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“I just don’t wantthisto become too much for you.”
“Is this all coming from Paxton?”
She winces. “A little, but I’ve thought about it. It’s impossible not to think about.” She drops her gaze away from mine, looking down as she fidgets with her hands in her lap. “I have abandonment issues.”
I lift her face and the tears in her eyes gut me, transporting me back to a time when she’d sobbed in my arms and begged me to tell her that it was all a mistake and her parents were still alive. “I will never abandon you.”
Iseal my promise with my mouth against hers and yank her off the counter into my arms before carrying her out of her house. I set the alarms without looking with my lips still on hers and then I’m pushing her through the door of my guesthouse. The last few nights we’ve been in her bed, but I want her in mine. I want her in the bed where I have lain awake and thought about her with my hand wrapped around my dick as her scent clung to the air.
I set her on her feet as I turn on the lights, dimming the harshness of the overhead lights to give the room a warm amber glow.
“Your place is so clean,” she says and when I go to respond she’s completely nude, having discarded her jumpsuit and her underwear are still in my pocket.
I let out a breath and drop to my sofa, my heart and dick both pounding in tandem, making me feel like I might have a heart attack or come just from seeing her naked. I signal for her to come to me and she moves quickly onto my lap, settling that pert little ass against me. She looks at me innocently like she’s not rubbing her wet pussy on me.
“I don’t think seeing you naked will ever not render me speechless for a minute.” I groan as the sensation of her tight, sexy body moves against me.
“Seeing your body does a number on me too.” My cock hardens beneath her in response and her hands reach for my button-down, yanking it from my pants, and sliding her hands up my torso. “How come I’m always naked while you’re fully clothed?”
I slide out of my jacket and lift her up, pushing her into the plush suede sofa. “Because I’m always in a rush to put my mouth here.” I drag my finger through her wet slit and she moans when I circle her clit. She whimpers and when I look up at her, her eyes are fluttering closed as her head drifts back and a serene smile finds her face as she rolls her hips against my fingers. “Look at me,” I tell her, wanting her eyes on me while I put my mouth on her.
Her eyes fly open, finding mine and I wink at her just before I let a stream of spit fall from my mouth to land on her clit.
She gasps, “Oh my god.”
I spread her sex, staring at her slick and wet opening. “You have such a pretty pussy, baby. I fucking love it. That’s why I can’t stop.” I grip her thighs and drag my tongue through her pussy slowly. “I’ll never want to stop,” I tell her as I fuck her with my mouth slowly. I pour everything I’m feeling into it, trying to show her how much I want her. How I’ve always wanted her, and even though things are different between us now, I will always protect her.
Even if there’s a point in time when we aren’t doing this.
“Mmmm, tell me you want me again,” she says and I groan against her, hoping the vibrations feel good against her clit.
I pull away and lick my lips, collecting her juices that are covering the bottom half of my face. “I want you so fucking much, Shay. You’ve been driving me wild for years. I trained myself not to look at you.” I pull off the remainder of my clothes, letting my hard cock spring free the second it’s out of my briefs. “Told myself I couldn’t have you.”
“Why?” She looks up at me. “You knew I wanted you.”
“A lot of reasons, Shay. For one, I thought it would be too complicated. Crossing these lines while I’m protecting you.”
“And now? Isn’t it still complicated?”
“Yes, but I let myself touch you and now I’m addicted.” I don’t want to get into this now, while we’re both naked and her wet cunt is glistening in the low lighting of the room. I want to take her to my bed and worship her and defile her and fuck her like an animal and then I want to make love to her and show her that no one could ever know her body the way I do.
Unshed tears glisten in her eyes and when she reaches out to me, I lift her into my arms.
Her legs wrap around my waist and her lips find my neck. “I want to be in your bed,” she tells me, but I’m already walking back towards my bedroom just off the living room and kicking the door shut behind me. The second her back is on the bed, I’m sliding into her and my lips collide with hers, my tongue finds hers, devouring her mouth. I lace our fingers and drag them over her head as we begin a rhythm of thrusting and writhing against each other.
“Damian,” she moans, “fuck me harder.”
I let her hands go and wrap a hand around her back and pull her into my lap. I’m sitting back on my heels allowing me to get deeper as I thrust upwards into her. She wraps her arms around my neck and her eyes bore into mine. “It’s so deep,” she whispers as she slides up and down on me harder.
I grip her hips, drilling harder into her. “You take me so fucking well.”
“Do I?” she whispers. “Is my pussy your favorite?” she purrs.
“You know it is.” I pull her bottom lip into my mouth and nibble it gently. “Your pussy is my favorite place to be.”
“I love the way you look at me while we’re like this,” she whispers. “Like you can see everything.” Her lips find the space behind my ear before she runs her tongue along the shell and nibbles on the lobe. “It’s so intense.”
She’s right. I’ve never experienced such sexual compatibility with someone. It makes me wonder if there’s really something to the termsoulmateand if she’s mine. Because what I feel when I’m inside of her is something so much deeper than an orgasm.