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My toes curl, and my mind blips out. Full-body trembles take over, my moans and pleasure the only noises in the room, and just as he promised, I get there. Impossibly, my cries get louder until I shout my orgasm into the pillow.
My body collapses afterward, spent, satisfied, my unbridled breaths filling the room.
“That was the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.”
My eyes fly open, and I start to pull away, but Cade holds me in place. “Don’t do that. You shared that moment with me. Remember that.”
“I-I know.”
“Don’t go hiding away because I intend to do that again.”
“But—” I stop talking because I don’t know if there is really a but. That was amazing and scary and embarrassing all at the same time. “I don’t know how this happened. I don’t even have any friends, and now you’re…” His hands are still on me, so I nudge them out of the way. “You’re touching my…”
I grapple for the right word, but Cade doesn’t have a problem coming up with one. “Pussy, Sunshine. I touched your pussy. Tamed it, maybe,” he snickers. “It’s okay. Really. I wanted to. You wanted to. We’re adults.”
I take a deep breath. “I’m just going to need a moment to process.”
“It did sound like I blew your mind, so take all the time you need.” He kisses my shoulder again. “In case you’re wondering, you need confidence to do what I just did, too.”
“Is that the reason for the cocky vibe I’m getting right now?”
He maneuvers my shoulders to the bed and lowers himself on top of me. “Girl, I’m on cloud nine. I could hear you call my name like that right now.” He bites his lip, staring at me.
I swallow and peer away. “I’m freaking out again.”
“Would you freak out if I tasted you?”
He lowers his head, and I squeeze my knees shut. “Cade. I’m not used to— I’m new at this.”
He lifts up, his brown eyes unsure as he maneuvers my chin to look at him. “Sunshine, are you saying no one’s touched you before?”
I wiggle out of his grip. “Okay, I need space.” My feet hit the floor after a mad scramble.
“It’s okay if it’s yes,” he pleads. “I just wanted to know.” He sits up, scoots over to the side of the bed, and reaches out to grab my hands. “I’m honored, and I’m sorry if I pushed you.”
I don’t like it when he says it like that. It sounds like he made me. “I definitely wanted you to,” I say softly. “It’s…weird for me and there are all these changes at once.”
“Let’s focus on one thing,” he says. “That I make you feel safe, and that you only do what you want to.”
“That’s two things.”
“Okay, two connected things.”
I slide my gaze down his body—past his taut, muscular abs—and stop at his dick, still hard in his boxers.
“Do you mind if I go into the bathroom and take care of this? I’m getting the sense you’re not ready for that right now.”
“Can I watch?”
“Watch me embarrass myself because this isn’t going to take long?”
“I want to see.”
He keeps his heated stare on mine while reaching inside his boxers with one hand and pulling them down with the other. When his cock is free, I suck in a breath. Unbelievably, a flash of heat starts again in my core.
He wipes his hand in the precum at his tip and uses it as lube. “You were so beautiful. Your tight ass nestled against me, wanting me. All those sexy moans. Damn, Charley.”
He strokes his thick shaft, eyes never leaving mine.