Page 25 of Ravage (Dark Desires #1)

MR. BDE

IMOGEN

Cam spent the night at my place, wrapped around me once again while we slept, both completely spent after several more orgasms. And although he needed to leave before dawn to get ready for work, he had enough time to slide his cock inside me once more, making love to me achingly slow while we were both still half asleep.

He seems to have the same appetite for sex that I do, once again surprising me.

Or maybe it's just because I'm comparing him to my ex-husband, Chris.

I'd had to beg that man for sex, and when he gave in, he always made me feel like a whore for asking.

He was never able to satisfy me in the bedroom.

Never gave me a single orgasm, and for the longest time, I thought that there was something wrong with me.

Until I entered the building in front of me for the first time.

Now, as I walk up the stairs to work, I wonder if I've been thinking too much about this whole situation with Cam.

He didn't shy away when I showed him my jagged edges.

Didn't judge me for craving sex as a means of release.

And when I shared everything I like in the bedroom, it only made him want me more.

And yet... I still can't shake the feeling that we aren't right for one another.

He comes from a family who clearly love and respect each other - at least, from what I could tell, after the brief conversation with his mother.

And his job is literally taking care of people in need.

He's everything pure and good... And I'm dark and jaded.

I belong here, amongst others who share similar back stories to me. Whose lives revolve around the art of pleasure, both giving and receiving.

There's a reason we've become a family. No one in the outside world fully understands us.

But we do. We get each other.

And Cam? I just don't see how he fits into the life I've made for myself.

But I want him to fit.

When I enter our office, I expect to see Sebastian, but it's Annika who's sitting in his chair.

She dressed in jeans and a low cut T-shirt, which means she mustn't have any clients this morning. And she's got a massive grin on her face.

"Judging by that look on your face, I take it Mr Paramedic gave you a good dicking last night?"

I grin at her as I head towards my desk. "And this morning."

"Oohh two sleepovers in one weekend? Way to show him you only want sex." She winks, but I frown, realising she's right.

"Ugh, I should have sent him home after he fucked me into oblivion last night." I drop down into my chair.

"Oh Bub, I was just joking. I want you to be happy. And I think Mr BDE could make you really happy."

I shoot her a confused look. "Mr. BDE?"

"Big Dick Energy. Cam fucking radiates Big Dick Energy.

He's huge, right? Tell me he's huge. I had a little look-see when he was sitting next to me at the club, but it was kind of hard to tell in his black suit while we were in the dark.

But he is tall, broad... and those hands.

.." I watch with amusement as my best friend basically gives herself an orgasm talking about the guy I'm pretty sure I have very strong feelings for.

"Friends share details with their friends, Imogen.

Tell me your new boyfriend's cock is huge. "

"And that was just the conversation I expected to interrupt when I walked into my office," Sebastian drawls as he enters the room.

He cocks an eyebrow slowly at Annika as she spins around on his office chair, but she just grins back.

"It's Imogen's office, too. And she was just about to tell me how big that man is."

I laugh, shaking my head as Sebastian strides over and lifts her over his shoulder easily before marching to the couch and depositing her there.

"Or you could just do that, then fuck me? Either way, I'll be happy," Annika says, a little breathless as her arousal kicks in.

Sebastian shakes his head at her with a sigh. "Do you actually need a release, or are you just in here to torment Imogen about the size of Mr. Collins’ cock?"

"Yes," Annika replies, her lips curling into a seductive smile.

I'm sure she'd take either option right now.

"If you need some cock, Annika, I'll happily fuck you right now. But leave Imogen be."

Annika pouts. "Fine. I guess you can fuck me, then."

I laugh at the exasperated look on Sebastian's face, even though I know he enjoys their flirting just as much as she does.

"I have a meeting in twenty minutes, so we'll need to make it quick, pet."

She drops to her knees in front of him. "I can do quick."

I turn my computer on to the sound of her sucking him off.

This is exactly the kind of scenario that I'm sure would have Cam horrified.

And yet, as I watch Sebastian bend her over his desk and fuck her hard until she screams, I wonder if maybe I've misjudged Cam. Who's to say that he wouldn't be standing in front of Annika, letting her swallow his own cock while Sebastian fucks her from behind?

But I just can't envision a scenario where that would happen.

His ex cheated on him, so why on earth would he put himself in a situation where he's forced to share another woman he's in a relationship with?

Oh God... I'm already thinking about being in a relationship with him.

"You okay, Imogen?" Sebastian asks, sliding out of Annika as she lies boneless across his desk.

No! I don't want to be responsible for corrupting a good man.

"I'm fine," I reply, clearing my throat.

Suddenly, I need Sebastian. To have him fuck me hard so that I can chase away the scary thoughts of being in a relationship.

The throbbing between my legs grows stronger, and Sebastian's eyes darken, no doubt sensing the shift in my mood.

He raises an eyebrow. "I can push my meeting back?"

He's still hard. I could so easily bend over and let him take me while I run my tongue over Annika's breasts. Three weeks ago, I'd have done just that.

But now? Even though I told Cam everything last night, it still feels like I'd be being unfaithful.

So I let out a shuddering breath and shake my head. "No, it's okay. Maybe later, though?"

He nods, still running his gaze over me as he jerks himself to release and spills all over Annika's back. It's hot, and I am kicking myself for not jumping on that cock.

But until I have a conversation with Cam about what exactly he wants...

I'm so ridiculously screwed.