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I don’t see how he could possibly make them fuck me in a way that would hurt me considering how my body automatically reacts to them. I will play whatever role I need to make him believe that he’s winning, though.

At a certain point, Zypher gets so lost in fucking my throat that he’s not noticing that my mates are intentionally making me come now. Callum is the last to have his mouth on me. Knowing that it may be a long time before I feel their touch again, he absolutely ravages me with his mouth. He alternates between sucking on me hard while also sliding his tongue into my pussy to tease me that way. As my orgasm fades away and Zypher forces me to drink his release, Callum kisses my thigh.

“We love you, baby girl,”Callum says.

“I love you guys too,”I tell him.

“We will be back later,” Zypher says. “Remember the rules.”

“I will,” I say. Morwen leaves the room first. “Zypher.”

“Yes?” He stops and looks at me.

“Thank you,” I say.

“You’re welcome, but there are still consequences for coming,” he says simply.

“I understand,” I say.

“Rest. You’ll need it,” he says before walking out.

“What did he mean when he said he’d make it hurt when we fucked you?”Kael asks.

“Hell if I know. I have no idea how he could make you guys hurt me.”

“He seems pretty confident,”Daemon says. “Whatever it is, we will do our best to keep you calm.”

“Just don’t forget that we would never intentionally cause you harm,” Callum says.

“I understand. We can just decide now that if he somehow manages to make you hurt me, it’s just kinky stuff or something,”I say, amused.

“Yeah, and we will make up for ever we do when we can,”Kael says.

“He fucked up,”I say. “Him letting you guys touch me just gave me more of a reason to want to kill him. Reminding me of how wonderful it is to have you three touching me is only giving me the drive to try harder to get a hold of my magia. I’m getting better at turning that energy on him. Tonight, I’m going to try to get into his dreams.”

“Yeah?”Daemon asks.

“Yeah. It’s going to take time, but I’ll have better luck weakening and manipulating him from his dreams,” I say.

“How does that work? You just go fuck him in his dreams?”Kael asks.

“Basically, I think. I’ve never done it, so I know I’m going to struggle, but it’ll be easier for me if I get him while he’s vulnerable.”

“Can you, like… get him to do things for you? Like… can he hurt somebody?”Callum asks.

“Yeah, I think so. It’s just like a trance. I’d have to plant the seed and keep feeding it to him so that it seems like his idea. If I come on too strong, he will suspect something,” I explain.

We go silent for long enough that I doze off to sleep. I haven’t been sleeping for more than at most an hour at a time. I’m not sure if the guys are sleeping at all. If they do, I haven’t seen them sleep. When I fall asleep, it’s out of pure exhaustion. In the last three days, I have had no more than maybe four hours of sleep total.

When I’m trying to sleep, it’s the only time I let myself think about my family. I can’t imagine what they are going through right now, especially Dad. My brothers are probably being obnoxious while Leli takes care of… well, everything. She’s good at leading but really shitty at addressing her feelings. That means that she’s going to be the most likely to be able to keep stuff running. The entire country is likely in chaos, so who knows how everything is going on that front.

I am woken when the door comes open, and Daemon’s voice in my head tells me to get up. I look up at the door and see three people come into the room. It is dark now, but I can make out Zypher and Morwen. It’s not until Zypher turns the blinding light on that I see her.

A woman about my size walks in behind them. She looks to be in her mid-fifties. She has blonde hair and pale skin. It takes a second for it to register why she looks so familiar. When it hits me, I get off the table and move away from everyone. Morwen chuckles at my reaction.

“No,” I say, shaking my head.

“What’s going on? Who is she?”Daemon asks. I ignore him, but my mates keep asking. I put up a mental block so I can’t hear them. I am staring at the woman, but there is no way.