Page 36 of The Consequence of You (Heathley Academy #2)
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
CALLIE
S liding into Asher’s passenger seat, I shiver.
Thumbing the tender spot on my neck, I search my memories of growing up in Italy.
Mama liked to entertain, and there were often other families in and out of our home, some with children, but I have no recollection of Carlo.
Had my father seen something in him that made him unsuitable for an arranged marriage?
No, that makes no sense. He would never give him a role in our security detail if that were the case.
I have so many questions, but they will need to wait until I speak to my father.
One thing is for sure, today could have ended a hundred times worse.
Asher saved me .
He didn’t even hesitate. For once, I suppose I should be grateful for his recklessness, but it was a fucking miracle neither of us were more hurt today .
We drive to my house in near silence, only stopping for some food. Once we pull into the grounds, I direct Asher to the underground parking and his jaw drops open at the array of cars.
“Wow. This place is fucking awesome.” If it hadn’t been such a shitty day, then maybe I’d have laughed at his enthusiasm. I must be daydreaming, as he comes round to my side of the car and unbuckles the belt, lifting me out.
“I’m okay. I don’t need carrying.”
He insists, and it’s easier to let him than to argue. He carries me, without complaint, all the way to my room, but as we reach the top of the stairs, he adjusts his hold on me and flinches for a second. He’s hurt? Before I can ask him, he places me on my bed and goes into my bathroom.
When he doesn’t return after a few minutes, I follow him in there.
His back is to me, as he stoops over the bath.
He’s swirling the water around with his hand, lost in what he’s doing.
I take a moment to look him over. His shirt is dirty and ripped.
He needs this bath as much as I do, but the thought of him doing something so inherently thoughtful for me, on top of everything else he’s done for me today, makes tears prickle behind my eyes.
I shift and he must hear me, because he turns and looks at me. His green eyes zero in on mine, and they are so filled with concern I can hardly bear to look at them.
“Asher, I don’t know what to say. Thank you doesn’t seem to cut it.”
“It’s just a bath,” he murmurs.
“I’m not talking about the bath.”
“I don’t need your thanks. I would do it again in a heartbeat. When I saw that prick with his hands on you? It was never even a choice.” I frown. He sounds possessive. More possessive than fuck buddies should be. I don’t dwell on what that might mean, instead I drop to my knees.
“Please. Let me thank you?” I want to show him how grateful I am, and this seems as good a way as any.
He steps towards me, but instead of undoing his trousers like I thought he would, he kneels down too and shakes his head. Rejection courses through my veins, wrapping itself around my heart and squeezing.
“You don’t want this?”
He runs his hands through his hair, pulling at the ends before letting out a bitter laugh.
“There isn’t a single second I don’t want you like that, but you’re hurt, and you need to get cleaned up so you don’t get an infection.” I swallow, relieved that he isn’t rejecting me entirely.
Taking hold of his hands, I turn them over and examine his knuckles.
“We both need to get clean.” He helps me up, and I’m fully expecting his rejection again.
Except he pulls his shirt off one handed.
Then he undoes his trousers and stands in front of me in just his boxers.
That’s when I see the purple bruising on his torso.
I must wince because Asher tips my chin up and whispers,
“It’s not as bad as it looks.”
I gently trace his mottled skin as he carefully unbuttons my top, before pulling it over my head. He unbuttons my jeans and peels them down my legs. I step out of them, steadying myself by leaning on him.
The thought of him being hurt scares me in a way I wasn’t expecting.
I was afraid for myself, but when Asher got there, all I could think about was that if he got hurt, I would never forgive myself.
I would be upset if anyone got hurt trying to protect me, but it was more than that.
It was the thought of Asher being hurt .
A lump forms in my throat, and no matter how hard I swallow, it doesn’t go away.
He leads me to the now full bath and I strip off my underwear under his soft gaze. He turns off the tap and tests the temperature before holding my hand as I step in.
I scoot forward and he peels off his boxer shorts before climbing in behind me.
There’s more than enough room for both of us in the huge tub, and for the first time, I appreciate the extravagance of my bathroom.
He widens his legs, and I nestle back into his embrace.
Exhaling, I realise how on edge I’ve been.
For a few minutes, we just lie silently, both lost in our own thoughts.
Asher reaches for a soft cloth. Slowly, reverently, and methodically, he cleans my skin, showing me a tenderness he keeps hidden from the rest of the world.
Usually, when we touch each other, it’s frantic and hurried. This is new for us, and it’s got me feeling things I’ve never felt before.
Once he’s finished cleaning the rest of my body, Asher dabs delicately at the cut across my throat before moving to the purpling bruise where Carlo sunk his teeth into my shoulder.
At the same time, he gently runs his other hand across my bare shoulder and plants soft kisses on my neck, and despite the warm water, it makes me shiver.
He’s being so careful, but truthfully, the couple of painkillers I swallowed down in the car have taken the edge off the pain. Maybe it’ll be worse tomorrow but, right now, all I can feel are his pillowy lips caressing my skin.
Once he’s satisfied I’m thoroughly clean, he drops the cloth, replacing it with his hands.
His fingers follow the same path, gently exploring and methodically mapping my body, never getting to the places I want him most, though.
He avoids them, each time getting closer until I’m squirming.
The more I squirm, the more I feel him react.
He stiffens behind me, and I take pleasure in knowing I’m not the only one affected. I wriggle again and he groans.
“Fuck… I’m trying to be a gentleman, but you’re making it so goddamn hard.”
Lifting his hands, I place them on my breasts, squeezing my hands over his.
“The gentlemanly thing to do would be to distract me. To remove any memory of that man’s touch by replacing it with yours.” Tipping my head back to look at him, I bite my lip. “Please?”
That’s all it takes, because he stands, lifting me with him.
Water sloshes over the sides of the bath, and I expect him to carry me straight to the bedroom.
But he doesn’t move at the pace I’m used to.
Instead, he places me on the floor and grabs a warm towel and gently dries me off.
Not even reaching for his own towel, he stands dripping while he makes sure I’m dry.
Only then does he wrap a towel around his own waist.
He leads me to the bedroom, and I sit on the edge of the bed. He disappears back into the bathroom and comes back with a jar of my moisturiser.
I lie down and he kneels on the bed next to me.
He scoops out some of the cream, warming it in his hands before he does the same thing he did in the bath, stroking and teasing me until I’m a ball of wanton desire.
His restraint is admirable, but his dick looks like it’s pitching a tent under his towel, so it’s definitely not just me who wants this.
Seems like I’m going to have to take matters into my own hands.
“Asher…” I plead, gently tugging the hem of his towel. He shuts his eyes for a couple of seconds, but when he opens them again, he fixes me with a heated stare.
“Fuck it.” He yanks his towel off and drops it to the floor. He kneels next to me on the bed, in all his naked glory. They should build statues of this guy. He is perfection.
There’s still a gleam of damp from the bath, and his wet hair falls messily in damp waves.
And he’s staring at me. Me - the loner. The recluse.
The misfit. On paper, we are so utterly unlikely, and yet, here we are.
It’s safe to say neither of us could have predicted this thing between us.
At this moment, I don’t care to explain it, I just want more of it.
His eyes are hungry, and his gaze makes my skin burn for him.
“Fuck, Callie. You have never looked more beautiful, laid out here for me. All mine.”
My pulse stutters and there’s a slow, delicious flip low in my tummy when he uses the shortened version of my name.
Biting the inside of my cheek to suppress my smile, I know I shouldn’t want his words.
I shouldn’t need them, but I do. This was only ever supposed to be physical, but hearing him say my name with such reverence, describing me as beautiful, and his , I can’t deny it feels like so much more.
For months I told myself I was safe from falling for this man.
How utterly wrong I was.
He leans down and kisses me. Parting my lips, our tongues tangle together, every movement slow and measured. We devour each other as if we need one another to breathe, to survive, to exist .
Wrapping my legs around him, I draw his hard body closer to mine. My nipples are sharp enough to cut glass as our chests collide. My skin throbs for him. All the teasing has me so on edge I wonder if I could come just from the way he’s kissing me.
I don’t get the chance to find out, as he moves down my body, giving attention to each of my breasts in turn, licking around my piercings while kneading my soft flesh in his strong hands.
My back arches involuntarily, chasing the feeling, and as he sucks one of my nipples into his mouth, I come hard.
My entire body tenses as waves of ecstasy wash over me.
Asher drops my nipple and moves to the other and the waves of pleasure keep coming. He hasn’t even made it below my waist and he has me completely falling apart.
“Fuck. That was… you’re…” The words die on my lips.
“It’s not me. It’s us. You know that, right?” He fixes me with a look so sincere that, for a few seconds, I let myself believe there could be.