Page 20 of Is It Wrong to Escape My Fate? (Dealing With Fate #1)

I looked down at the training tunic I still had on, and I noticed that my nipples were hard and pushing through the fabric.

Fuck. What were the odds my face was flushed, too?

In my world, that had been the easiest way to tell how turned on I was.

I blushed like crazy, and the boys there all seemed to take pride in it. Sometimes I didn’t even feel it!

I didn’t think to check. Sure, I felt the warmth and the tingles like before, but was it also possible this body was a blusher, too? If that was true, then —

“Bea.” Reuben glided his fingers over the back of my hand, and despite the seemingly innocent gesture, I was sure it was anything but. “Are we overstepping?”

I gulped again, shaking my head. If they were offering, what were the consequences of that?

They weren’t heirs that might disrupt the nobility; they were loyal to me and wouldn’t do anything to denigrate me, and most importantly, they were mine .

As long as we kept it a secret, there weren’t any downsides.

I didn’t need to look for a random romp in the hay like I had been planning earlier.

Holy fuck, I was seriously considering it. And what was worse was that it made perfect sense.

“I approve of this arrangement,” I quickly muttered before I could change my mind. “My only concern is we should all agree that this,” I pointed to them and then to me, “is not exclusive. That means no jealousy. For either one of us.”

Wow, this reminded me of the talk I had with every boyfriend over the years. Only those conversations had love and affection mixed in. This felt like I was assigning them more tasks with their jobs, which in hindsight, was exactly how it was.

But even then, those lovely talks had always ended in disaster. Would it be foolish of me to believe this transactional setup had better chances of success?

Future me’s problem.

“Agreed,” they said in unison, with big smiles on their faces.

“Let’s start slow,” Robin suggested as he nodded at his brother.

I backed away slowly. “What, right now ?” I gestured to myself. “I hadn’t taken a bath! I’m filthy from my training class. I hadn’t even changed clothes yet. I’m smelly!”

“That’s the thing,” Reuben mumbled, stepping closer. “Don’t be embarrassed about your body, my lady. Besides, among other things, your scent hinted to us your needs.”

I stopped backing away when my legs hit the edge of my bed, and I sat down, dazed. That was another tell I didn’t know was possible. They could smell me ? Like, whatever was going on down there. Did the people here have better senses?

Of course, in a world filled with magic and the supernatural, was it any surprise that heightened olfactory senses existed, too? Had I been broadcasting my horniness to everyone this whole time? No wonder they saw me as easy prey.

Robin raised his eyebrows. “Something tells me you’re getting the wrong idea.” He swiped a hand over his jaw, muffling a laugh I knew was about to come out. “We only have this Bea-sense because we’ve lived with you for so long.”

Reuben’s face turned stoic. “Starlight, we memorize everything about you. You usually smelled like peaches and vanilla. But when there are hints of muskiness mixed in …” He licked his lips as if he couldn’t help but taste it in the air, and the thought aroused me so much that I squeezed my legs together.

Their eyes shot down to the movement before Robin focused back. “Don’t get us wrong, you actually smell better that way.” He grinned as he sat next to me. “May I?”

I didn’t know exactly what he was asking for, but it couldn’t be anything but. I glanced at Reuben, who had also sat on my other side, before I nodded, whispering, “You may.”

Robin nuzzled my neck with his face. “We’ll only do a little bit for now, but rest assured this isn’t the only thing we can do.” At that, he began kissing my neck, while gesturing to his brother as if to say, “Get a move on”.

My other knight watched for a few seconds as his twin licked up my neck, and his mesmerizing green eyes dilating at what he was seeing, coupled with this amazing mouth on my skin, was already sending me into the gates of no return.

He reached out and brushed his fingers across my open lips before he guided my jaw so he could dive in and kiss me.

Despite my nymphomaniac tendencies in my world, because of my habit of falling in love too easily and my bad luck, I had never experienced doing this with more than one partner at the same time.

And even with just two men kissing me, I had a stark realization that this was what I preferred.

The feeling was overwhelming, and I loved it.

Robin’s hand cupped one of my breasts and rolled my nipple there, earning a gasp out of me. Reuben followed suit, grabbing the other and fondling it gently, and I didn’t hold back on my moans.

One hand moved lower to my center and undid the ties on my pants. “We’ll go easy, Bea. I promise.” Robin moved off the bed so he could pull down my clothes, exposing me to them.

Reuben inhaled as he unlatched his mouth from mine. “So sweet,” he murmured, looking down.

His twin, however, knelt on the ground, and his hand reached for my pussy.

I squeaked as he found my clit, teasing it in circles.

“And so, so wet,” he hummed, gathering the wetness and moving back to that spot.

The warmth pooling in my core spread throughout my body, prickling my skin, and Robin took advantage by wrapping his lips around my impossibly harder cloth-covered nipple, sucking it in.

“Do you like what we’re doing, Bea?” Reuben asked as he, too, moved his hand lower to my pussy. Robin moved deeper, as if they were in sync, plunging his fingers in my entrance as Reuben took over with circling my clit.

My body was trembling all over from the stimulation. The feel of their fingers inside me and over me, touching me at the right places, was sending me to new heights. “Yes,” my answer came out breathy. Who knew two men touching me could feel so good?

What if there were three, or four, or more? Was I becoming greedy?

Reuben kissed me again, fucking me with his tongue, while Robin fucked me with his fingers. I moaned and I gasped, clutching their hair with either hand as I felt my orgasm cresting over. They didn’t stop until it was fully done, and by then I was a panting mess.

Robin took one more swipe at my nipple with his tongue, making me whimper, and he grinned up at me. “One step at a time, angel.”

Did they think I couldn’t handle having sex yet? That was so sweet of them; I had to give them a smile. If only they knew I preferred rough play to gentle lovemaking. Anyway, any kind of sex was fun all around.

“You look so pretty like this,” Reuben mumbled as he took in my entire form. “These reddish cheeks and swollen lips suit you.”

Now I felt the heat flooding my face. Judging by their shit-eating grins, I concluded my blushing was in full fucking display. That could only be bad for me.

“Thank you, both of you. I need a bath.” Not only I still had my training uniform on, my cum was all over my legs. They helped me up, and feeling a little bratty, I took off the rest of my clothes in front of them. Maybe they’d change their mind and fuck me now, too

Reuben grumbled a curse, eyes trained on me, while Robin didn’t shy away from palming his hardened cock over his pants. Reuben glanced at his twin, but Robin shook his head and mouthed, “not yet”. Dang.

As I observed Reuben beg for Robin’s permission through his eyes alone — it was interesting how Robin was the dominant one in this dynamic, unlike in usual circumstances where it was Reuben who took the lead — I swore someone was watching me from the darkened areas of my room.

It couldn’t have been a coincidence every time.

Whatever this feeling was, I needed it addressed soon, or it would be another thing I had to worry about constantly.