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As I inhale, I look back at her watching the falcon in the sunset. Even if I’ve only ever loved Martha, I know I love Storm. Deep down, however, I know I’m not good enough for her, but I can’t let her go.

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STORM

For the first time in a long while, we have a normal week. As a couple, I guess, if that’s what we are.

The thing is, how are we not?

We shower together, and most of the time we come together. We sleep in the same bed, we eat together, we talk a few times a day, and we even now share drinks and well, fluids.

Yikes.

It’s calming not travelling, and I enjoy being around Falcon the falcon. Falcon being the name we gave our third roommate, the Peregrine.

As Lorenzo refocuses, he seems distracted. I suspect it’s just when he’s in the zone, planning movies, checking on them, and getting them on screens.

As I work back at the library, I enjoy the routine. I also get a few more bites in graphic design. It’s exciting, and I enjoy the creativity.

I feel more like a whole woman now, or complete. I guess, it’s because I’m having sex. A whole lot of sex, in fact.

I’m also feeling more confident, and for once in my life, guys are checking me out.

For someone with curves, and never having felt pretty, sexy or hot, it means a lot to me.

When guys do double takes on the streets in NYC, and when I’m with Lorenzo, he gets wild. It’s cute, and I don’t mind it one bit.

I’m his,and he knows it.

I have startedto let Lorenzo do anything he wants to me, and it’s more wild, and exciting than I ever imagined. I had no idea there were so many erotic places on my body, and I had no idea he could make me come in so many ways.

The brute is sexually charged, and most of the time, way more than me.

I am however, coming around, and I am getting way more confident in bed.

We have a lot of sex, and we average twice a day. Half the time, in bed, and the rest of the time on all kinds of surfaces.

We spend a lot of time naked around the penthouse too. Actually, most of the time. It’s just easy, and private.

Lorenzo teaches me all kinds of things to do with the body, and he also tells me how he likes it.

I like being bossed around, and overall, Lorenzo is wicked in bed.

He is also controlling.

He always commands me to come first and before him. And he also commands me to look at him, when I come.

Especially, the explosive way I shatter for him, under his expert touch.

I like it when he yanks my hair, bosses me around, and commands me to do sinful things.

But, I do not like it when he works me into a state, then just before shattering, he tells me not to come.

He’s done that too many times, and the bastard is up to no good. In saying that, it’s so fucking hot, and disturbingly so.

Lorenzo likes me to play with myself, and put on a bit of a show. To start with I was shy, but now, I’m all over it, like him.

Lorenzo still goes into that dark place at times. That place where he commands me, and he is very very strict.