Page 32 of Ravage (Dark Desires #1)

IT CAN BE DAUNTING WHEN YOU DISCOVER AN UNKNOWN PART OF YOURSELF

CAM

Dante straightens, his eyes fixed on the bulge in my jeans, and I swallow, suddenly nervous. Maybe I should give this some more thought?

But I can't bring myself to say no. Because beneath the nerves, anticipation lurks, and when Dante comes to kneel in front of me, I shift my legs further apart.

He grins up at me as he reaches to undo my fly.

I slide down on the couch and lift my hips so that I can drag my jeans and boxers down my thighs, and my eager cock finally springs free.

"Well shit. Hello, big boy." Dante's eyes have lit up like it's fucking Christmas as my cock waves in his face.

Sebastian has moved to sit behind his desk, watching us with approval as he discards the condom.

I don't allow myself to dwell on why I'm allowing this to happen. The need for release after that erotic display is too intense.

And the desire to please Sebastian?

Yeah, that's pretty fucking strong as well.

Dante cups my balls, and I hiss as my cock twitches.

He holds my gaze as he rolls them in his hand, and I clench my jaw.

Dante chuckles, lowering himself slowly to run his tongue over the tip of my cock while he continues to massage my balls.

I hold myself perfectly still, my nostrils flaring as he continues to watch me with those eyes full of mischief.

He runs his tongue down the underside of my cock, before working his way back up.

He does this a few times, circling the tip with that fucking magic tongue, before licking me up and down.

And the entire time, his eyes never leave mine.

Eventually, I groan and let my head fall back, allowing myself to get lost in the moment.

And he finally slides his mouth over my cock, sucking me in.

"Fuck," I murmur, looking back down at him as he hollows his cheeks and grins around my cock.

His movements are slow, as though testing to see what will make me groan louder. He grips the base of my cock, working more and more of me into his mouth each time he bobs his head, and I ball my hands into fists at my side, swallowing down another moan.

But then he deep throats me, taking my entire cock without gagging, and the moan forces its way up my throat.

He withdraws halfway, and my instincts take over.

I grab his head with both hands, holding him still as I thrust myself all the way in again.

He chuckles, allowing me to fuck his mouth as he flattens his tongue along the underside of my shaft.

The hand still massaging my balls slips lower, and he pushes a finger in my arse, moving with me as I drive myself down his throat.

After having the butt plug in my arse with Imogen last night, I welcome the intrusion, and when he finds the spot he's searching for, my body shudders.

Pleasure shoots through me and I come with a roar, holding Dante's head down, forcing him to swallow every last drop of my cum that shoots into his mouth and down his throat.

Completely spent, I slump back on the couch, trying not to overthink what just happened .

I'd just let a guy I'd never met give me what turned out to be a pretty epic blow job.

I'd let him stick his finger in my arse.

And I'd fucking enjoyed it.

Dante rises to his feet and gives me a nod before turning back to Sebastian.

"Never a dull moment in this place, huh, boss?"

Sebastian smirks. "Definitely not."

Dante grabs his sweats and yanks them back on while I get myself sorted, tugging my boxers and jeans back up. He gives me another nod and then leaves.

Like it was nothing for him to have my cock rammed down his throat.

I'm fast realising that this was probably a regular occurrence for him, while I feel like I've just had a life altering experience.

Sebastian is quiet while I process the events since I walked into this office.

When I'd come up the stairs, I'd thought it was to discuss how Sebastian could help me with Imogen. And now... It's obvious he knew what I've been ignoring since that night, and this whole thing was a display to test me. To push me to give myself over to that curiosity.

"Do you regret what just happened, Mr Collins?"

I sigh, rubbing my temples as I rest my elbows on my knees. "First... Can we please drop the Mr Collins thing?" He nods. "And no, I don't regret it. I'm just processing."

"Understandable. It can be daunting when you discover an unknown part of yourself."

I huff a laugh. "Yeah, I'll say."

"I take it that was your first experience with a man?"

I nod, combing a hand through my hair as I sit back.

"And would you want to do it again?"

I consider his words as we study each other.

"Maybe... I mean... I definitely enjoyed that, I'm not going to lie. But... I'd like to talk it all out with Imogen first. I came here about her, not me."

Sebastian nods slowly, a small smile playing across his lips as he continues to watch me with those startling blue eyes. The eyes that see everything.

"Are you reconsidering your relationship with her?"

"Fuck no. But I want her to be happy first before I think about what just happened means for me."

Sebastian sits back and runs his thumb across his bottom lip. It's fucking hot, and I don't think he's even aware of it. It's just part of his natural state. He couldn't turn off the magnetic pull any sooner than he could stop breathing.

"You love her, don't you?"

I freeze, caught off guard. "Um..."

He smirks. "Haven't said those words to each other yet, have you?"

I shake my head. "To be honest, neither of us has been brave enough to even define whatever the hell it is we're doing.

But... Yeah, I think I do. Actually, no.

I know I do. Love her, I mean. She's the most intriguing woman I've ever met.

And she pushes me. In the months we've been hanging out, I've done and seen things that I never thought I would, and I've loved every second. "

"That's the right answer, Cam. And given your own curiosity and willingness to explore new sides of yourself, I think you are the perfect match for her."

I consider his words for a moment. "And that doesn't bother you? I know you guys..."

He shakes his head. "Whilst Imogen and I are very close friends, the attraction between us is purely physical. I don't really do love. And I know that, until you came along, Imogen felt the same way."

"And you think that's changed for her now?"

He smiles, cocking his head slightly. "I do.

We've had some interesting conversations of late, which I'm aware Annika has filled you in on.

She has been pushing back against her natural instincts, determined that you would feel like she was cheating if she gave in to those urges.

She never would have even considered denying herself beforehand. "

I sigh as I nod. "Yeah, Annika mentioned that.

I've told her I'm okay with her continuing to sleep with both you and her, because I knew that was what she was into before we started down this road.

I don't want her to give up the things or people she loves in order to be with me.

So I don't know what more I can say that will make her believe me. "

Sebastian nods. "Perhaps... You need to show her."

"How?"

A slow smile spreads across his face as he explains his plan, and I have to admit, it just might work.