Page 25 of Kill Shot

Nico could have left it at that. He could have let the boy focus on tackling this new role, but he was feeling particularly merciless.

“Why?”

Seb blushed even harder. He buried his face in Nico’s chest, but his hands never stopped caressing.

“Because I want to see your face.” His voice was muffled, but that just meant that Nico could feel every gasping, hot breath melting into his skin.

And with that, Seb finally found his courage. He worked his way up to his knees, wiggling over to position himself above Nico, who, for his part, could scarcely believe this was happening.

Nico never allowed another man to have this power over him, yet he was willing to indulge Seb. Why?

But he did know why. The answer was clear. He just didn’t want to face it. He didn’t want to corrupt this beautiful moment of bliss with dark, unwanted thoughts.

And yet, as Seb glanced down uncertainly, trying to figure out the logistics of topping, Nico’s heart beat faster and faster, and he allowed his thoughts to drift closer to those forbidden truths.

Seb’s father had taken everything from Nico, including his innocence. Nico had then plotted and done the same to Seb. Would Seb taking Nico’s final, most private first bring things full circle?

Seb reached for the lube on the nightstand and squeezed a generous amount on his fingers, bringing them to his entrance.

Nico had to grit his teeth to lie still.

Every nerve demanded that he lunge into action, shocking Seb away and taking control.

But instead, he just let himself be the guinea pig.

A slick finger breached his hole, and Nico groaned, his hips bucking off the mattress.

Seb’s other hand closed around Nico’s cock, and blissful overstimulation from both ends left no room for any unnecessary thoughts.

“You like that?” Seb demanded, his voice rough. “You like that, you dirty boy?”

It was fortunate that Nico was so overwhelmed by the pleasure because he otherwise would have laughed out loud at Seb’s clumsy attempt at talking dirty. Instead, he just managed to crack an eye open as his entire body swelled with every deep, aching breath and each torturous stroke of Seb’s hand.

“Yeah, I like it,” Nico growled. “But I’d like it a lot more if you put your cock inside me. Or were you just full of shit when you said you could take me?”

Seb’s gaze unfocused right in front of him. The words were devastatingly effective, the tone even more so.

But Seb wasn’t beaten yet. With surprising strength, he pulled Nico’s knees into position.

And then the reality of the moment set in.

Nico was really going to get fucked in the ass for the first time. He still had a chance to stop this, but he was quickly running out of time. If he wanted to preserve his pride, then he had to say something.

The only problem was that Nico didn’t want to stop.

The yearning curiosity to know the feeling of Sebby’s cock was bad enough, but it was amplified by a sense of piercing guilt.

Seb had no idea what was coming in the next few days, but Nico still owed him for it.

Giving him this small offering of his submission couldn’t even begin to cover the debt, but it was better than nothing. And more importantly, it was a start.

Maybe one day, they could look back on this night and laugh. Maybe…

Sebastian added another finger, probing and exploring. The sensation was almost too much to bear, especially when those fingers slipped out and Seb lined up against him, the wet tip rubbing obscenely against his hole.

Nico shut his eyes, hoping that Seb thought he was just bracing for the stretch. He couldn’t possibly know that Nico was thinking about how he was about to destroy his lover’s innocence and shatter his exuberant spirit in one fell swoop.

No, Sebastian would never accept this offered submission in exchange for the pain that was about to come. Of course, he wouldn’t, no sane man would.

But Nico was going to force him into complicity nonetheless. It was horrifying and duplicitous to a degree that had Nico quaking with anticipation, but that wasn’t the most terrifying part.

The real problem was that it turned him on . His every nerve was electrified, and he trembled with anticipation. Just a little further, and Seb would be inside him. Just a little more, and he’d be caressed from the inside out.

“Look at how hard you are,” Seb marveled, as if he could read Nico’s thoughts. “Maybe I really am that good at this.”

“Yeah,” Nico muttered, throwing his arm over his face.

Fuck. He hoped Seb didn’t see it, that he wouldn’t guess the truth behind his tortured arousal.

Grunting in concentration and sweating, Seb loomed over Nico.

It was the first time he’d ever been on the receiving end, and while a cold, dispassionate corner of his mind remarked on how dangerous this was, the rest of his being was dazzled and intoxicated by the exquisite glory of being mounted.

A man was on top of him, and in just a few more seconds, Seb was going to fill him.

“Give it to me, Sebby,” Nico groaned. “I need it.”

Panting and so close that his hot breath bathed Nico, Seb pressed into him. Just the tip, and ever so gently, but he slowly grew more insistent.

In, out, in, out . There was a pulsing rhythm to it, but Seb was going painfully slowly, and Nico had the terrible suspicion that it might be on purpose. Maybe Seb thought this was going to be his only chance to play top, so he was gonna make the most of it.

A moan ripped past Nico’s lips before he could stop it. At the same moment, Seb took full advantage and thrust deeper, burying his full length inside Nico.

“Fuck, Sebby …”

Exquisite pain and aching filled Nico, mingled with shock and yearning. Seb was inside him. Seb was truly inside him.

Tears pricked at the corners of his eyes, and the salt stung fiercely.

It’s just the physical discomfort , he told himself.

It was just a reaction to his body being breached.

It had nothing at all to do with how he was about to betray Seb and bring his entire world crashing down.

Even this beautiful moment together was just one more lie piled atop all the rest.

As if he could read his thoughts, Seb descended, bringing them into a tight, sweaty, haphazard embrace. Nico’s cock was squeezed between them, and Seb wasn’t tall enough to make the hug seamless, but it was close enough to make Nico shudder.

This was for the mission, he told himself over and over. It had nothing to do with Seb somehow weakening his defenses and sneaking into his heart. Fuck. It wasn’t because he was falling for the boy.

He was just letting his hole get ruined by Sebastian Altamirano… for the mission.

He had to accept that or else he’d lose his mind.

“Nico,” Seb moaned above him, working his hips, thrusting harder now. His face contorted like he was in pain, eyes rolling shut as a tremor racked through him. “You feel so good.”

Nico wanted to say the same. He wanted Seb to know how good it felt. How right it felt, but the words caught in his throat. Instead, his fingers dug into Seb’s hips as he pushed off his heels, meeting him thrust for thrust.

“Dios… me estás volviendo loco ,” Nico murmured, then captured Seb’s mouth in a passionate kiss, all teeth and need.

It didn’t take long for the sensations to crawl down his spine, shooting straight to the tip of his cock. He moaned into Seb’s mouth, and from the frantic rhythm between them, he knew Seb was close too.

“Let’s come together, yeah?” Seb whispered against his lips, snapping his hips harder.

Nico nodded, licking his lips, too overcome to speak. For such a small frame, Seb packed surprising power in every thrust. He pulled him in again, capturing his mouth in a hard, hungry kiss, dragging another groan from Seb’s throat. Then another, and another.

Pleasure surged up Nico’s spine as the pressure in his balls grew unbearable, then his cock jerked, spilling warm cum between their bodies.

“Oh God,” Seb gasped. “I’m coming… I’m coming… mmph, fuck! ”

Nico wrapped his arms around him, holding tight as Seb’s body tensed and shook. His cock throbbed deep inside Nico, spasming with release as his climax tore through him.

When it was over, Seb collapsed onto him, limp and breathless and warm with the last shudders of pleasure racking his body.

Nico closed his eyes, feeling every tremor and heartbeat pressed against him. For once, his head wasn’t racing with plans or dark thoughts. Not even guilt.

He let himself sink into the warmth of the aftershocks and welcomed the rare silence that filled his mind.