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"Today, we must bury all the negative memories here for eternity, and from this place, we must create incredibly beautiful memories for ourselves. Thoughts of killing yourself are coming to your mind again and again, right?"

Avishka starts seeing Prakram, but Prakram is not unaware of anything as he is in constant touch with the doctor who comes to check on Avishka, and especially, he is not at all ignoring the psychiatrist who diagnosed her. It is clearly said that, due to this incident, Avishka is depressed. Remembering the incident again and again, she is drowning in negativity. Prakram smilingly holds her face, places his lips on her lips, and keeps kissing her continuously. Avishka is kissing Prakram, but her eyes are roaming around the place, trying to see the place. Her hands are on Prakram's chest. Prakram can feel the vibrations happening to them very well. Holding her hand, he immediately comes near the waterfall, and while standing at its very edge, he holds Avishka's grasp very well. Looking down, he says to Avishka,.

"Let us decide today whether we have to live with these bad memories or smile with the happiness we are getting every moment."

Before Avishka can understand his words, he holds her hand tightly and jumps from the waterfall.

CHAPTER 71

Avishka was just looking down from that height, but looking down from that height was not scary at all; rather, it seemed thatmaybe if somehow Prakram would leave her hand, she would jump from here, but she knows very well. Prakram is not going to leave her hand so easily, but the way he is increasing his grip on her hand while moving towards the waterfall, she knows very well that Prakram is scared of any kind of reaction from her. For the first time, she feels Prakram's fear, which causes her to automatically look towards him.

He appears to be much calmer than Avishka. She is feeling very well about how this calmness of his is creating chaos in her mind because the vibration in her hands is making him restless. That's why she understands his situation so well. She also knows very well that Prakram is not afraid of himself at all. Even if he has a fear of anything, it is only for Avishka because he is watching her very deeply. So she has understood that it is very difficult for Prakram to be afraid of anything. He's just afraid for his family.

Both of them were standing near the waterfall until now, but while moving forward, they have reached the very end. From where he is looking down, which is much scarier, Prakram has looked at Avishka, on whose face there is no fear at all, but by looking at her face, it is clearly visible that the girl who is afraid of water wants to drown in it without any care because of her condition. Upon witnessing this, he gently closes his eyes, then tightens his grip on her hand to inform her of her condition.

"Let us decide today whether we have to live with these bad memories or smile with the happiness we are getting every moment."

Avishka was completely lost in herself. Her eyes were only on the rapidly falling water, and she just wanted to immerse herself in it like she had tried for the first time. But this time, she does not want to leave any stone unturned in her efforts. Therefore, a strange plan has started forming in his heart and mind. ButPrakram's words attracted her attention to him. Before Avishka can understand his words, he holds her hand tightly and jumps from the waterfall.

Prakram held Avishka's hand tightly. And while jumping from the top of the waterfall, Prakram also felt Avishka's grip on his hand very well. As soon as both of them fall into the water from a height, Prakram does not leave her hand at all, and he knows that Avishka is very afraid of water, so he pulls her into his arms with a jerk. He has full confidence in himself that he will not let anything happen to Avishka. He just wants to somehow make her realize that there is absolutely no point in troubling yourself by thinking again and again about trying to die. He has woven many dreams of his life with her, and he wants to live in his dreams. He understands that the circumstances she's facing can cause many people to completely lose hope, yet despite this, Aavishka battles with herself, forcing herself to smile solely for them. But now he wants to see her real smile, not this forced smile.

Due to jumping from top to bottom with one jerk, they went down deep in the water, but Prakram immediately caught hold of Avishka in his arms; hence, he immediately came back to the surface while swimming upwards. As soon as Avishka felt herself in his arms, she wrapped both her arms tightly around his neck and held him tightly. For a few moments, the feeling of going away from him was equivalent to a thousand deaths. Both of them did not separate their hands from each other, even for a moment. But for a few moments, when Avishka was unable to breathe at all, she realized how much she loved Prakram, and she did not want to hurt him in any way. And her death definitely gave him a lifetime of pain. How can you be so cruel to him? And Aashi, whom she whom?she loves the most, will live without her mother's love.

As soon as she comes to the surface, Avishka starts breathing very fast, and Prakram is just smiling while hugging her. The way she is holding Prakram tightly at this time clearly shows that she does not want to leave him at all. The feeling that Prakram is living at this time. It is very difficult to put a price on it; this feeling is priceless. Prakram tells her while kissing her forehead.

“You were thinking of going away from me; I had given you the full opportunity to go away from me. I am ready to leave this world along with you, but now that nothing has happened to you even after jumping from such a height, from now on, your life is only mine. From now on, you hold no rights in this life. Your life, you, and everything related to you are mine today. So don't even think about yourself without asking me."

Avishka suddenly starts looking at him; he just smiles and looks into her eyes and immediately places his lips on her lips, and while sucking her rose petals sweetly and lovingly, he says this to her again and again.

“I love you, Avishka... Don't even think of going away from me, because I will not let you go away from me. I have told you before that I do not want to separate you from myself, and if you have to go somewhere, then take me with you because I am ready to walk everywhere just to not live without you anymore."

Every time Prakram speaks, it causes a tremendous stir in her heart and mind, and every time she feels this stir, it shakes her to the core. Prakram is constantly looking into her eyes and kissing her, but this time Avishka is completely numb. She always feels his love, but this feeling is something new. She is also not taking her eyes off of him, as if every time she sees the truth in his eyes, she wants to immerse herself completely in this truth alone. She immediately begins kissing Prakram, and as soon as he feels her passionate kiss, he smiles softly. Prakram brings her even closerto him without leaving any gap between them, and he keeps kissing her continuously.

“Why Avi…. Why do you want to trouble me too by troubling yourself like this?”

Avishka has no answer, and she holds Prakram very tightly, due to which he smiles and starts bringing her to the shore with him, holding her tightly, but it is hard to swim like this. But Avishka quickly hugged him from behind and said it softly.

"Take me wherever you want to go; this life is yours. "I'm yours, too. Do whatever you want."

Prakram smiles and starts swimming towards the shore. Aviksha can clearly see that Prakram has already made a lot of arrangements there. Aviksha notices a wonderful tent set up on the shore, along with lovely decorations, perfect for a romantic date, which prompts her to smile and ask Prakram.

"All of this for starting a new journey..."

Prakram, who has brought her to the shore, carefully takes her out of the water, looks around with a smile, and then holds her face, kisses her forehead, and tells her.

“This arrangement is nothing in front of this beautiful smile... I can make such arrangements every day to see this beautiful smile."

Seeing everything there, the smile on Avishka's face is increasing. Prakram is just looking at her face very well and then holding her hand and taking her inside the tent. As soon as she comes inside the tent, Avishka starts looking around in the tent. She is trying to increase the smile on her face even more, but she was already smiling a lot, so this smile cannot increase further.The whole tent was decorated very beautifully for her. Her eyes turn towards Prakram, who is zipping the tent properly, seeing only her because he didn't want to miss any expression at all. He totally secures everything because, at this time, he does not want any disturbance at all. After zipping the tent, Prakram immediately separates his wet clothes from his body and starts coming towards her with slow steps. Avishka's eyes are fixed only on him. She does not want to take her eyes off him at all. He comes very close.

Prakram's face is bent towards her, and still drops of water are shining on Avishka's face, water dripping from his wet hair on her face. He moves his face towards her, and as he kisses her, he slowly sucks the water drops sensually, freeing her wet body from the clothes that serve as a barrier between them. Avishka's heart rates have increased in such a way that it seems as if he is coming close to her for the first time today. Whenever Prakram is close to her, this feeling always tickles her, and she always feels herself in very loving and wonderful joy. Every touch of Prakram gives her a different feeling, and every pore of her body yearns for it.

Soon, both of them are dressed in birth suits, and Prakram gently encircles her in his arms before slowly laying her down on the mattress. The entire tent was decorated with fragrant flowers from inside; their beautiful pictures are hanging all over; everything here is just to cherish their sweet time, and everything present there can bring happiness to anyone's sad mind. Rose petals were scattered all over the mattress, which thrilled Avishka even more with their fragrance. It is already slowly creating havoc in her heart.

Avishka used to try again and again to keep Prakram away from herself, but Prakram always liked to stay close to her, and evenafter staying close to her like this, Avishka felt that Prakram would not come close to her anymore because who knows how many men have touched her and she has become dirty? But she knew that this was her illusion because Prakram loved her very much, yet when she found herself surrounded by this illusion, she knew that she could not stop her from being his again. She knows that she does not want to stop herself from touching him because, for her, Prakram's touch is like magic, taking all her sorrows away from her.

Both of their bodies are stuck to each other, and they are completely lost in each other. Prakram just wants to make her stop hating herself at any cost. Today, he desires to shower her with affection to the point where she feels liberated from his presence. There should be no hatred, just love, and she would remember his touch again and again, due to which there would always be a lovely smile on her face. While he would touch her very gently with his knuckles, a strange kind of wave would be felt in her whole body. Due to which she immediately shrinks and comes into his arms. Prakram smiles, gently touches her face, kisses her forehead, and then slowly presses his lips to her entire face, kissing it softly and slowly.

With every kiss of his, it seems as if Avishka is forgetting this cruel world completely, and she is in a different world where she is feeling very safe. Prakram's touch not only gives her a sense of security; she feels the feeling and, at the same time, forces her to make love to herself in a strange way. Prakram slowly kisses her face and kisses her neck, bites her lightly, and immediately lets out a moan. She hugs Prakram tightly.