Page 44

I can feel a blush creeping across my chest, and he dips his head, pressing a kiss against the birthmark beneath my collarbone before tracing the curve of my breast with the tip of his tongue. Moving slowly, Patrick drags his tongue between the valley of my breasts, over my ribcage, dipping into the well of my belly button. I wind my fingers through his hair, flexing them against his scalp, lifting my hips, grinding my pubic bone against his chin, urging him lower before he puts space between us, sitting up completely.
He looks down at me, hands gripped around my thighs, fingers tight on my skin, chest pumping like he just finished a run. “I’m trying to be nice,” he says, his jaw pulsing while he looks at me, his hooded gaze lingering on my throat, the bruises James left behind. He looks ashamed. Like he’s the one who put them there. “I want to be nice.”
“You don’t have to be. I don’t want you to,” I say, reaching for him, running my fingertips over his. “I want you.”
Please.
The word trembles on my lips again. Almost tumbles out.
Please.
But I don’t have to say it. Not this time.
Without warning, he reaches up, jerking his shirt over his head, tossing it away. “I need you naked,” he says, hooking his finger into the waistband of my jeans, flicking the closure open and unzipping them to ease them gently down my legs.
Too slow.
Not slow enough.
My panties are next, and as soon as they’re gone, he’s shifting us again, pulling me on top of him, so I’m straddling his chest, my knees snug against his ribcage. Hands under my ass, his fingers tracing the seam of my pussy from behind, stroking me until I’m panting and writhing, my hips grinding against his chest, the fingers caressing me between my legs. My clit inches from his mouth, his warm, uneven breath against the center of me.
Too close.
Not close enough.
“Cari.”
He says my name and I open my eyes, looking down at him, lids heavy, vision hazy, like I’m trying to find his face in a fog. “Mmmm,” I say, too far gone to pronounce actual words.
I find him, and as soon as we make eye contact, he moves his hands, pulling his fingers free to capture my wrists. “Hold on to the headboard,” he tells me, lifting my arms above his head, wrapping my fingers around the cool, wrought iron bars in front of me. “Yeah, just like that,” he murmurs, still looking up at me like he’s committing the picture of me to memory. He draws his fingers down my arms. The calloused tips of them brush against my hard, swollen nipples. Dull, blunt nails scrape over the ladder of my rib cage. The soft plane of my belly. The length of my spine.
Wrapping his fingers around the flared curve of my hips, his thumbs hooked into the juncture of my thighs, strong fingers gripping my ass. Lifting me higher, until I’m hovering over his mouth. Spreading me wider, until my knees bracket his wide, powerful shoulders. “You’re so beautiful,” he says, lifting his head to nuzzle me, press soft kisses to the inside of my thighs. “I need you.” His words brush his lips against me, feather light. Delicious and maddening.
Too much.
Not enough.
“I’ll never stop needing you…” he drags the flat of his tongue up the center of my quivering slit, groaning deep in his throat when my hips rock against his face, the pressure of his mouth. “That’s it,” he says, lips brushing against me again. “That’s what I need.” The tip of his tongue circles my swollen clit. “I need to taste you.”
My hips jerk forward as his powerful arms wrap around me and pull me closer, lower until his face is buried in my pussy. He groans against me, fingers flexing against my thighs, holding me tight while his mouth and tongue devour me.
I hold on for dear life, every part of me trembling against the unbearable pleasure his mouth is building between my thighs. I give him what he needs. I fuck his mouth. His tongue. His face. Riding and writhing until I’m shaking and stretching for release. Rolling my hips against the pressure of his lips around my clit. He knows I’m close to coming, and he growls, pulls me closer. Deeper. Licking and sucking my slick, tender flesh, stroking me with his tongue. Pulling me deeper. Driving me further and higher until I’m the center of a hurricane. Until my bones quake inside my skin, threatening to break and rip me apart from the inside out.
I look down so I can see it. The precise moment I come apart for him. Our eyes connect, his green gaze dull and glazed like he’s drunk on the taste of me, his greedy mouth locked around my pussy like he can’t get enough.
“Patrick,” I moan his name once, the sound of it harsh and low against the back of my throat and then I’m gone. Bolts of electricity shoot through me, fusing my hands around the headboard. I say his name, again and again, shuddering and rocking so hard I think my spine might shake itself loose against the unrelenting pressure of his mouth.
He wrings me dry. Until I’m sagging and boneless. Until my body is limp and spent and I can’t hold on anymore. My arms slip loose, and I fall. Patrick is there. Lifting me, turning me again until he’s stretched out over the length of me, the delicious weight of him pressing me into the bed.
Our bed.
He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips. His tongue, delivering slow, languid sweeps to my mouth in the exact rhythm he used to make me come and despite the fact, my bones have melted away, heat flares in my core, and I moan.
Patrick lifts his head and smiles, his dimple flashing at me in the half-light of morning. “Oh, good,” he says, his hand coming between us to cup my breast. “I thought I broke you.”
I smile back and shake my head. “Not broken,” I say, eyes fluttering closed while his fingers do wicked, sinful things to me and I moan again, arching against him when his mouth replaces his fingers, sucking and nipping my nipple until I’m writhing and panting under him.
“That’s good,” he says, pressing a kiss against my sternum before levering himself up, so he’s kneeling between my legs. “Because I’m not finished showing you.” He reaches for the button of his jeans, jerking it from its loop before ripping the zipper down. He stretches over me again, his fingertips trailing up the inside of my thigh, delivering soft, feathery strokes against the seam of my pussy while his mouth skims the curve of my jaw. “I need to be inside you, Cari.” His words tremble against my skin, his entire body shaking with desperation. He presses his lips against the soft spot behind my ear. “I need to fuck you.”
I turn my head, capturing his mouth, welcoming the soft, slow rhythm of his tongue against mine. Moaning, I reach down and push his pants and boxers off his hips as far as I can before wrapping my legs around his hips. Hooking my toes into his waistband, I drag them the rest of the way down so he can kick them off.
Pulling his mouth away from mine, Patrick looks down at me. Keeping his gaze pinned to mine, he catches my leg, hooking his arm under the back of my knee, lifting and leaning until his hand is under my hips, tilting me against him. “I love you,” he says, sinking into me with a long, slow stroke. His hips flex against mine, again and again, so deep and tender it brings tears to my eyes.
I love you.
He doesn’t say it again. He doesn’t have to.
Because he shows me.