Page 56 of Between Never and Forever

She whimpered, her head thrashing back and forth like she was jonesing for a release. I loved that her hair was sprawled out around her, making her look perfectly unraveled.

“Say you only want me, Kee. I need to hear it.”

She practically growled as she repeated it back to me, and I dove in again to suck her clit while I thrust a finger slowly into her sex, testing if she could take anything firmer and longer than my tongue today. When I did, she moaned rather than winced. “Such a greedy pussy. Look how you want it even after being sore a couple days ago.”

“Dexton Hardy, please. Just let me have this. Give me what I want.”

“I should. Shouldn’t I? Pretty girl like you in my bed. It’s mine, you know that right? Even with your purple bedspread on it and with you inviting your friends into my bedroom, it’s still mine.”

“Fine. I don’t care. Have the room. Justplease.”

I slid another finger in and rolled her clit around in my mouth. “I like how you listen, Kee. It’s what we need to make this relationship work.”

“Faster, Dex. I need more. I need you.”

Hearing her say she needed me after all these years was too much. “You don’t need me. You only need something to take the edge off.”

“No, I need you,” she moaned.

“Do you know me, Kee? You don’t even know what I like anymore.”

“I know that. I want you to show me. Show me now. Show me everything.”

My hand was already gripping her thigh too hard, showcasing I was losing control. We were only a week in, and I wasn’t sure I could handle her, handle this.

“You want me, then you’re going to see. And I don’t know if you’re going to like what you see at all.”

She looked down at me, determination sparkling in her pretty eyes. “Show me.”

ChapterTwenty

KEELANI

I’d regretthis in the morning. I knew that. Yet, the alcohol had liberated me, and I wanted every inch of him right then and there. He needed to lose control like I needed to be free of being good.

He thought he could keep a lid on this. Screw me out of his system and leave, but I wanted to dig deep into our souls and find a way to exorcise each other from the hell we’d been trapped in over the years. He struggled with letting me in, but I saw the moment he surrendered to it. His shoulders relaxed, his grip on me loosened, and he stood up rather than continued to stroke my core.

“Wait,” I stuttered out. This wasn’t the exact plan. I still wanted to get off.

He turned toward his dresser, slowly opened it, and grabbed something from it before turning around with a smirk. “Be patient, Kee.”

Then, he pulled from his drawer a silver egg with a thin chain attached. “What’s that?”

“What I like.” He said it simply, no embarrassment or hesitation.

“Exactly what do you like?”

“To indulge women.” The words rolled slowly from his tongue as if he was giving me time to understand.

I narrowed my eyes, my stomach twisting. “Have you used that on someone else?”

He chuckled. “You’re as jealous as I am. For that reason, I can honestly say with this one in particular, no. I haven’t.”

“Show me so I can feel it, Dex. Show me so I know.” My eyes were on the small ball, my body humming with curiosity, and my pussy clenched like suddenly it needed to be filled. “I think I might like it.”

There was desire and a plea in my voice. I couldn’t hide it if I tried. I trusted him in a way I probably shouldn’t, and I knew that this was what I wanted from him, needed from him.

“Fuck me,” he murmured, and then he placed the ball back in the drawer and shook his head. “Kee, knowing you're so much more inexperienced is a mindfuck for me, you know that? I’d teach you everything, but I know you’re going to take all that knowledge with you.”