who sometimes ended up as a new boyfriend. The same man would be shocked himself when I hooked up with someone else. It was like a never-ending cycle.

“Elias is one,” I finally said. “As for the other, I’ll get his consent first.”

Reuben shook his head with a subtle smile while Robin chuckled. “About time.”

My eyebrows rose. “What do you mean?”

“He’s been pining for you since we met him,” Reuben explained, wiping my other cheek. “As kids. We didn’t want to overstep, so we only observed.” He left for the bathroom, so I turned to Robin.

“You saw even when he was dressed like a girl?”

Robin nodded. “He was actually more expressive because of it. He didn’t need to hide how smitten he was with you. Of course, Reuben and I thought he was a girl the first few times, and there’s nothing wrong with a girl liking another girl. We only watched and waited.”

By then, Reuben had returned with two damp washcloths, tossing one to Robin. They wiped me clean and dressed me back in my nightdress. I felt like a total queen as they cared for me. It shouldn’t affect me since Mia had been caring for me this way too, but it felt different from hers.

And speaking of Mia …

“When you go here, what is Mia doing?” I wondered. She couldn’t have been asleep yet, right?

“She takes nightly walks after getting you ready for bed,” Robin answered, also cleaned up. “I think she really enjoys exploring this campus. She took your suggestion to heart and is trying to memorize the school layout. She also keeps tabs on Lord Alec for you.”