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Delaney

My eyes snap open when I hear Talon’s voice and fear sinks in when I feel Viper still stroking my hair. How long has he been laying here with me? Fuck, why is that so nice? “Laney,” Talon says simply. I get up so fast that it makes me dizzy and unstable. He grabs my shoulders and chuckles when I nearly lose my balance.

“Woah. I shouldn’t have jumped up like that,” I say, blinking away the haze.

“What’s wrong? Why did you jump up like that?” he asks.

“I… I just didn’t know who was touching me for a second,” I lie.

“Ah,” he says, not believing me. “Lay down and let me see your side.”

I nod but hesitate when Viper is still on the bed. He cocks his head to the side when I make eye contact with him, but I quickly avert my eyes. What the fuck is wrong with me? “What?” Viper asks.

“Nothing,” I say, making myself lie down on my side. I have no choice but to face him now that he’s moved. Talon pulls my shirt up to see my side and I freeze when Viper brushes his fingers over my skin.

“This is where she seems to be the most tender,” Viper says.

“Oh, you checked already?” Talon asks.

“Mhmm. She went to change and gasped. I came in to check on her and saw it,” he says. “Nothing seems to be broken, but she bruises easily.”

“Just laying around with your titties out?” Talon asks me. His voice sounds playful but I still have anxiety over it.

“I was changing. He told me to lay down so he could make sure I was okay. It’s not what it—“ I say quickly as I get up and fix my shirt.

“Relax,” he chuckles and kisses my temple. “Any other bruises? Anything sore?”

“Uhm… no,” I say quietly.

“You’re acting weird,” Talon remarks. “Anything you want to say?”

“No,” I say quickly. “Nothing happened with us.”

“Nothing happened?” he asks. “I never mentioned you two, Delaney.”

Fuck. Now I look guilty. “I just thought maybe you were upset that he was laying with me,” I say, not meeting his eyes. He gently lifts my chin, and I tear up. “I’m sorry.”

“For what?” he asks simply. I cannot discern his emotions with how neutral he seems.

“I’m making everything worse,” I say.

“I’m going to ask you the same thing that I asked him, and I’d like for you to be honest, okay?” he asks, and I nod. “Do you have feelings for Jude?”

“Tal, I would never—“

“That’s not what I asked, Delaney,” he says simply. “Do you have feelings for Jude?”

“No,” I say tearfully.

“Baby, why are you crying? I’m not upset at you,” he says softly, stroking my cheek.

“You aren’t mad?” I ask.

“What is there to be mad at? You were scared and he comforted you,” he says. “Did you fuck him?”

“I was asleep, Tal. I promise I wouldn’t—“

“All you were doing was sleeping,” Talon says, pointing to the camera in the corner of the room. I knew it was there but if he’s watching it, he must be suspicious of something. I need to keep my distance from Viper before I end up making Talon upset. I am so fucking drawn to him, though. I’ve felt it for a while now.

“Why are you asking if you already know the answer?” I ask coldly.

“Because you are acting like you are guilty of something,” he says. “You haven’t done anything wrong, so I am curious about what you are thinking.”

“Nothing,” I say. “What are we doing tonight?”

“Going to the clubhouse to hang out. Thought it would be good to show everyone that we are okay,” he says.

“Okay,” I reply simply.

“Get dressed and we can go,” he says, kissing me. I hesitate again, but go to the closet. I find a simple black dress and Talon gives me a strange look when I go to change in the bathroom. “What are you doing?”

“N-Nothing,” I say. I intentionally put my back to Viper and pull my shirt off. Before I can get the dress on, Talon grabs my waist and pulls me closer. “Talon.”

“What?” he asks with a smirk as he pushes my shorts down.

“Can I get dressed?” I ask. He simply smiles and drags my underwear down with my shorts. He takes the dress and slowly pulls it over my head. I can feel Viper looking at me and it makes me fidget. I reach a point to where I am unable to sit still and yank my arms away from him. I try to back up but run into Viper.

“What’s wrong?” Talon asks me.

“Nothing. I can dress myself,” I say.

“You are lying to me,” he says, lifting my chin again when I won’t look at him.

“I’ll be downstairs,” I say with a shaky voice. Surprisingly, he lets me go. I slip on shoes and practically run from the room. I find that Torch, Rogue, and Knox are standing in the living room. I go to walk outside but Rogue stops me.

“What’s wrong?” he asks.

“Nothing,” I say. “Let go of me.”

“Come on. What’s wrong?” he asks. “You look panicked.”

“I just… nothing. I’m fine,” I say.

“Between us. We won’t say anything, Laney. What’s wrong?”

“You promise?” I ask.

“Absolutely,” he says. I nod and put my arms out for him to hug me. When he squeezes me against his chest, I whisper in his ear.

“Talon found me asleep in bed next to Jude,” I say. “I think he’s mad but trying to act like he isn’t.”

“You didn’t do anything wrong, sweetheart. Don’t worry too much. If he gets upset at you, you’ll know,” he says.

“Ready to go?” Talon asks.

“Yeah,” I say. I pull back from Rogue and he simply smiles at me.

We all load into the SUV, and I am sitting between Talon and Jude while Rogue drives. Knox is up front while Torch is behind us in the third row. I have my hands in my lap as I pick at my nails. I’m hyper aware of how they’re both touching me and it’s both overwhelming, yet comforting.

“Hey,” Jude says, nudging my bare leg with his hand.

“What, Jude?” I ask, pulling away from him.

“Since when do you call me Jude?” he asks, raising an eyebrow.

“Usually, I’m the only one you call by their real name,” Talon adds.

“I just won’t call him anything then. Jesus,” I say with an attitude.

“Snappy tonight, huh?” Jude chuckles. I roll my eyes at him before looking back at my hands.

“Sounds like someone needs a punishment,” Torch laughs.

“It does,” Jude remarks.

“And what could you possibly do to me?” I snap at him.

“I’ll leave that to your imagination,” he winks.

“Whatever,” I mutter.

I stay quiet for the rest of the drive. Once we park and Jude gets out, Talon grabs my arm. “What’s up with you?” he asks.

“Nothing. I’d rather be in bed,” I lie.

“Okay,” he shrugs and gets out. I jump out and stay beside him as we walk inside. Everyone greets us and a few of the other guys give me a hug and express their happiness that I am okay. We sit down on the couch and Jude sits in the armchair across from us. Rogue, Knox, and Torch take another couch and the whole building is buzzing with excitement. Everyone is happy and chatting while I sit and pick at my nails.

They all talk about how the new bar is doing while some girl in a leather mini skirt and her tits hanging out makes her way over to us. “Hello, boys,” she says sweetly. “How’s it hanging?”

“Nothings hanging with you around,” Torch chuckles.

“Silly boy,” she smiles. “How are you, Judy?”

“Judy?” I mutter.

“I’m good,” he smiles. “Have a seat and join us.”

“I didn’t take you for exhibitionist,” she giggles as she climbs into his lap to straddle him. I grit my teeth when he laughs and rests his hands on her ass and squeezes.

“Not what I meant, but who am I to say no?” Jude says with a seductive smile. I cross my arms over my chest and watch as everyone chats. Who the fuck is this bitch coming in here practically humping him? She’s wiggling in his lap, grinding herself against his dick.

“You okay?” Talon asks me.

“Peachy,” I say. He grabs my chin and turns my head, making me scowl at him.

“If you don’t have feelings for him, seeing that shouldn’t made you mad,” he says simply. “You’ve seen Knox get blown numerous times, so this is no different. Right?”

“Right,” I mutter. He lets go of my chin and I turn back to see the whore kissing and biting Jude’s neck. Rage instantly fills me, and I don’t know why. Why do I care?

Within minutes, she is nearly humping him. Jude is hardly touching her, and he doesn’t look like he’s into it. All I want to do is grab her by the hair and drag her off him. I think maybe I won’t have to hurt her until she sinks to her knees in front of him. For the first time since she came over here, Jude looks up at me. “Can I take care of you?” Heather asks with an annoyingly winey voice.

“Sure,” Jude says simply, looking at me like he is staring into my thoughts. It’s now that I am realizing that everyone is looking at me. I can’t seem to make myself look away. If I get up and leave, Talon will know that I have a reason to be pissed. Do they know I’m pissed?

Heather slowly unbuckles his belt and unbuttons his pants. I feel like there might actually be steam coming out of my ears. I am so fucking mad that I can’t see straight. One minute she is about to pull his cock free and the next I am jumping up and grabbing her by the hair. I sling her to the floor before Talon grabs me, but I knock his hands away.

“Get her the fuck out of here,” I say to Jude.

“Why?” Jude asks simply.

“Because I fucking said so, that’s why,” I yell at him. “Put your goddamn pants back on and go jerk off by yourself.”

“Thinking about me jerking off, huh?” he asks with a smirk.

“Why does he need to jerk off,” Heather laughs. I whip around to look at her and her face pisses me off even more. “What? Why should he use his hand when I have a mouth? I don’t see you getting on your knees for him.”

She screams when I grab her by the hair, but Jude jumps up and grabs me before I can connect my fist with her face. “Let go of me!” I scream at him when he picks me up and moves me to the other side of him. When Jude takes his hands off my waist, I shove him backward. “Fuck you, Jude. Are you fucking kidding me?!”

“Why are you mad?” Jude asks me calmly. I don’t say anything, and he smirks.

“Stop fucking smiling. You think that bullshit is funny? It’s fucking trashy, Jude.”

“Is it just trashy when I do it or is it also trashy when I have to see Talon bend you over?”

“That is different. We are in our own home, not in fucking public,” I snap. “You don’t have to stick around if you are upset by it,” I frown.

“Then walk away,” he says with a smile. “If the thought or sight of me putting that girl on her knees bothers you, then go someplace else.”

“No,” I growl.

“Why?”

“Because I don’t want you putting anyone else on their knees, Jude,” I say.

“Anyone else?” he asks.

“That’s not what I meant,” I say.

“Mmm I think it is. Whose throat can I fuck then, Laney?” he asks, slowly stepping toward me.

“Stop it,” I say as I step backward.

“No. Say it. If you don’t want anyone else touching me, who can? You want me to just sit around and watch Talon fuck you and I just get to jerk off? Hmm?”

“Stop,” I say.

“Say it, Delaney.”

“Shut up!” I say louder.

“Who?” he yells at me, getting in my face.

“Me, goddamn it!” I scream at him.

My mouth snaps shut, and my eyes go wide at the realization. I didn’t understand why I was so angry but I want that to be me. Not Heather. Not some other woman. I want to be that for him. For Talon. Poor Talon. He’s right behind me and heard it. Everyone did.

I try to turn and run, but Jude grabs me by the face and kisses me hard. I relax and kiss him back for just long enough that the guilt can sink in and I start to cry. He lets me pull away and I evade Talon and slip past him. I don’t get more than two steps out the door before Talon grabs me and gently pushes me back against the building. My brain is clouded with panic, fully convinced this is the moment I’ll push him too far and get hurt. I know in my heart he won’t, but it doesn’t stop my body from automatically reacting. I slip out of his hold and immediately turn to go to the vehicle, but Jude grabs me.

“Stop. Please stop,” I say tearfully.

“No, Laney. We are talking about this,” he says gently. “I’m going to say something, and I just want you to listen, okay?” he asks.

“Please, Jude,” I whimper when he takes my face between his hands. I don’t have the energy to pull away because it feels to fucking nice to be comforted by him.

“I love you, Delaney,” he says.

“No,” I cry, sniffling and hiccupping as I try to regain control over my emotions.

“I do, sweetheart. I love you and Talon knows. Okay? He knows and he isn’t mad,” he says as he wipes the tears from my face. “No matter what your trauma is trying to convince you of right now, no one is going to hurt you, Delaney. No one is going to hurt me. I am coming to terms with this and so is he.”

“Why did you do all of that then?” I ask quietly.

“Because you are a stubborn little shit and would have spent the rest of your life torturing yourself to prevent hurting anyone,” he says. “You would willingly sacrifice yourself for the sake of those you care about, and we won’t contribute to your pain.”

“May I?” Rogue says, and Jude nods. Rogue turns me to face him, and I sigh when he grins at me. “Why are you calling him Jude?”

“Because that’s his name,” I sniffle.

“Why don’t you call me Chris then?” he asks. “I don’t think you even know Knox’s real name. It’s Adam, by the way. Have you ever called Torch Tony before?”

“It’s not the same,” I whisper.

“Why?” he asks, and I shake my head. “Why do you not call Talon by Hawk?”

“Because I prefer Talon,” I say.

“Why, Laney? Why Jude and Talon over Viper and Hawk?”

“Because saying their real names feels more…”

“Intimate?” he asks when I stop talking. I nod and drop my head, but he lifts my chin. “When did you realize?”

“When she got in his lap,” I whisper.

“We have all sat here for two months and watched you two get closer and closer,” Rogue says. “I haven’t seen Jude happier than when he is with you. When you are around him, you light up just like you do with Talon.”

“Talon is my husband,” I say. I try to pull away from him, but Talon grabs my waist as he steps behind me.

“I know he is your husband, but that doesn’t mean you can’t love both of them,” he says.

“I don’t,” I lie.

“Little Flower,” Talon says as he turns me around. I start crying again when he cups my face. “Please don’t cry, sweetheart. I hate seeing you hurting.”

“I’m sorry,” I hiccup, trying to sniff back my tears as I start to fall apart.

“Shhh, baby,” he says as he wraps me in a hug. After a minute, I calm down and he pulls back. “No matter what the answer is, I need to know the truth, Laney. Do you love him?”

“I love you,” I say.

“I know you do,” he says. “Do you love Jude?”

“Yes,” I whimper. “I’m sorry, Tal. I’m—“

He shuts me up by kissing me until I calm down and relax in his arms. “I will tell you the same thing I have told the others. Okay?”

“Okay,” I whisper.

“If I have to share you with anyone, I want it to be one of them,” he says. “Jude lost part of himself when Charlotte died, and you have given him that part of his soul back over the last two months. When I ask him how he’s doing, he doesn’t have to lie to me anymore and say he’s okay. Watching the two of you get closer has been the most incredible thing, because you and I went through the same thing at the same time. We have grown together, and it’s not fair for me to keep you all to myself. No matter how you want to see it, I forced you into this situation. We got lucky to have connected the way we did, but it would be wrong for me to deny you and Jude a chance at exploring that.”

“I don’t want to lose you,” I whisper.

“I’m not going anywhere, baby,” he says. “He will stay with us in the room. He will have every right to you, just as I would.”

“You mean…”

“I mean you should fully expect him to throw you on that bed when we get home,” he smirks. “I will take great joy in watching him fuck you. At some point, I will join him, and we will both enjoy you together.”

“I… really hope he has a small dick,” I say, and everyone laughs.

“Unfortunately for your insides, I’m afraid he is bigger than I am,” Talon says. “He and I have been with the same girl before and… We will take good care of you after.”

“I’m afraid,” I admit.

“Afraid of what?” he asks.

“That you won’t be able to handle another man touching me,” I say. “I saw what you did to Fang, Tal.”

“The difference is Fang hurt you, Delaney. Jude would throw himself into traffic before he ever intentionally caused you pain,” Talon says. “This isn’t cheating or betrayal. This is you having the chance to let two men love you with everything they have to offer.”

“I don’t know what to say,” I whisper.

“The truth, Laney,” he smiles. “Do you love him?”

“Yeah,” I whisper.

“I won’t lie and say that I am completely okay with this, because I’m not. It’s hard to relax that part of myself that wants to hide you away from everyone, but I will work on it for you and Jude. For everyone, really,” Talon says. “Now, turn your cute little ass around and give him some reassurance.”

I turn and face Jude, and he smiles. “I don’t know what to say,” I whisper.

“The truth, Laney,” he says simply.

“I love you,” I say. “I don’t know when it happened or how I got here, but I love you.”

“Fuck, that’s so nice to hear,” he says as he grabs my face and kisses me. This time, I kiss him back. “I love you more than I know how to explain, Laney.”

“I don’t know what to do from here,” I admit.

“Please… Please… Go home,” Knox laughs. “You all are great and everything, but I really don’t want to watch the two men I see as my brothers fuck the girl who has become like a sister.”

“Not a problem,” Jude says as he abruptly leans down and tosses me over his shoulder. I laugh when he walks me to the car and Talon follows.

“I’ll drive,” Talon laughs. “It’ll distract me from what I know you are about to do to her.”

“Who’s doing what to me?” I ask, but instead of an answer, I get pushed into the back seat by Jude. As soon as the door shuts and we are all in, he pushes me down on the seat and pulls my dress up. “Lord, I’m going to have a nervous breakdown.”

“You can do it while you come,” Jude remarks with a grin as he yanks my panties off.

“Fuck,” I sigh as he grabs my thighs and pulls me closer to him. I glance up at Talon and he is watching me. “I don’t know if I can do this…”

Jude doesn’t give me a chance to panic when he buries his face between my legs and drags his tongue across my clit. I gasp and arch my back as pleasure ripples through me but nearly come unglued when he starts sucking my clit.

“Oh my God,” I moan. “Fuck, that’s good.”

“I’ve never been so jealous,” Talon laughs. “Tell me, Little Flower, what’s he doing to my wife?”

“He’s… God, he’s sucking me,” I groan. Jude adjusts and pushes two fingers inside of me, pulling a near-feral moan out of me as he starts to fuck me hard and fast.

“Keep talking, Laney. I want to know,” he encourages.

“His f-fingers. Oh my God, Jude,” I whimper. “He’s… I c-can’t think.”

“Come on, baby. Talk to me,” Talon says.

“He’s going so h-hard. Fuck. Oh fuck, that’s good. It’s so good,” I moan and run my fingers through Jude’s hair to grip onto him. This sends him into a frenzy, and he sucks harder as he curls his fingers inside of me. “Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Oh God, Jude. Please make me come. Please.”

“Fuck, this is hotter than I expected,” Talon groans.

“Oh, fuck. I’m coming. Oh my God, I’m coming,” I yell. Jude growls against my pussy as I press his face against me and rock my hips. When my orgasm finally breaks. I scream when he suddenly bites down on my clit as he continues to suck the life out of me. He has three fingers slamming inside of me, hitting something deep inside my pussy that makes my eyes roll back.

When he finally stops, my entire body is trembling as the remnants of my orgasm move through me. I whine when I am pulled out of the vehicle by one of them. I realize it’s Jude when he picks me up. “You bit me,” I mutter.

“Is that a complaint?” he asks, chuckling.

“God no,” I say as he takes me upstairs. “I have feet. I can walk.”

“Mmm. I know better. You’ll run,” he says.

“Then we’ll have to chase you,” Talon says. “On second thought… You’d look real pretty stripped and tied to a tree.”

“We’ll have to try that out some day,” I laugh.

“Mmm. Don’t tempt me. I’ll let you lose right now,” Jude says as he drops me onto the bed. Suddenly, they are both pulling at my clothing until I am completely naked. Talon moves to sit on the other side of the bed, but Jude stands in front of me as he starts to undress.

When he pulls his cock free, my eyes go wide. I scoot up the bed to get away from him. “Fuck that. Have you lost your mind? That’s a goddamn weapon, Jude.”

He chuckles and moves into the bed so he can pull me under him. “You’re being dramatic,” Jude says.

“Hell no, I am not,” I say. Jude is so big around that I don’t think I could fit my hand around him. He is longer than Talon too. If my husband is too much to handle, Jude is going to kill me. I groan and grip onto his arms as he pushes into me. “No. No. No. fuck. Jude, no. Too big. Oh my God.”

“Fuuuck, you’re tight,” he growls.

“I’m not built for this,” I whine. “You’re going to fucking break me.”

“Too much talking. Not enough screaming,” he grunts as he draws out of me. When he suddenly slams back into me, burying his cock inside of me, I tip my head back and dramatically arch my back as I scream out. He hooks my legs over his arms and starts pounding into me. Each thrust is especially brutal and my belly aches as he abuses my cervix. I can’t think or speak as he starts to quicken his pace. I could literally die and go to heaven right now.

Jude shifts a bit before rolling so he can pull me on top of him. He simply lifts his hips and starts fucking me even harder. I cannot form anything coherent at this point. I am so dazed that I hardly notice Talon as he drips lube on my ass. He suddenly slams into my ass and falls into rhythm with Jude so that one pushes into me as the other pulls out. I am so goddamn full that I feel like I am going to burst. Each orgasm gets stronger, and everything feels more intense.

Talon pulls me up by the hair to wrap his hand around my throat and Jude starts rubbing my clit. My hands wrap around Talon’s wrist, but I don’t fight the way he squeezes my neck. They both groan deeply and just as I am about to come, Talon releases my throat, and the burst of oxygen sends me spiraling into my orgasm. Arousal floods from my body and the world immediately starts to fade.

The next thing I know, I am laying in bed. I gasp and sit up in a panic, but Talon pulls me back down to lie down. I cover my face with my hands and my body is trembling as the panic doesn’t dissipate immediately.

“You’re okay. Just breathe,” Talon says softly as he moves my hands and cups my cheek. I can feel Jude stroking my hair and I slowly relax.

“I’m sorry. I don’t know why I did that,” I say quietly.

“Laney,” Talon says humorously.

“Hmm?”

“Open your eyes, love.” he says. I slowly open them, blinking away the fog. “There’s our girl. Are you okay?”

“Being in love with two gigantic men is very… filling,” I mutter, making both of them laugh. “I’m okay. You two are just a lot to handle at the same time.”

“I won’t argue there,” Talon says with a smile.

“Are you okay?“ I ask, raising an eyebrow at him.

“I am,” he smiles. “I was afraid I’d get pissed seeing you two together but watching the way you melted into him… it just made me happy. We did get into a bit of a competition though.”

“See who can fuck me harder?” I ask.

“Yeah,” he says with a grin.

“Y’all need to chill. I think my diaphragm is bruised now,” I say with a smile, and he chuckles. I turn my head and look at Jude, and he smiles sweetly at me. “You, sir, are a monster.”

“Yeah?” he asks.

“You could have warned me,” I say.

“What, just tell you I have a slightly above average dick?”

“ Slightly?“ I ask. “ Jude, average is like five inches. The fact that both of you have entire fucking missiles in your pants is astonishing and honestly not common. You are uncommon, Jude. How are you that big?”

“Genetics? I don’t know,” he shrugs.

“Don’t get on a plane. TSA is gonna think you’re smuggling anacondas,” I say.

“Really? I feel like you’re being dramatic,” Jude laughs.

“Yeah, a little,” I grin. “I’m tired now. How long was I out?”

“About twenty minutes,” Talon says, kissing my shoulder. “I find it humorous that you will straight up pass out if you come too hard.”

“It makes for a good nap,” I shrug.

“Well, get some sleep before we have to do it again,” Jude says.

“I’m scared,” I say after a beat. “They won’t stop until they get what they want.”

“I know, Dee,” Jude says. “We will do what we can to keep you safe. Okay?”

“Yeah,” I sigh.

“Try not to worry too much,” Talon says, wrapping his arm around my waist. I laugh when Jude does the same. “What are you laughing about, silly girl?”

“It’s like you’re hugging each other but I’m in the way,” I say. They simultaneously squeeze me in a tight hug as they attempt to hug each other. I groan and giggle when they squish me between them but relax after a second. “I love you, guys.”

“We love you too, Little Flower. Go to sleep,” Talon says.