Page 31 of Toxic
My only option is to stealacar.
I study the surrounding houses from the cover of shadows on the porch. I don’t want anything so close to the scene that it’s noticeable. The neighbors in the immediate vicinity are out of the question, so I focus on those three or four houses down and try to recall any informationaboutthem.
Marriage to Vic didn’t allow much time for socializing, but from what I can recall, there was one old couple who used to vacation down south during the winter. If nothing else, it’s a good place to start since my options are pretty fuckinglimited.
I curse Vic, curse Gracin, and especially curse myself as my feet sink into the snow as I take my first step off the porch onto the sidewalk. A thin layer of snow crunches under my feet as I try to make my way as casually as possible to the house. It’s only two blocks down, but in the sub-zero temperature, it feels like two hundred.I don’t worry about leaving tracks because the wind is blowing so strong any I leave will be covered within a matter ofminutes.
I check my watch and swear under my breath. It isn’t even six o’clock. Already it feels like a century has passed, when in reality, it’s only been a couple of hours. Most of my neighbors are hiding in their houses to beat the cold, their windows are dark, and the houses are cemetery silent. The one I think belongs to the old couple is on a corner lot, and the garage is locked uptight.
Most of the houses in the development are left over from an old abandoned military base. Eventually, they were put up for rent for a low price. So most of them aren’t wired with security systems, which is a stroke of luck for me. The one in question is practically identical to our house, so I quickly find the side door to the garage and push my wayinside.
The musty smell characteristic of disuse is substantial, and I bring up a hand to cover my mouth as dust mixes with snow flurries. For the first time all day, fortune is on my side because sitting in the garage is a little truck that I hope is in working condition. It isn’t much, but if it cranks, it may be mysalvation.
I duck in the garage and close the door behind me, letting the darkness envelop me. It takes a few seconds for my eyes to adjust, and even then, I have to keep my hands out in front of me to keep from running into the walls. My fingers brush against metal, and I feel my way up to the driver’s side door, which is locked. I curse under my breath and start making my way to the entrance to the house. If they left the car, there’s probably another setofkeys.
My luck runs out as I try to open the door and find it resolutely locked. Fuck. I peer around the shadowed garage for something to help. There isn’t much. The old guy who lives here must not be a Mr. Fix It because the only thing resembling a tool is a lone metal pipe, which won’t do me any good when it comes to pickingalock.
“Shit,” I whisper and look up at the ceiling, feeling heavy withdespair.
A flicker of movement catches my eye, and I duck behind the car. My heart leaps when I realize it’s a window. Of course. We have the same one that leads to a small utility room off the kitchen. The motion was the shifting of the curtain from the howling wind. I scramble up to a table with the lead pipe inmyhand.
When I’m sure I’m not going to fall, I slip off my jacket and wrap it around the pipe, hoping to muffle most of the sound. It’s crude, but it does the job, and the window shatters. After muttering a brief apology to the owners, I smash the rest of the glass out of the frame and heave myself up and through thewindow.
Like most of the owners in the area, the garages were added on after the homes were built to entice more buyers. It works for me since it allows me to get inside undetected. Crawling down from the window is awkward, and I land on my knees on the cold tile, jarring all the tender places from the beating Vic gave me. Has it only been twenty-four hours since then? It feels likeyears.
I don’t dare turn on the light, so I have to hunt in the dark kitchen. When my hands land on a key ring hanging from a hook by the back door, I nearly shout in triumph. I give a passing thought to looking through the house for anything valuable to pawn along with my jewelry but don’t want to risk getting caught. There is a stack of mail on the counter that I scoop up. If there is a credit card offer in it, it could come in handylater.
Feeling increasingly desperate to put this place behind me, I hastily unlock the door and retrieve my bags. It takes several tries before I find the right key, but once I do, I toss my stuff in the passenger seat and crank the engine to warm up while I pull the garage door open. I spend a minute watching my house for any sign Gracin has returned, but it’s quiet. So is the rest of the neighborhood, which can’t last for too much longer.The cops will show up eventually. Another stroke of luck is my neighbor’s driveway. I have no idea who’s been keeping it clear of snow, but someone has been, and for that, I’mgrateful.
Pulling the car out of the garage and putting it in park to close the garage door takes precious time I don’t have, but I also don’t want to reveal my getaway if I don’t have to. The more time and distance I can put between the cops and me, the better. By the time I make it across town, the snow is steadily falling again and the truck whines when I go over fifty, so my getaway ispainfullyslow.
I turn on the radio, and the first announcement causes my stomach toswoop.
“Police are on the search for an escaped inmate from Blackthorne Correctional Institution. Listeners be advised the escapee is considered armed and dangerous. A recent photo may be found on our website and social media. Please be vigilant and report any sightings to the policeimmediately.”
They’ll be looking for him on the main roads, so I stick to back roads. They aren’t looking for me, but they will be soon enough, and I’d rather not take the chance of running into the police. It adds hours onto my journey, but I manage to avoid all but one checkpoint, which I clear with surprising ease. Considering I’m in a stolen vehicle, I decide that I’m finally being repaid for all the bad luck I’ve had for the last threeyears.
I drive throughout the night, making stops when I need gas or have to use the restroom. Once I hit the outskirts of Detroit, I stop at the first open store and skim off enough money for a burner phone and something to eat. I don’t have an appetite, but I get a premade sandwich and soda from a vending machine anyway. As I sit in the parking lot and activate my phone, I scarf down the food without tasting it. Once the phone is ready, I reserve tickets for the next bus out to the farthest destination possible, which happens to be a one-way to Los Angeles that’s leaving in twohours.
The thought of sunshine almost—almost—dispels the constant ache of dread that burns through my stomach. I stow away the food wrappers in a plastic bag as queasiness rolls through me. I’d managed not to think about what I left behind on the long drive south, but now that I’m not focused on getting away, it all hits me at once. The sob that wrenches from my chest reawakens all my aches andpains.
I give myself ten minutes to succumb to the battering emotions, but that’s it. When my time is up, I carefully wipe my face and press the cold soda bottle to my cheeks. I can’t afford to fall apart now. That can wait until I get wherever I’m going.I stop at a pawnshop in town, the first I come to since I don’t have time to be picky, and pawn my wedding ring and jewelry for quick cash. The surly man behind the counter gives me the eleven hundred in crinkled bills. He doesn’t ask questions, and I don’t complain at the amount because it’s eleven hundred more thanIhad.
Morning traffic snarls cut time close, but I manage to make it to the bus depot with twenty minutes to spare. I park the truck in the long-term parking area and resist the urge to leave the owners an apology note. Best not to give the police any help if they manage to track me this far. I shoulder my bags and keep my head down as I wait in line to pay for the ticket I reserved. The crowd is thin, and I linger near the loading bay as I wait for the bus toboard.
My eyes are heavy with exhaustion, but I’m still wired at the same time from the boost of caffeine and adrenaline. Each time a security guard walks by, I tense, waiting for him to spot me and place me under arrest. By the time they call for my bus to load, I’m a completewreck.
The attendant checking tickets gives me a curious glance. “Long day?” he comments, chuckling tohimself.
You have no idea, I think, but I give him a bland smile and take the ticket stub hehandsback.
The bus smells like leather, feet, and disinfectant, but the seats are plush, and the heater works. I stow my bag in the area above the seat but keep my purse beside me. The next stop isn’t for two hours, and I plan to spend every second of it sleeping, so having my purse anywhere but right next to me makes me uncomfortable. All the money I have is in it, and if it goes missing, I may as well just turnmyselfin.
As the bus pulls away from the stop and I start to drift off to sleep, my last thought is of Gracin’s face and just how mad he must have been when he came back to an emptyhouse.
"Needanyhelp?"
I heft my bag over my shoulder and squint at the guy in front of me. I'd been asleep since the last stop, and I don't recognize him so he must have gottenonthen.