Page 29 of Heartless (Scathing Hearts #1)

Chapter Twenty-Six—It’s not lost

Jake

I pulled away from Sienna’s mouth and cupped her face.

She blinked fast. “Why did you stop me... Was it really bad?”

“Too fucking good, baby.”

The grin that stretched her swollen lips was slow. “I really like the taste of your sex.”

I could tell by those fucking noises she’d made.

Rising on her toes, she kissed my jaw. “I want more. Can I have more?”

“I’m all yours, kitten.”

When she dipped her chin, I tucked her hair behind her ear. The hesitation of when we’d started had come back.

“Sienna, look at me.”

She did, and I didn’t like her expression. “What is it, kitten?”

“I want to be naked with you,” she said quietly.

I tagged her nape. “What’s stopping you?” She bit her bottom lip, and her frame stiffened. “Baby, talk to me.”

“I’m... uh. I’m really wet, and...” My cock jerked, and her mouth parted in an ‘o’ when she felt it. “But you said... you said I came too quickly, so I don’t know—”

My hold tightened, and I locked my eyes onto hers. “Kitten, my cock’s leaking.”

She blinked fast, and the tip of her tongue flicked over her swollen upper lip. “Is that, uh... normal?”

Fuck. She had no idea what she was doing to me. “It means I almost came on your face, and I had to think of trees and shit for that not to happen.”

Her giggle lit up her gorgeous face and relaxed her shoulders.

I pulled her closer. “Baby, I want you to come fast. And often.”

After another hesitation she overcame quicker, she said, “You know about my scar, but you’ve never seen all of it, and—”

I took her mouth. She tasted sweet, so I took my time.

When I pulled back, her little pants made me harder. “Kitten. Naked. Now.”

She reached for the side of the dress and unzipped it. Then, she wriggled out of it, giving me a hell of a show before the material dropped to her feet, leaving her in tiny, lace panties.

Fuck. Me. Her tight nipples peeked on top of her full tits like perfect berries. When her palm flew up to her chest, I caught her hand and kissed her fingers.

“You’re the first person to see all of it,” she whispered.

My chest expanded. Before I unfroze from the feeling, she slid her panties down and toed out of them. My mouth watered at the smooth, untried triangle between those fucking perfect legs I wanted over my shoulders.

Her fingers rose to my pec. “I want to touch you everywhere.”

****

Sienna

I’d asked Jake to lie down on his front.

He’d done so with his cheek to the pillow and his forearms buried underneath it.

I watched him for a long time before climbing on all fours onto the firm mattress.

Holding myself over his body with my knees digging in the bed on either side of his hips, I took my time to kiss, lick, and nibble the warm skin over hard muscles.

Through my journey across his body, I learnt that his lower back was sensitive. So was the base of his nape. When I grazed my teeth along the crook of his shoulder, he groaned.

I lifted my head. “Am I hurting you?”

His voice was all growly. “No, baby.”

Nuzzling the back of his ear, I sucked gently on the lobe. He hissed. He liked that. Then, I did something I’d dreamed of. I laid down on his back, curled my fingers in the hooks of his elbows until every inch of my front was mashed against him.

His whole body hardened. “Fuck.”

After one last graze of my teeth on his shoulder, I rolled off him and kneeled beside him.

My voice was heavy with want. “Turn around, please.”

The hard muscles of his back rolled under his skin as he did. He folded his arms under his head, and his gaze burned into mine. “What now, kitten?”

I traced my fingers over the indents of his abs. They jumped under my hand, and I got impossibly wetter. “I want to kiss your body.”

His face darkened with a savage expression I felt in my clit. Leaning over him, I kissed his chest. His nipples, so different to mine, beckoned and I circled them with the tip of my tongue.

When he grunted, I suckled them, drawing deep. Then, I straddled his hips. The heat of his skin between my legs made me gasp.

His tone was almost angry. “When I get my hands on you, I’ll fuck you for hours.”

I thought I couldn’t be more aroused.

I was wrong.

Shuffling down his body, I curled my fingers around his penis and licked the slit. I did it again before closing my mouth around the glans. Careful of not engaging my teeth, I hollowed my cheeks and stroked my tongue against the underside of his hard flesh.

His cavernous grunt rippled from his skin to mine, and the unexpected pleasure made me moan.

I tried different angles and pushed the top of his sex against the inside of my cheek. I twirled my tongue around its head and tested different levels of suction. Then, I lowered onto him and took him as far as I could in my mouth.

This was fun. It was messy, and Jake was making noises I adored.

Every time his hips jerked, I shivered. I wasn’t sure I was getting the hang of this, but I was really enjoying it.

When Jake’s hands slammed onto the mattress, I gasped, and my head whipped up.

His chest rose fast, and his jaw was clenched. The feeling of power that washed through me set my whole body afire.

Trembling, I kneeled up, and with my eyes locked onto his, I lowered my sex on top of his.

Oh God. The length of the heavy rod was hot between the lips of my sex. My belly knotted. My skin became too tight, and I moaned, riding the blistering shiver that twirled around my whole body. My head dropped back. I rocked my hips back and forth. I needed... I needed.

My hands slapped on his chest. Yes. Perfect angle. I grinded my sex against his faster. The roughness of his skin against mine, the slickness of my sex against the hardness of his. God. Each pass of my clit on the head of his sex ... Oh. Oh.

“Eyes on me, baby.”

When I did, he clutched his hands on my hips, and the force of his grip made me moan.

“Fuck, Sienna,” he gritted.

My orgasm exploded, rushing through my whole body. God yes.

****

Jake

The pleasure faded, leaving her mouth slack and her eyes hazy. She leaned forward until her hair formed a fruity-scented curtain around our faces.

“Kiss me, kitten.”

She gave me her open mouth, and I drank deep. Then her hand was on the side of my jaw.

“I want you inside me, but I don’t think I can impale myself on you,” she whispered. “Can you please take over now?”

Rolling her under me, I shifted my weight onto my elbows. Her chuckle was soft, and she wrapped her arms around my neck.

Even if I went slow, I was going to cause her pain.

“We’ll go slow, and if at any time you want to stop, just say so.”

Her little nod warmed her smile. “I promise.”

“Condom, baby?”

She shook her head.

Fuck. That trust. I touched my head to hers and breathed her in.

“Jake?”

When her body tensed, I slanted back. A little frown creased her brows, and her hands slid down to my shoulders. “Have you... have you changed your mind?”

“Fuck no, baby.” I cupped her beautiful face, and my throat got tight. “I’ve never been someone’s first.”

After a slow blink, she hooked her arms back around my neck. “So, I’ll be your first, too.”

I took her mouth. Slow. Deep. When her legs wrapped around my back, I rocked my cock against her sleek slit.

Sliding my arms under her shoulders, I held her in place. “Look at me, baby.”

There was no fear in her golden gaze. I lined up my cock, found her, and breached in as gently as I could. Her frame stiffened, and she bit hard on her bottom lip while I pushed to the root. Deep inside her, I gritted my back teeth.

Fuck. She was silk and fire. My cock swelled.

“Jake...” she whimpered.

Her eyes were bright with unshed tears. I touched my head to hers. “I won’t move, kitten.”

It took most of my control to hold still. But making it good for her was all that mattered. I kissed her slow and gentle until her body loosened.

She kissed me back and curled her arms around the back of my neck. “My first lover.”

And the fucking last. I didn’t try to stop the thought, and its truth settled deep.

Then her legs tightened over my lower back, and I started to move.

Her mewling sounds drove me deeper. “Fuck, baby. You feel so fucking good.”

Sienna’s nails raked my back. “Jake, more.”

She was close. “Keep your eyes on me, kitten.”

“Jake... Oh God. Oh God... Jake.”

Her pussy convulsed, her body arched, and she screamed in my mouth. I fucked her through her orgasm. Pleasure burned through my spine. My balls tightened, and I planted myself deep while my world turned white.

****

Sienna

Jake drew back from the drugging kiss and slid the side of his nose along mine.

“How are you feeling, beautiful?” he whispered.

“Perfect.”

After a soft lip touch, he pecked my nose and slowly pulled out of me.

The unfamiliar sensation was so delicious, I gasped. “Oh.”

Jake’s roguish grin made me giggle. “Don’t move.”

After one more kiss, he picked up his sweats. As he stalked toward the bathroom, I unashamedly admired his sculpted butt and his broad shoulders until he disappeared behind the door. Then I rolled on my back and spread my arms out.

This was... Oh God. I smiled at the ceiling and pressed my thighs together.

I was sore, but wow. I sighed to enjoy the new sensations lulling my body.

The mattress waved, and I opened my eyes on Jake sitting by my hip.

He’d put his sweats back on, so I could only gawk at his chest. Which was freaking gorgeous.

“Open your legs, kitten.”

When I did, he touched a soft, warm, damp towel against my sex.

Curving my neck up, I glanced at the top of Jake’s head. “Did I bleed?”

He nodded. “Are you in pain?”

“I can still feel you inside me.”

His gaze softened while he chuckled. As he straightened, I sat up to curl my hands around his face.

I wanted him to know how grateful I was for making my most intimate dream come true, but all I came out with was, “Thank you, Jake.”

The feathery kiss he graced on my mouth was almost reverent. “Thank you, beautiful.”

He smiled. I smiled. Then, Jake sauntered back to the bathroom.

Mm. I stretched my arms over my shoulders, arching my back and exhaling the last traces of electricity out of my body. I’d barely slept last night, so it was time for me to roll around in my own sheets and catch up on some well-deserved rest. I swung my legs over the edge of his bed.

After picking up my dress and panties from the rug, I got dressed. Destination: my bed. I stepped over the threshold of his bedroom. A hand gripped my upper arm from behind. I twisted toward Jake, and the air flew out of my lungs.

His frown was not good. Not good at all. “Where are you going?”

“Um... Back to my room?”

His jaw was hard set, and he exhaled slowly. I was missing something. “Is there something else I’m supposed to do?”

How many nuances of frowns did he possess? “Something you’re supposed to do?”

“Yes. Did I forget to do something?”

“Baby, you’ve just lost your virginity.”

I hadn’t lost anything. Sex with Jake would be a memory I’d cherished forever.

“Well, it’s not lost. Technically, I shared it with you.” He didn’t look remotely amused. I touched his chest. “Jake, you said, ‘use me for sex, explore with me.’ We did, but now you seem to be angry with me.”

He was staring now, so I kept talking. “Is there an after-sex etiquette I’m not aware of?”

“An after-sex etiquette,” he huffed between gritted teeth.

While his chest inflated and deflated in a slow breath, his large hands set on his narrow hips, and the play of his muscles was terribly distracting.

His gaze hooked onto mine. “I want you back in my bed.”

Oh. I understood now, so I grinned. “That’s nice of you, but I think I’m going to go back to my room.”

Jake scrutinized me for a moment before he cupped the side of my neck. He pulled me closer, and my hands went to his sides. When his other hand wrapped around my cheek, his expression made breathing difficult.

“You didn’t like it, baby?”

“It was amazing. Perfect, so much more beautiful than I imagined. I’d heard his loud groan, but... I cleared my throat. “Was... was it okay for you?”