Page 41 of Infatuated
“Not the pill, but I’m on birth control.”
I breathe a little easier. I want to sink deep into this girl. I almost brought condoms with me but didn’t want to tempt fate out in the open. Other riders could come out here, or even people out for a stroll. What we did today was risky, but my dick had a mind of his own. She was so innocent and unsure. Some part of me couldn’t wait to take charge and tell her what to do. Then, when she obeyed without hesitation, it was hot as fuck.
It’s what I was missing with Kasey. She wanted to control, but Icraveit. It’s like a part of me—a thrill I’m chasing.
“Tonight. We can come back out here. It’s private, so no one should bother us.”
I’m already picturing how this night is going to go in my head. We’ll tell everyone we’re going to watch the stars and take the ATV out here. I’ll take my time warming her up—driving her crazy. I want her to beg for me to fuck her. I want her to be a mumbling mess before I slowly ease my cock deep inside her.
Tonight has to be special, though. It’s her first time, and she’s going to remember it forever.
“Oh, the ground?” Her words cut through my thoughts.
Oh shit! I didn’t even think of that. Am I seriously going to make her first time in the middle of an open field on the hard ground? It’s one thing to fool around like this, but another to go all the way. Most girls have some big, elaborate night made up in their heads, right? Didn’t Kasey?Yeah, and I fucked it up.
The thought of her makes me shiver. I won’t mess it up again.
I shake my head. “You’re right. We shouldn’t do it here, not for your first time. I’ll figure something out. Give me some time. Come on, let’s head back.” I stand and reach my hand out for hers.
She bites her lip and looks at my hand. “Okay.”
* * *
On the way back, my phone rings off the hook. Apparently, Peter Morrell caught Molly fooling around with Holden in the barn, and he’s flipping shit. We ride a little faster to get there, my heart caught in my throat. Dad is trying to diffuse the situation, but Mom sounded scared on the phone.
How could he be so stupid? I told him to find a better place and be discreet, but he was just worried about getting his dick wet.I have to find him after this. I’m going to kick his ass.
We get back, and I jump off Gage and pass the reins to Billy, another kid that works the ranch in the summer. I help Lana down from Clementine, and the two of us race over to the argument at the front of the house.
Mr. Morrell is screaming at everyone under the sun, and Molly is sitting at a table crying, her mom and brother by her side.
“What kind of place are you running, John?”
“Daddy, I told you. It’s not his fault!” she yells out.
They continue back and forth, with Peter not sure where to direct his anger. Then he catches a glimpse of Lana, and his face darkens.
“You!” He points his finger at her, and she shrinks behind me a little as he takes a step closer to her. I puff out my chest, keeping the distance between the two of them. “You were supposed to be hanging out with her. Where were you?”
“I-I—”
“Peter, that’s enough!” Henry comes up behind us. “It was not my daughter’s job to keep tabs on yours. If she was running around behind your back, that’s on her.”
Peter directs his attention to Henry. His face is so red I’m surprised I haven’t seen steam coming out of his ears. “You told me they would get along great and that they could hang out as we talked about business this week. It’s the only reason I allowed us to meet out here.”
He shrugs, and Peter turns to his wife and kids. “I’m not staying here another minute. We’re going to town and are staying at another hotel, and you bet your ass I’m writing a terrible review of this place. What type of disgusting people do you have working here? Taking advantage of an innocent girl. It’s deplorable!”
“Just remember, Mr. Morrell, it takes two to tango. Molly isn’t innocent in this.” No one bad mouths my best friend without getting some shit in return.
He takes a step closer to me, our chests practically touching, and I peer down at him, my jaw clenched. He’s a few inches shorter than me and a lot bigger around the gut, so my size and strength would give me the advantage. What he doesn’t know is this ranch means everything to me, and I won’t risk doing anything stupid.
“Stay away from me and my family,” he hisses.
He steps back and beckons for them like they’re dogs, and the four of them head to the cabin. I have no doubt he’s going to spend the night in town, and I will gladly call the cab myself.
“Lana, let’s go.” Her dad pulls her away by her elbow as she gives me a sad look. She mouths sorry and turns, extracting her arm from his hold.
Fuck!