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Chapter Nineteen

STEVIE

Y es.

One word and I’m running upstairs after Bode.

I’ve wanted this for a long time. Since the day Bode beat me in laser tag. But every time things start getting hot and heavy between us, I get nervous.

Things with guys always end once sex gets involved. I’m already in too deep with Bode and don’t want to give up what we have.

What if I’m just another notch in his bedpost?

Why in the world did I say yes to this?

Seeing Bode standing at the top of the stairs, lust swirling in his dark eyes, reminds me why I wanted to say yes.

I take the last few stairs and stop.

“Are you having second thoughts?” There’s a hesitation in Bode’s voice. “We don’t have to do this.”

Closing the distance between us, I link my fingers with his.

“I’m scared,” I confess.

Bode tucks a loose strand of hair behind my ear. “Of me?”

“No. Absolutely not. It’s just…” I sigh, resting my free hand on his shirt-clad chest.

“Tell me. You can tell me anything, I promise.”

I stare at my hand. It’s easier than looking at him in the face. “We both have a past. You with all the women you’ve been with, and the few guys I’ve been with? They never made me feel great after sex.”

“Stevie.”

Bode says my name with such confidence that I have to close my eyes. I don’t want this to go south before it even starts.

“Look at me.” He puts his knuckle under my chin, tilting my head until my gaze meets his. “You have a past. I do too, although mine is longer. When I take you into my room, it’s you and me. No one else. You are the only person that matters. No one else has ever been inside my sanctuary.”

Bode leans closer, his lips ghosting my ear. “You, Stevie. I want you. No one else.”

His confession has my body trembling. It has my own spilling from my lips. “I want you too.”

“Then let me show you how much you mean to me.”

Bode drags his nose along my neck, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me toward his room.

With each step, my fears of being cast to the side by this man dissipate and my desire amps up.

I want him.

Shutting the door behind me, Bode walks to the bed, grabbing the hem of his shirt and pulling it over his head. His jeans rest low on his hips, Vs leading into the waist of his boxer briefs.

“Like what you see?”

I nod, walking closer. “Yes.”

“I really like that word.”

Grabbing me around the hips, Bode throws me onto the bed and settles over me. Laughter bubbles out of me as he peppers my face with kisses.

When our mouths connect, they turn slow. Drugging.

I wrap my legs around him and feel his long, hard cock through his jeans. I gasp. “Holy shit.”

Bode’s lips kiss a path along my jaw, my neck, nibbling on the tender skin. “I plan to devour you, Stevie. Every inch of this body. I want to show you just how much I care about you.”

“Do it. Please.”

Warm, open-mouthed kisses suck on my exposed neck as he peels open the buttons of my blouse. Goose bumps erupt on my skin.

“I’ve been dreaming of this moment,” Bode whispers against my breast.

Pulling the cup of my bra down, he takes my nipple between his teeth.

“Gah.”

It’s the smallest of touches, but it lights me up from the inside out.

“You like that?”

“Yes. More.”

Strong, callused fingers work with deft skill as they undo the button on my jeans. Peeling me out of them, he tosses them behind him.

He rocks back onto his heels. “Where to start?” He taps one finger to his lip.

“Here.” I swipe a finger over the band of my underwear.

“And how would you like me, hmm? My mouth? Fingers? My cock?”

I nod. “Yes. All of the above.”

Grabbing the material in one hand, Bode rips it off in one go. “I have been dreaming of this pussy.” He sinks one finger inside of me and I almost combust. “Thinking how warm and delicious it would be. I want to see you come as I eat you out.”

Bode’s brown eyes lock with mine as he closes his mouth over my folds. I don’t look away, even as I arch off the bed.

Every lick, every suck, every brush of his fingers strumming my clit is a tease. A slow torment as he keeps working me over just enough but not tipping me over the edge.

“Make me come, Bode.”

He pushes another finger inside, spreading them open. “I don’t think you’ve asked nicely.”

“How nicely do I need to ask?” I whine.

Bode shifts back, wiping his mouth. “Hmm. I think I need to hear another please. Maybe some begging.”

He swipes a finger through my wetness before sucking it off his finger. Why is it so hot seeing Bode’s obvious pleasure for me?

“I’m not hearing anything.”

I throw my head back onto the bed. “Please, Bode. I want to come.”

“Where?”

“Your tongue. Fingers. I’m not picky.”

A cocky smile spreads across his face. “I am. And you are going to come for the first time on my tongue.”

He seals his mouth over me and works his tongue inside of me.

“Oh!”

Combing my fingers into Bode’s hair, I hold on for dear life as his eyes tell me to come.

One more quirk of his finger and I explode. Heat floods my body as a feeling unlike anything I’ve ever felt fills every crack.

“Bode. Bode!”

His fingers squeeze my thigh as he guides me through the overwhelming pleasure. When it feels like I’ve come back into my body, Bode’s grin is one I’ll always remember.

“Do you realize how sexy you are, Stevie? How fucking amazing you taste? Unreal.”

My heart feels like it’s going to burst out of me at his words. I don’t know why I waited this long to have sex with Bode. Of course he would make me feel nothing but cherished.

“I think it’s time you feel how you made me feel.”

Bode fishes into his nightstand and pulls out a condom. While he sheds the rest of his clothes, I slip out of my blouse and bra. Heavy-lidded eyes rake over my body as I take in his cock.

Long, hard, and thick, it’s already leaking. And I can’t wait to feel it inside me.

“Are you going to make me come again?” I squirm as Bode’s heavy weight settles on top of my now naked body.

“You want to come on my cock? Think you can handle it?”

“Why don’t you find out?” I waggle my eyebrows.

Bode doesn’t need another word as he slowly guides himself inside me. Slow inch by slow inch. It’s tight, but he lets me adjust before he thrusts all the way in.

“I’m ready.”

We breathe each other in as he pumps his hips. I widen my legs to cradle him as he keeps moving. With every thrust, he picks up his pace. It hits a place deep inside of me that I haven’t felt touched in years. A place where cobwebs are growing.

My pussy is squeezing him to within an inch of its life. I’m so close to coming again that I dig my heels into his ass to keep him moving.

His head drops closers to mine, that floppy hair of his falling over his eyes.

“Bode…”

Too many emotions are swimming through me. Bode is waking up parts of me that I never knew existed.

“You going to come? I’m not coming until I feel you come on my dick.”

“I…I…” I shatter. Every part of my body becomes unglued into a thousand pieces of rainbows and stars. My nails dig into Bode’s back as I cling to him. It’s like I’m floating into a new universe.

I’ve never felt so free. So incredible.

Bode’s release slams into him, filling the condom.

“Fuck!” he growls out.

Bode’s hot body collapses on top of me. I hug him to me, running my fingers along his back, feeling every notch in his spine.

A happy contentedness settles inside me as we lie here together. No words need to be said as Bode kisses my shoulder.

“Rest up, Stevie. Because if the first time is that good, I plan on making you come all night long.”