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He looked straight at her crotch, her strangely twisted navel, her rather small nipples (for such big breasts). He should have looked first at her eyes; then he might have realized she was wide-awake and staring back at him.

"Dishes all done?" asked Mrs. Ralph. "Come to say good-bye?"

"I wanted to see if you were all right," he told her.

"Bullshit," she said. "You wanted another look."

"Yes," he confessed; he looked away. "I'm sorry."

"Don't be," she said. "It's made my day." Garp tried to smile.

"You're too 'sorry' all the time," Mrs. Ralph said. "What a sorry man you are. Except to your wife," Mrs. Ralph said. "You never once said you were sorry to her."

There was a phone beside the water bed. Garp felt he had never so badly misread a person's condition as he had misread Mrs. Ralph's. She was suddenly no drunker than Bill; or she had become miraculously undrunk, or she was enjoying that half hour of clarity between stupor and hangover--a half hour Garp had read about, but had always believed was a myth. Another illusion.

"I'm taking Duncan home," Garp told her. She nodded.

"If I were you," she said, "I'd take him home, too."

Garp fought back another "I'm sorry," suppressing it after a short but serious struggle.

"Do me one favor?" said Mrs. Ralph. Garp looked at her; she didn't mind. "Don't tell your wife everything about me, okay? Don't make me out to be such a pig. Maybe you could draw a picture of me with a little sympathy."

"I have pretty good sympathy," Garp mumbled.

"You have a pretty good rod on, too," said Mrs. Ralph, staring at Garp's elevated track shorts. "You better not bring that home." Garp said nothing. Garp the puritan felt he deserved to take a few punches. "Your wife really looks after you, doesn't she?" said Mrs. Ralph. "I guess you haven't always been a good boy. You know what my husband would have called you?" she asked. "My husband would have called you 'pussy-whipped.'"

"Your husband must have been some asshole," Garp said. It felt good to get a punch in, even a weak punch, but Garp felt foolish that he had mistaken this woman for a slob.

Mrs. Ralph got off the bed and stood in front of Garp. Her tits touched his chest. Garp was anxious that his hard-on might poke her. "You'll be back," Mrs. Ralph said. "Want to bet on it?" Garp left her without a word.

He wasn't farther than two blocks from Mrs. Ralph's house--Duncan cra

mmed down in the sleeping bag, wriggling over Garp's shoulder--when the squad car pulled to the curb and its police-blue light flickered over him where he stood caught. A furtive, half-naked kidnapper sneaking away with his bright bundle of stolen goods and stolen looks--and a stolen child.

"What you got there, fella?" a policeman asked him. There were two of them in the squad car, and a third person who was hard to see in the back seat.

"My son," Garp said. Both policemen got out of the car.

"Where are you going with him?" one of the cops asked Garp. "Is he all right?" He shined a flashlight in Duncan's face. Duncan was still trying to sleep; he squinted away from the light.

"He was spending the night at a friend's house," Garp said. "But it didn't work out. I'm carrying him home." The policeman shined his light over Garp--in his running costume. Shorts, shoes with racing stripes, no shirt.

"You got identification?" the policeman asked. Garp set Duncan and the sleeping bag, gently, on someone's lawn.

"Of course not," Garp said. "If you give me a ride home, I'll show you something." The policemen looked at each other. They had been called into the neighborhood, hours ago, when a young woman had reported that she was approached by an exhibitionist--at least, by a streaker. Possibly it was a matter of attempted rape. She had escaped him on a bicycle, she said.

"You been out here a long time?" one of the policemen asked Garp.

The third person, in the back seat of the police car, looked out the window at what was going on. When he saw Garp, he said, "Hey, man, how you doing?" Duncan started to wake up.

"Ralph?" Duncan said.

One policeman knelt beside the boy and pointed the flashlight up at Garp. "Is this your father?" the cop asked Duncan. The boy was rather wild-eyed; he darted his eyes from his father to the cops to the blue light flashing on the squad car.

The other policeman went over to the person in the back seat of the car. It was the boy in the purple caftan. The police had picked him up while they were cruising the neighborhood for the exhibitionist. The boy hadn't been able to tell them where he lived--because he didn't really live anywhere. "Do you know that man with the child there?" the policeman asked the boy.

"Yeah, he's a real tough guy," the kid said.