Page 39 of Finding Embers and Stars (Twin Flames Duet #1)
Chapter thirty-nine
I don't stop walking until I get to the tent. I have absolutely no idea where that bravado came from, but fuck me, it’s gone now. What in the actual fuck was I thinking agreeing and asking for a foursome for our bonding?
How are we all going to fit? What if their dicks touch? Why would I say I want tail action? I'm not Sage, she's the weirdo that wants that shit. Not that I’m opposed, but I don’t know what to do with the three cocks I have to play with, let alone a tail.
Walker’s palm sliding across the center of my back brings me up short. I hadn’t even realized that I froze once I stepped inside the tent. The sight of the large bed brings me up short. “Piper, are you okay? You look like you’re either about to puke or pass out. Possibly run away screaming.”
“Run possibly, but I know you would never scream.” Of course, Atlas feels the need to drop his two cents into the middle of my crisis.
Rolling my eyes at Atlas, I turn to face my three mates. Like me, they paused just inside the tent, though it’s not really a tent. More of a covered cabana with a beach bed. I’ve spent many hours here stretched out reading while listening to the waves.
Twisting my fingers together, I fight to keep a smile on my face and not give in to panic. “Oh yeah, I’m great. Everything is fine. Who’s ready for some bondage?”
As a group, their mouths drop open and they stare at me. It takes Atlas to clue me into what actually came out of my mouth. “I don’t think you are ready for bondage, Piper.” His voice turns thoughtful. “Though it would prevent the running issue.”
“Shit, bonding! I meant bonding!” Hiding my face in my hands, I turn away from them. If the beach could open up and swallow me, that would be just great.
They converge on me, squishing me between their hard chests so that I have no chance at all of running. Not that I really want to, I just hate not knowing what the hell to do in any given situation.
Milo cups my chin, gently but persistently, forcing me to look up and meet his eyes. “Piper, we do not have to do this today. We can wait.”
My head is shaking before he’s even done talking. “No, I don’t want to wait. I’m sorry I’m such a fucking mess.”
Walker kisses my temple, his deep voice rumbling in my ear. “Talk to us, embers. Tell us what’s going through your head so we can help you deal with it.”
As much as it kills me, I need to suck it up and tell them what the problem is. Atlas has retreated to the back of my mind, no doubt to give me privacy for what’s about to happen, but he keeps a steady feeling of reassurance flowing through my mind.
I drop my forehead against Milo’s shoulder. “I’m nervous. I hardly know what to do with one dick, let alone three at once.”
Wyatt rubs my back soothingly. “Well, we have a couple of options for that. All of them involve us worshiping you like the Goddess you are.”
My snort of disbelief is a reflex, and I don’t even realize that I made a sound until Walker’s palm cracks across my ass cheek.
My head comes up and I know my mouth is hanging open, but I can’t help but stare at him in shock.
He meets my gaze with a fiery gleam in his eyes. At this moment, he is every inch a predator. “Let’s get one thing straight right now. We don’t lie. When any of us give you a compliment, it’s because we mean every word. I can’t control what you think of yourself, but you will not dismiss what we tell you we feel.” His voice softens a little and his hand rubs away the sting of the spank. “I get that you’ve been bullied in the past. I understand that it’s a knee jerk reaction to dismiss the good things because you’re used to hearing the bad. We wouldn’t be here right now planning to bond with you for all eternity if we didn’t love everything about you.”
Fucking hell. I refuse to cry right before my bonding, but it’s taking all my willpower to keep the tears at bay. My throat is tight, and I don’t think I can even speak right now, so I nod in agreement and kiss his cheek in thanks.
Wyatt clears his throat. “Now that we have that settled, I think we were discussing logistics. We could try two of us in your pussy and one in your mouth or we could do pussy, ass and mouth. Which would you be more comfortable with?”
“Well, that makes the choice easier. If you want DVP, Sage is your girl. I’ve always loved anal. Though somehow, I don’t think exploring with toys compares to the real thing.”
I’m proud of myself for getting the words out. My voice may be muffled, and my eyes are still on the floor, but I managed to voice my sexual desires.
The guys seem to have made a plan without a word being spoken. Milo pulls me into a deep kiss. His kisses are different from his brothers. There is an edge of dominance to everything he does that always seems to surprise me.
He walks me backwards towards the bed, only breaking the kiss when the back of my knees bump into the platform. He steps back to drop his basketball shorts and then crawls onto the bed behind me, leaning against the headboard.
Walker strips and lays down flat next to Milo. He pulls me on top of him and slides his hands under my shirt, slowly guiding it up. Before he lifts it past my breasts he pauses, his eyes asking me if this is ok.
At my nod, he tugs it off over my head and throws it across the room. Wyatt kneels behind me, trailing his hands across my lower back, I feel his claws lengthen and grow pointed. Sliding his fingers beneath the waistband of my shorts, he slices through the material like butter.
Okay then, a new kink has been most assuredly unlocked. That shit is going in a book.
With my shorts ripped away, I’m suddenly skin to skin with Walker. His hard shaft is laying against his stomach and nestled between my lower lips. Soon he will be deep inside me.
Milo leans in to kiss me and plays with one of my nipple piercings while Walker gives the other his full attention.
When Milo breaks our kiss, I lean down to swallow his cock, taking it to the back of my throat in one try. The three groans that I manage to draw from my mates goes a long way towards soothing my nerves.
Walker grips my hips, lifting me until his cock finds my entrance. The feel of him stretching my walls as he lowers me down is the most erotic thing I’ve ever experienced.
Cold fingers brushing across my ass have me sucking in a breath and freezing in place.
They freeze along with me. “Relax, Piper. Deep breath and let your muscles relax. We are not going to hurt you.” Wyatt kisses the back of my shoulder as he rubs circles around my back door.
Letting out a shuddering breath, I will my muscles to relax and moan as I sink the rest of the way down Walker’s shaft.
Milo guides my lips back to his cock and does his part in distracting me as Wyatt slowly preps me to take him. Walker is rocking his hips, moving in tiny shallow thrusts while we wait for Wyatt to join us.
As nervous as I was at the start of this, all I’m feeling now is a burning need for my mates. I need to feel them all inside me. To feel them lose control and use my body for their own pleasure. Hopefully, they will take me along for the ride. I’m a big fan of orgasms, after all.
I let out a startled cry at the loss of Wyatt’s fingers, but it’s a short-lived emptiness. I feel the tip of his cock pressing into me and the slow steady pressure is enough to drive me wild.
Walker’s hand slides between us to play with my clit while Milo takes control of my ponytail and uses it to guide my mouth up and down his shaft.
I moan around him, unable to focus on anything except the mind-blowing pleasure they are sending through my body.
Once Wyatt is fully inside me, he pauses for a moment to let me adjust to the stretch. I thought Walker had filled me up, but now that I have both him and Wyatt inside me, I feel overfull. The pleasure borders on pain in the most delicious way.
He and Walker start to move, one pulling out as the other thrusts in. With someone's fingers still playing with my clit, I’m rushing towards an explosive orgasm.
Milo’s groan is music to my ears, the way his thighs are trembling and his fingers clenching in my hair tell me just how close he’s getting. His hoarse, “Now, embers!” isn’t needed, though it’s appreciated.
I take him to the back of my throat, swallowing around his cock as he shoots stream after stream of cum down my throat.
His orgasm pushes me over the edge and my body clenches before waves of pleasure roll through me. When I clamp down, it pulls Walker and Wyatt over the edge with me and we all lay there in a panting, shuddering pile.
As soon as we can breathe normally again, Wyatt runs back inside for wet cloths and a fresh pair of shorts for me. The whole time we are cleaning up and getting dressed, the guys are kissing and touching me.
The way Milo helps me finger comb my hair back into some order makes my heart melt.
Seeing Wyatt kneel at my feet and hold out my shorts for me to step into blows me away.
Walker’s arm wraps around my waist as we step out of the tent, and he refuses to let me go all the way down to the fire pit.
Sage, Liam, and Mav come out of the pool house only moments behind us and join us on the beach. Something tells me I’m sporting just as strong of a freshly fucked look as she is.
Wyatt uses his powers to start the bonfire, and we settle in to wait for our bond marks and a visit from a Goddess.